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happy father's day to these two (shawarma, the dog, is their daughter)

close ups 💥💥💥 edited it because i forgot malakye's vitiligo and adelard's freckles. oopsies

oh and, happy fathers day to my dad too. love ya 😊 (if he ever saw me drawing half-naked trans men i think hed start taking me to church)

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Attempting to draw a vast majority of the Ocean of Hands characters this month because they're all queer in some way Part 2:

ADELARD LACROIX - transgender, gay, asexual

close up & flags

transgender: patch on left shoulder

gay: smoke

asexual: halo

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Images that go hard as fuck

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Attempting to draw a vast majority of the Ocean of Hands characters this month because they're all queer in some way Part 1:

MALAKYE OTIENO - transgender male, bisexual, disability pride

close up & flag/s

transgender: over shoulders

bisexual: halo

disability pride: the um. aura thing???

by the way, i understand that lgbtq+ pride month & disability pride month are different, but i thought it'd be important to include the flag anyways

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the bond between a demigod and a child that fell from the sky is inseparable

close up & reference

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hi guys. Adelard looks strangely pretty. ok

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Malakye's first relationship was with Adelard, and for the most part it was sweet and healthy. But it ended because Adelard never accepted help with his mental issues, and he hardly communicated with Malakye. So, when it became too much, Malakye left. Because he's not responsible for the happiness of someone who can't accept help, and it was a hard pill he had to swallow.

His second relationship, the shortest one, was unfortunately with a cop. He doesn't even remember how it happened or why, but he somehow loved Daniel. That ended on a worse episode than with Adelard. It ended with Malakye bruised, cold, aching, and losing all trust in love and life.

His third and longest-lasting relationship, years later, was with Kerys. She was always patient with him, and was honest and communicated and apologised whenever she upset him. That relationship didn't end.

Adelard, while he acted irrationally, never physically harmed or threatened Malakye. Despite his flaws, he was, for the most part, a good person. He was still always a good friend to Malakye. They just didn't work out in a relationship, and Adelard was raised to keep all his struggles inside. It just overflowed, and Malakye was there when it happened.

Daniel was never a good person. He knew he was hurting Malakye, he knew it was wrong, and he relished in having that control over someone. Nothing can redeem him, not even after death.

Kerys was good to him. She obviously has her own flaws, but she's good to Malakye. He's never felt so comfortable and loved. She may have been a dangerous assassin back in her original universe, and rarely innocent people would get caught in the crossfire - which struck guilt deep within her - but with Kerys, heaven and hell were just words to Malakye.

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,,,, It’s been a while. Shaking them around in my brain again.

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this is kerys. 🙂

close up 😋😋😋😋

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characters who are undead. characters who die in the end and so they've been dead from the start. characters who are chased by death. characters that chase death. characters who died and came back to life. characters that die again and again and again. characters who consider their past self dead. characters who were born in someone else's corpse. characters that claw their way out of the grave. characters whose deaths leave such a gaping wound that even their absence is still a presence. characters who are emissaries of death. characters who are alive but consider themselves dead. characters whose deaths are ambiguous. characters whose existences are defined by death.

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ive been reblogging a lot of posts with the tag #leilani since they remind me of them . if you didn't realise, they're the chronic tumblr user and it has shaped part of their personality and sense of humour

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"Yeah hold on, let me change out of my work clothes" [undoes a single button on my hawaiian shirt and nothing else]

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having a special interest in your own OC is so fucking embarrassing like. Yeah i almost threw up from excitement when i thought about A Guy. what media is he from? um.

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I KEEP FORGETTING I'M ON THE WRONG ACCOUNT