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muse vs mun

tagged by: @grooveys tagging: @nov2mbr , @sept18mbr , anyone!

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ok fr jess season 3 and 4 write ups this week but ike if u wanna plot and ill try to let u enter my brain when i give a run down

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hi im so tired but i could potentially be on

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these are things jess is denying until she dies btw @nov2mbr @sept18mbr

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OCTOB13R — jessica lee moore , former stanford student previously presumed deceased , has been reported missing by her family . / private & rewritten take on jessica moore from supernatural . affliated and exclusive with @nov2mbr & @sept18mbr . loved by lynn . cred.

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INCOMING MESSAGE , MAYBE : DEAN WINCHESTER ( @sept18mbr )

it's getting bad again.

her brows lift a little at the message when it lights up on her screen , eyeing the suggested name above it to let her know who it could be . she rolls her eyes when she realizes apple is probably right , that it is dean who sent her that , before she finally unlocks her phone to open the thread .

she waits for a moment to see if theres an elaboration on it , a confirmation of some sort that this is actually for her . it could have been for bobby , or another connection of the brothers , but for a moment she has to really think about that . is her number close to someone like bobbys , enough for a mistake like that ? she doubts sam's brother would have her number saved , why would he , so he had to have typed in the number before sending this out , right ?

but why would he even bother looking for her number anyway ?

you sure you sent this to the right person ?

she sends the message off quickly before she reaches for her coffee , an iced caramel , taking a few sips as she lets the seconds pass by before she decides to type again .

i don't even know what that's supposed to mean . or why it's my problem .

maybe it was nastier than she needed it to be , but there's a twinge of annoyance that runs through her after she rereads his message . the last fucking thing she wanted was to be dragged into winchester bullshit , especially potential sam winchester bullshit .

who is this , anyway ?

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she curses herself under her breath after her message goes out , finding herself waiting to see when & if sam answers . for a moment she thinks she sees the bubble pop up to indicate he's typing , but then it goes away as quick as she blinks . jess shakes her head , putting her phone back on the nightstand it was sitting on before before she goes to lay against the pillows again , closing her eyes as she tries to relax .

an eye peeks open again when she hears the ding of her text going off , & she hesitates for a few moments before she reaches to grab it . she clicks it open again , her brows furrowing when she sees his reply , going to type before she can stop herself .

back to normal ... ?

she holds back on pointing out that there wasn't really a normal for her anymore . not like before . not the normal she thought she had with him once . maybe that would be too much of a low blow .

you don't have to check up on me sam . i'm a big girl . i can take care of myself .

she pauses again , in the back of her mind his words of being a call away spinning around . but she doesn't need him to be . doesn't need him . right ?

it's late . why are you still up ?

       stupid  mistake .  why  did  you  press  send  this  time    her  old  number  hasn't  been  reassigned  yet ,  even  if  she  doesn't  have  it ,  and  since  the  fire  there  is  a  thread  of  messages  that  will  never  be  read .  sent  once  a  week ,  begging  forgiveness  /  missing  her  /  just  talking ,  sometimes  all  of  the  above .  but  you've  only  dared  text  her  ONCE  since  you  were  reunited .

       wishing  her  the  very  best    promising  to  only  ever  be  a  phone  call  away  if  she  needed  help .  there  hadn't  been  a  reply .  so  why  did  now  seem  like  the  right  time ?

       there's  no  answer  to  that ,  at  least  not  one  that  won't  cast  you  in  a  selfish ,  cruel ,  light .  dean  is  asleep ,  he's  been  out  for  hours ,  but  you've  not  been  able  to  sleep  for  more  than  a  few  hours  here  and  there  in  years .  that  is  how  you  got  HERE ,  having  thrown  your  phone  onto  the  empty  bed  as  soon  as  you  sent  that  message . 

       if  only  you  could  take  it  back .

       if  only  you  could  take  the  nightmares  back  too    the  phone  vibrates .  you  do  not  dive  to  get  it ,  and  no  one's  here  to  call  you  a  liar .  you  type  before  your  mind  catches  up  …  and  backspace  quickly .

       UNSENT  :  i  had  a  dream .  about  you .

       that  is  just  a  bit  too  far ,  even  you  know  that .  jess  does  not  need  to  know  you  can't  quite  tell  the  difference  between  guilt  ridden  nightmares  and  these  visions ,  or  that  she  had  made  an  appearance  in  tonight's .

       no ,  nothing  else .        i'm  not  worried  by  the  way .  just  checking  you're  alive  and  back  to  normal .

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INCOMING MESSAGE , CONTACT : DO NOT ANSWER ( @nov2mbr )

testing to see if you blocked my number…

the frown plays on her lips when she sees it lighting up her screen , hand going to snatch the phone up as she lays back against the uncomfortable bed , tapping the screen a few times to unlock it . her thumb hovers over the contact name , the voice in the back of her head screaming at her to do just that ; why she's gone back & forth on this for so long , blocking & unblocking him , debating it each time , she's not entirely sure . this wasn't good for her mental health .

still , even as her thumb keeps tapping on her screen , about to hit that red block button , jess stops herself . she rotates her finger for a moment before letting out a huff, going back to the thread to tap on the text bar , pulling up the keyboard.

UNSENT : starting now, yeah

she hits backspace quickly . maybe that was unneeded .

UNSENT : what do you want, sam?

she didn't actually care , it opened up too much room for him to really respond too . did she want to talk to him like that ? or at all ? maybe she should just ignore him . she stares at her screen for a few more moments , debating it even more before she finally sighs, typing again .

it's late, sam . don't you have other things to worry about right now?

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✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐒 . ( a collection of dialogue prompts based on varying types of demands &. requests . adjust phrasing as necessary . this prompt WILL likely be updated in the future . )

don't say a word .

don't leave me here .

meet me at our spot tonight .

follow me and stay close .

don't beg , it's pathetic .

can you ( tie / zip ) this for me ?

stop lying to me . tell me what you did .

put that down , you don't know what it ( is / does ) .

get out of my sight .

stop pretending you know what's going on .

find a first-aid kit . quickly !

don't get yourself killed .

leave them to me , just go .

just admit that you love me .

just admit that you hate me .

come here , let me look at you .

( name ) , don't make me do this .

drop your ( weapon ) .

stay here and wait for my signal .

don't just sit there , move .

take this and run , don't let anyone have it .

pretend you're my ( partner / girlfriend / boyfriend ) .

don't look , you'll give us away .

don't say another word .

stop pretending like you care .

go make sure the coast is clear .

take this with you . it's a good luck charm .

don't tell anyone about this .

if anybody asks about today , lie .

stop looking at me like that .

tell me you love me .

just kiss me , already .

keep your eyes on the road .

stop crying and calm down .

come with me . there's so much we could do .

wear the ( dress / tie / item ) i gave you tonight .

show me how you like to be touched .

hold my hand .

kiss me , make it look real .

look at me . how many fingers am i holding up ?

will you marry me ?

just slow down for a minute . what's going on ?

take a deep breath , you need to calm down .

get out of here , ( name ) !

draw your weapon .

go rest . i'm not asking .

take a step back .

give me a straight answer .

be polite to our guests .

look me in the eye and say that again .

put your feelings aside for a moment .

keep close to me .

here , let me see that .

look up at the sky .

get out of here , i don't want to see you right now .

stand up , this isn't over yet .

close your eyes and count to ten .

smile for the camera !

keep your head down .

( name ) , let me past .

listen carefully to what i'm about to say .

don't just stare , come in .

stop laughing , this isn't funny .

take this and hide it .

don't make a sound .

put your hands up .

quit causing problems everywhere you go .

just admit that you don't know what you're doing .

stop right there , i mean it .

don't say that name aloud .

just trust me , okay ?

stop acting so childish .

call the police . now .

tell me you love me , even if it's not real .

take a good hard look .

stop the car , ( name ) .

don't make eye contact .

stay out of trouble .

just do it already , we've waited long enough .

hold me tight , and never let me go .

finish what you started .

tell me what you know .

just stay away from me .

turn around . slowly .

don't be scared .

put it down before somebody gets hurt .

stop pretending , i'm tired of the pretending .

grab me my ( item ) , will you ?

don't make assumptions .

put this over it to stop the bleeding .

get to safety !

wipe that look off your face .

secure the area .

keep an eye on them .

look at yourself in the mirror .

run . run and don't stop .

eat . you haven't touched your food in days .

[octob13r]

✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐀 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝑻𝑬𝑳𝑬𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑵𝑬 .    (  a  collection  of  texting prompts.  feel free to change phrasing.  potentially mature content within.  )

[ TXT ] : why are you still awake?

[ TXT ] : hey, where did you go?

[ TXT ] : it's getting bad again.

[ TXT ] : guess i'll just sit in bed. alone. by myself.

[ TXT ] : you can't ignore me forever.

[ TXT ] : i can't stop thinking about you.

[ TXT ] : just saw i called you last night. how'd that go?

[ TXT ] : i really need someone right now.

[ TXT ] : we need to make plans asap.

[ TXT ] : have you seen the news?

[ TXT ] : you were blackout drunk.

[ TXT ] : testing to see if you blocked my number...

[ TXT ] : do you know anything about doing stitches?

[ TXT ] : just please let me know you're okay.

[ TXT ] : did you forget we had plans?

[ TXT ] : i know you see my messages, your read receipts are on.

[ TXT ] : meet me at [ location ], it's important.

[ TXT ] : do you need comfort, to vent, or a solution?

[ TXT ] : is there anything i should bring?

[ TXT ] : call me. please, it's important.

[ TXT ] : i can't sleep.

[ TXT ] : have you eaten today?

[ TXT ] : you are always going to be my priority.

[ TXT ] : i haven't seen you around in awhile.

[ TXT ] : i had a dream about you last night.

[ TXT ] : the names are gonna get mean if you don't text me back.

[ TXT ] : at the risk of sounding cliche, what are you wearing?

[ TXT ] : just say the word and i'll drop everything.

[ TXT ] : do you seriously not remember?

[ TXT ] : come to the front door.

[ TXT ] : have you been drinking?

[ TXT ] : how do you feel after last night?

[ TXT ] : are you up? please be up.

[ TXT ] : you looked beautiful today.

[ TXT ] : i have so much to tell you.

[ TXT ] : no one's heard from you. are you okay?

[ TXT ] : who is this?

[ TXT ] : are you taking care of yourself?

[ TXT ] : thought i'd reach out and see how you're doing.

[ TXT ] : i miss the taste of your lips.

[ TXT ] : that kiss was really nice.

[ TXT ] : stop acting so high and mighty.

[ TXT ] : i left my [ item ] at your place.

[ TXT ] : are we still fighting?

[ TXT ] : i need help and i can't go to the hospital.

[ TXT ] : are you thinking about me too?

[ TXT ] : call me, i wanna hear your voice.

[ TXT ] : i don't want to talk to you.

[ TXT ] : what do you have to lose?

[ TXT ] : you don't have to ask, i'm already on my way.

[ TXT ] : i want to take a nap on you.

[ TXT ] : even if you called 6 months later at 3am, i'd answer.

[ TXT ] : what's my name in your phone?

[ TXT ] : how's trying to forget about me going?

[ TXT ] : i have nobody else to ask.

[ TXT ] : what do you mean you're at the hospital??

[ TXT ] : sorry, i think you have the wrong number.

[ TXT ] : good morning! you up yet?

[ TXT ] : do i sense sarcasm in your tone?

[ TXT ] : you start your day at 2pm?

[ TXT ] : you need MY help?

[ TXT ] : stop texting me.

[ TXT ] : i'll leave that up to your imagination.

[ TXT ] : are you asking me to sneak out?

[ TXT ] : when will i see you again?

[ TXT ] : if you come over, i'll order us a pizza.

[ TXT ] : are we ever going to talk about it?

[ TXT ] : can you come get me out of here?

[ TXT ] : you mean like ... a BODY - body?

[ TXT ] : it's just been one thing after another lately.

[ TXT ] : forgiving and forgetting is harder than it sounds.

[ TXT ] : i want your legs wrapped around my head.

[ TXT ] : call me when you wake up.

[ TXT ] : what are you doing that's more important than me?

[ TXT ] : i'm out of town right now.

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✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐓 𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐒 . ( a collection of horror - based dialogue prompts . adjust phrasing as necessary . mature themes present . )

you'll never get what you want .

we need to stay together . no 'splitting up' bullshit .

nobody ever prepared me for this .

so you've just been lying to me this entire time ?

there's too much blood , i can't stop it .

this is over when i say it's over .

[ name ] , be careful . i've already lost enough people that i care about .

i never should have trusted you .

this is getting really out of hand , okay ?

i feel like we're not alone .

revenge is the best medicine !

put your head on straight , this isn't over yet .

maybe we should ... y'know , check it out ?

run . run and don't stop .

i thought i saw something ... i - i must be going crazy .

you couldn't pay me to go down there .

the cops are on their way .

would you rather stay here and die ?!

there's no such thing as [ ghosts / demons ] . it's made-up .

you aren't going anywhere .

i'm putting you out of your misery .

i know you think you're untouchable , but they will kill us .

you shouldn't have touched that .

we aren't going to make it out of here , are we ?

why are you following me ?

there has to be a medical kit here , somewhere .

i'll go with you . strength in numbers , right ?

don't move ... a fucking muscle .

fuck , the door is locked from the other side .

don't get ... dead , okay ?

that was the only [ bullet / round / flare ] we had .

did you really think it would be that easy ?

we've come too far , we can't turn around now .

put down the [ weapon ] . please .

come on , help me barricade the door .

[ name ] , is that ... blood ?

haven't you seen a horror movie ? the blonde always dies .

it was you ? YOU did this ?!

you are gonna fucking pay .

i'm going to give you ten seconds . nine , eight ...

i want you to admit what you did .

hey , look at me -- it's not real . it's not real .

do you think they're watching us right now ?

we're in this together . no one gets left behind .

let them go ... please , just let them go .

oh my god , what the hell was that ?!

you know i'm capable of this .

i had to ... i had no choice .

you don't have the guts .

this is fucked up , this is so fucked up .

what we're dealing with isn't even human .

you need to hide . find somewhere & don't come out .

stop ! don't touch that . we don't know what it is .

i've done bad things to good people .

if they catch us , they will kill us .

why are you covered in blood ?

i can't ... i can't feel my -

[ name ] is dead . i saw it happen .

what , you're gonna kill me ? i don't believe you .

there is an evil in you . i see it .

this shit only happens to people in horror movies .

forget about me , just save them .

what's one reason i shouldn't kill you right now ?

you aren't supposed to be here .

please don't . i'm begging you .

are you scared ?

whatever happens , don't let go of my hand .

[ name ] , this isn't you .

well , what the fuck are we supposed to do ?!

get out of my house before i call the cops .

you're going to regret that .

there's that smile ... i'm glad it's the last thing i'll see .

if we make it out of here , tonight will haunt me forever .

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no one ever ask lynn about the rewrite lore she don't know it either

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i have to relook at how s3 went but know like during the fairytales episode thats when jess went back to bobby's after leaving home in the middle of the damn night and wouldn't leave until that man agreed to teach her what he knew abt the supernatural and hunting and promise he wouldn't tell sam about that

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@sept18mbr : ❛ going for blood today, are we, jess? ❜

the smile that pulls on her face is more amused than anything else at dean's words ; if she can get under either winchester brothers skin right now , she's choosing to take it as a win for her . " what's wrong , dean ? i thought i've been pretty nice to you and sam lately . considering . " she says , offering a single shoulder shrug as if it makes anything better .

her gripe might not be with dean , not truly , but him & sam were a unit , practically one . it was everyone else against the two of them , after all . she really did respect that . she may have sisters that she thought she would do anything for , but its hard to compare anything to the way the two of them are . she cocks her head to the side after a moment , glad that she doesn't have to tilt her whole head back just to look at him . " what , did you want me to apologize or something ? "

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a hand rests on her hip as she tilts her chin up to meet his gaze , a moment spent to mentally curse him out in her head for being so damn tall — a trait once seen as a bonus when things were good , now makes her jaw clench knowing that he has this over her in times like this . granted , can she really complain too much about a situation she half willingly threw herself in ? after all , it wouldn't be that hard for her & sam to truly avoid each other , or at least limit how much time they did spend near the other .

brows raise for a moment as sam repeats her question , a curt nod following , almost like a go ahead . like this could be something helpful coming out of this . like she truly wanted to know what he really wanted . but in the moment , she forgets its still sam , so when he turns it back on her , it actually catches her off guard for a moment . cheeks flush at the mention of the motel room , & she forces herself to narrow her eyes after a beat instead of averting her gaze like she wants to . she won't let him win in that regard .

" jesus . you're still thinking about that ? maybe i should be honored . " she shoots back after a moment , not letting herself dwell on that time as much as she might of if this was anyone else. or any other time . a sigh escapes her lips at his words , toe of her boot sliding back just a bit , trying to add just an inch of distance between the two of them , her only faltering . " right now , sam ? i — " she freezes for a second . what was it that she really wanted right now ? maybe she didn't even know . " — i want to be able to do what i need without worrying about running into you at every corner . that is what i want . it's — it's all i want . "

"what do you want from me?" / @octob13r

            what  do  you  want ,  sam ?  it's  not  a  trick  question ,  there's  no  bait ,  only  exhaustion .  the  two  of  you  playing  this  game ,  dancing  around  the  end ,  pretending  to  move  on    it  is  exhausting .  the  past  haunts  you  and  it  will  always  come  between  you  now .

           if  you  were  truly  kind ,  then  you  would  make  sure  to  never  cross  paths  again .  sever  the  connection  that  tethers  you .  but  so  could  she .  " what  do  i  want ? "  you  don't  know ,  you  want  in  the  moment  and  you  think  much  beyond  the  next  target  and  the  next  goal  because  what  you  wanted  burned .   " i  should  be  asking  YOU  that    i  mean ,  one  minute  you  hate  me  and  the  next ?  we  end  up  in  a  motel  bed . "

           eyes  close ,  just  for  a  second ,  remembering  the  last  time  the  two  of  you  were  alone .  before  lilith  /  before  ruby .  a  part  of  you  had  hoped  that  it  would  help  you  find  something  you  lost    you  both  lost    in  palo  alto .  " so  you  tell  me  first ,  jess ,  what  do  you  want  from  me .  right  now . "