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Guess who figured out how to make a customizable character!!!

Hello! If you haven't heard about me yet, I'm making a yandere-horror visual novel called The Loverboy! I'm very excited to announce that I've finished character customization that can let you choose different skin tones, hair styles and outfits! Keep in mind that the outfits will have an impact on character's love bars during dates with them ;3

Just keeping you updated, toodles!!

The demo is out so if you haven't checked it out yet, you totally should!

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CW: Suicide, Self-Harm, Abuse, Non con, etc.

- Lloyd.•†

~•°Green flags:

• He's really gentle despite not seeming like it. He dresses like a hobo vampire and listens to harsh screams of death metal, but as a person, unless provoked, he's very sweet. He is especially gentle with pets. In a silly way, he's Snowwhite with how every animal seems to love him. You figured he has a calming aura around him that makes them feel safe.

• He respects minimum wage workers. As a victim to capitalism himself, he understands how tiring and under appreciated these people are. If a barista messes up his order, he apologizes to them instead of vice versa.

• He is the wokest person on earth! A feminist, BLM and LGBT ally. Not in a performative way, like "I read feminist literature in a cafe, listening to Taylor swift" way, but in a very understanding way. He's well read and understand deep roots of the problems those groups face.

• Will always let you win in games. He will never make you feel stupid, weak or unappreciated.

• I don't know whether this is a green flag for all readers or not - but, he really wants children. He lived in a shitty household with a shitty father, which caused him to flee the country. That's why he wants to have children and give them the childhood he never had.

• A hard worker. He works two jobs and does them both thoroughly.

• He will wait for you to have sex for as long as you want. Because sex is so intimate for him, he will understand if it's the same for you. During your first time, he's gonna be the most gentle he can, he will constantly reassure you and ask for consent.

~•°Red flags:

• He's a mess. So many misfortunes went his way that he's way beyond being fully mentally and physically healthy. Few suicide attempts, deep connection with drugs, alcohol and cigarettes.

• Speaking of messes, he doesn't have any motivation to tidy up after himself. Used clothes are sprawled out on his bedroom floor, dishes piling up in the sink. It's not really his fault, he was never taught how to do any of that.

• As I mentioned above, he wants children. If you are able to have one, even if you don't want to, he will make it happen. He will mess with your pills, protection, etc. He most likely won't force himself on you... But it's not below him to try. If you aren't able to have kids, he makes every time he cums inside you weird as fuck. He will sleepily mumble things about how you'll become a mom/dad/parent. Yuck.

• Extremely jealous. His mouth foams at the thought of somebody else touching you. If you indulge he's not gonna spare you neither.

• A pervert. He will regularly watch you during intimate moments like bathing, changing and he will absolutely steal your underwear, especially if it's used.

• Piercings on his dick. If a man is willing to butcher his most valuable organ like that, he can NOT be trusted...

- Louise.•★

~•°Green flags:

• Just like Lloyd, very woke! Unlike how very few, but insufferable trans men do, when as soon as they transition and start passing they become misogynistic and a bigot, he never did.

• He's the soul of every friend group ever! He's that one extroverted parent friend, who leads and looks after their peers. He never makes anyone feel left out.

• He's quite wealthy! Being a model, who has become the face of (what is the equivalent of) Prada and Elf commercials, it means he's loaded as fuck. Not millionaire but "I can afford to buy a car without saving up for it" kind of wealthy. And guess what, he spoils you! Of course he does!

• He is extremely body positive... Towards you only. If you're too chubby or too skinny he just loves you twice as much.

• As I mentioned before, he's a well read individual that enjoys classics.

• He will never let anyone look down on you or him. He let that happen before, but he will not have it happen again.

• He's the type of guy you bring home to your parents to make them happy. He's charming, well mannered, wealthy, handsome and the list just keeps going.

~•°Red flags:

• He's a whore, basically. He has a lot of body count and that can be a red flag for many.

• He's especially hell-bent on fucking you and there have been more than a few instances of him making sexual jokes towards you in one way or the other.

• He will come to you when you're at your lowest, in need of affection and take what he wants (Just like in the beginning of the game).

• Two-faced snake. He will often be nice to someone when they meet face to face, but talk shit about them the moment they leave.

• Really narcissistic. He loves himself more than anything, and the only thing he loves more is you (maybe, depending on how the game goes).

- Andrea.•♣

~•°Green flags:

• She's the most moral, kind and pure person you'll ever meet. She has strong values and never backs down from helping someone.

• She's also accepting and empathetic. She gives the best advices, and at the same time stays humble.

• She has a tarantula named Princess that she absolutely adores. Loving a disgusting and a scary creature like that? That's a green flag for me.

• When she was a police officer, there were many times when she let some criminal go because they were in a bad place/in need of basic human resources.

• During sex, she'll make sure you're enjoying yourself first. After sex, she makes sure to take care of you. Even if she's tired.

• Has a few red flags!

~•°Red flags:

• Will probably never fully admit that she also likes women. If she does, the guilt will eat her alive.

• She can stay quiet and just stare at you sometimes. That makes many dates awkward...

• She's a workaholic... If you start dating her she will put her work before you sometimes. She's the type to stay overnight and come back a bit grumpy.

Sorry for taking so long!!!

Haha, I get that. There are very few nsfw games for girls and most are still male gaze.

Here's what Lloyd values the most in girls:

He has mommy issues, so he'd appreciate if you praised him, showed some attention and made him feel important to you. He doesn't need a mom, don't get me wrong. With enough motivation he can look after himself just fine. Just caress his hair and tell him you love and value him, that's it.

He also likes when girls are expressive. He doesn't like monotone or mean girls. He hates when his questions get brushed off.

During sex, he doesn't mind if girls are dominant, but he loves when the choice is up to him. He wants to play with your body and memorize every single touch, lick or kiss that makes you squirm. His fantasy is probably sitting behind a girl, her legs spread wide and her wrists gripped by his one hand while the other plays with her pussy. That way she can't do anything when he overstimulates her.

He likes firm asses. Enjoys big breasts but he likes smaller, perky ones because he thinks they're cute. He likes curvy waists so he can run his hands down and feel their shape.

Hope this is enough! If not, don't be shy and tell me what I missed.

Yes!! He's always so messy when he applies it. It's a struggle to remove extra spills on his skin. If you were to help him with it, he'd be grateful. Also, that's taking care of him in a way - which he loves. Expect extra kisses after that!

First of all, thank you!

So from what I'm getting, despite you telling some guy that you're taken he keeps pressing you. Maybe cornering you and making you feel uncomfortable. How do the characters step in? Here's how!

• Lloyd would have calm facade fall off and he'd immediately come to your side. He'd tell the guy to fuck off, and if not, he'd start throwing punchs. If things get serious he'd pull out his pocket knife.

• Louise would approach you two and start a friendly convo with the guy first. He'd tell him to stop bothering the poor thing and nudge him away. If that doesn't work, he will start being passive agressive, before dragging you away.

• Andrea would show up and explain that you're taken. If that wouldn't work, she would show her badge and motion towards the gun attached to her belt.

• Lloyd's lovely date idea involves a metal concert, buying cheap vodka and snacks and hanging out somewhere with a nice view. If you treated him as the most precious loved one, he'd fall for you faster than the speed of light. He will reward you with lots and lots of affection.

• To Louise, the ideal, lovely date idea involves an expensive dinner at a restaurant and watching movies at his house after. If you can afford it and take him to a fancy restaurant, he'd be amused. Halfway through, he'd tell you not to worry about a thing and pay for everything. He will tease you for it after.

He'd flinch if you hugged him suddenly, before turning around with a smile and kissing your forehead lovingly. Even a small affection means a lot to him!

Thank you so much! >-<

He had a huge glow up at the age of 19, so out of nowhere he decided he needed to lose his virginity. He went to a random bar, picked out the prettiest girl and took her home. His first time with a guy was at a random party, few months later. He's not doing it as a coping mechanism, he thinks he's hot and that others are hot too, so why not just fuck? Especially after getting bottom surgery he had waited for for so long, he just wanted to try out his dick.

Hiiii!!! :D

So there won't be days specifically in the game. I want it to take place for a few months, so there will be some time skips here and there. Otherwise I want to make it long, or if people prefer chapters, I want it to have many. At least 5.

There will be epilogues, but I've never thought about side stories. Maybe if the game blows up I'll make a separate game with the side stories. For Louise, Jenny and Ivy it will be highschool years. For Lloyd, if people are interested, his past. If not the life MC and Lloyd have after the game. That's a great idea, thank you!

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Q&A!! - part 3

He wouldn't be comfortable with doing that, but guess who would be dying to do it for you:

Someone else also asked me to draw Lloyd in skirt so here you go! I'm not a clothes designer I barely dress myself daily so don't ask why it's so shit ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

Yes! He was, in fact, raised by his older sister. You will most likely witness their dynamic in the game as well!

Louise is a narcissist, but one person he loves more than himself is you.

•If you're not familiar with braiding, he will let you braid his hair anyways, however he will also immediately book an appointment with his trusted barber. It's like when you let kids put make up on you but wash it away after. They're still happy aren't they?

• If you are? You won't even have to ask yourself, he will constantly bother you by asking you to do it in different styles. He doesn't think getting his hair braided in general is that intimate, few things are, but with you everything is intimate.

He likes remembering your past together, stories about sneaking out of school together or going to college parties. It's all so nostalgic.

They both do! But in different ways. Louise is loaded, he buys expensive gym memberships and attends, like, twice a week. He needs to keep his good physique and stay fit so that he doesn't lose his modelling contracts.

Lloyd is a mechanic, he has to deal with machinery and heavy stuff like that. Therefore, he stays fit. He's even fitter than Louise.

I've been dreading to answer this question...

Well, you guys will be happy to find out that I've decided to add character customization to the game. Meaning, there will be a chibi character, whose appearance is up to you!

This will provide a further game-like edition to the VN. For example, if Lloyd were to take you to a concert, your choice in your outfit would decide whether his love meter goes up or not.

Another thing is that I want to make the mobile version possible too...

The bad thing is this will take much longer to make.

At best, it will be done by Winter. At worst, you'll have to wait another year. What I think? I don't think. I'm sorry for being such a disgraceful developer.

The demo will always stay free! People recommended I make it worth some money but it's a demo that lasts 15 minutes at most and it would be shameful if I put a price tag on it. The game, on the other hand, will be free for a few weeks, probably, before it becomes expensive.

You'll find that out in the game.... Hehehehehe....

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Q&A part 2!!!

Hiii! Hell yeah!

Lloyd:

• He loves history! If you don't know much about it, he will let (make) you lay your head on his lap and listen to him ramble about gossipy history facts.

"Did you know Temir Leng captured an Ottoman king along with his wife, locked him in a cage, and made him watch as he raped his wife? The king later killed himself by biting into his wrists." You stare up at him in horror.

• He's a cat person.

• He's into alternative music (duh) and listens to multiple genres: black metal, dsbm, death metal, gothic metal etc.... He's one of those annoying metalheads that shame people for listening to mainstream music. If you listen to popular bands he will judge you, mentally. He doesn't want you to feel bad, but he gags when you tell him what you like.

"Oh you like Deftones? And... Korn...? Uh, cool. Nice bands." He says and grabs your hair, burying your face in his chest as he pinches the bridge of his nose, sighing.

• Satanist. (The atheist one)

• Lloyd's got a lot of baggage. He was born from an obsession of a man and a tragedy of a woman. Ran away and never really settled down anywhere... Except that one time he dated some guy, but he doesn't like talking about him.

I'm guessing you would also like some freaky headcanons, if not I'm sorryyyyyy!

FREAK AHEAD!!!

• He loves sex! He's a creepy little freak and he knows it. The only issue is, he needs to love someone for him to be able to fuck. He believes sex is deeply connected with love and it shouldn't happen without it.

• The ex mentioned above taught him a lot, Lloyd is an experienced man! Top? Bottom? Protected? Raw? Toys? Fingers? Quickie? Goonie? He knows it all. He's used to his partner choosing how it happens, but he'll be delighted if you let him choose!

• He likes it rough and fast, but after a few rounds, some cock-warming/slow thrusts and cuddling is his heaven. He will keep kissing your face either ways.

• Doesn't like doggy style, needs to be able to see you.

• Overstimulation? Hell yes! Huh? No, not his, yours.

• If you give him a blowjob, he won't be able to keep himself from holding your head and fucking your throat until it bruises.

• Loves giving oral. He's already obsessed with your spit, he's not gonna give up on your cum. He thinks that way, a part of you is with him.

Louise:

• Really popular with the ladies and gentlemen. He's a slut, too. So.

• Tried growing out a beard once, to present as more masculine, hated it. Said it made him look like a molester. Otherwise he's pretty hairy, he doesn't care about it much, people seem to find him attractive either ways.

• Despite not seeming like it, he loves reading romantic classics. "Pride and prejudice"? Yes please! "Phantom of the opera"? Don't make him cream. He loves reading in general. Mc enjoying psychology had a huge impact on him, so expect "No longer a human" and "Metamorphosis" on his shelf.

• He also loves films! Honestly, films that have toxic masculinity in it... Is it concerning? Yes. "Clockwork orange" is his favorite, if that's not the biggest red flag, then I don't know what is. He also loves fight club, rants about it often.

• He's a dog person.

• He likes modelling, but his dream job is to be a film director. He'd direct so many movies if he could!

• Hates any alcohol other than expensive whiskey. He will bear cheap vodka if you want him to, though. He will drink piss if you ask him to, he will do anything. You've got too much power over him if you ask me.

• Doesn't like Jenny.

FREAK AHEAD!!!!

• He looooves degrading you. He will call you names, smack you around, pull your hair, choke you, everything! But in the end, he will kiss your tears away and tell you how good you were.

• Under no circumstances are you going anywhere near his ass. He will guard it with his life. Well. If you ask nicely...

• Likes edging you. You will be getting into it, about to reach an orgasm and suddenly he stops. If you beg, he might let you cum. Until then, he cups your sex with his big, hot hand, basically holding your orgasm hostage.

• He's amazing at cunnilingus, a bit awkward with blowjobs, but determined enough to make your toes curl. He also wishes you told him you want to suck him off. He loves that.

Jenny:

• They used to be very, very mean. A bully. You brought them around when you gave them an ultimatum. Ever since, they've been visibly happier.

• They also love books! But uh, they always got bad grades? How?? Either ways, that's the reason they opened up a tiny, unpopular bookstore that pays for their rent and food, barely.

• Chubby!

• They love teasing! It's natural since they used to be a bully. They still bully people but with love.

"You're such a nerd. Cute!!"

• They tend to mask their emotions.

• Has dated 2 people before, didn't enjoy, never again. Silently judges anyone who's poly. You scolded them for that.

• Likes anime and manga! The ones with less fan service preferably.

I feel weird writing freak about a dead person... So...

Andrea:

• Orthodox Christian (catholic on steroids for those who don't know).

• If you're a female, or a queer in any way, she will fall for you quicker. However she will feel guilty for having feelings for you and spiral into self hatred.

• She's autistic, so she has hard time reading social cues. When it comes to crime? Better than any other detective in that department.

• Her whole life revolves around work. She eats and sleeps there (and stays underpaid) because she's fixated on a random case.

• She's the oldest of my characters! She's 28!

• She's really empathetic. Venting to her feels like cuddling up with a warm blanket and a cocoa. She's really supportive and helpful.

• She's more into women, but she doesn't want to be. So, she's gone out with multiple men. She's not a virgin either, but honestly, no dick will feel as good as scissoring. Erm- Or so she's heard.

"What I like about guys? Hm. Their... Hair... Skin? Their hairy skin?" She shudders as she thinks of it.

• Has a tarantula named princess. She talks to her sometimes, ranting about work and such.

FREAK AHEAD!!!!

• Rarely does so, but when she masturbates she thinks of tits. Mmmm tits.

• Likes sucking on things... Wether it's a nipple, clit, or a dick, she's happy about it. Swirling her tongue around the bumps, hollowing her cheeks, it feels right.

• She's actually really shy, but also dominant. She will flush and whimper from embarrassment while making you roll your eyes from pleasure.

• Doesn't like the idea of a strapon. God gave us tongues and fingers for a reason.

• With cis men, she's submissive, a pillow princess. If you make her let out a sound, you're probably really good at sex.

That's it!!!! Hope it was enough!!

Hiii!!! I'm really happy you like it!

That guy is my design for another game, which will probably never exist because I can NOT 3d model. It's supposed to be a horror game, something like cry of fear.

Hi! I will! Just... Not now ಠ⁠ω⁠ಠ I'm a disappointment I know I'm sorry, please don't abandon me 💔💔💔 In a few days maybe? If not, feel free to insult me.

That was it!! I'm sorry if I missed any of your messages, I tried to answer every single one! Bye bye and see ya!

Download the loverboy demo for free here:

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Q&A!!!

Hello!!!! I'm glad you liked the game!!! X33

Louise has cock and balls! He has no piercings tho... I might draw it later and post it on my Twitter account ;3

Hiii! I'm really happy you enjoy playing it :33

Jenny has to be the one who has the longest relationship with mc. They're not quite what we call "underwear friends" in my country, but they've known each other since middle school. Then Ivy has the second longest friendship with Mc (a character I haven't introduced yet), then Louise, Eddy (also a character I haven't introduced yet, who is a patient), Andreas and finally Lloyd.

Hey! Haha, I totally get that he's a sweetheart.

I guess he would be a bit confused at first, since he's not used to much attention (shocking I know, canonically he's supposed to be really handsome), but then he would be overjoyed! Expect no privacy from now on. He tells and shows you everything, so in his mind it's only fair for you to do the same! Otherwise he'd become much tamer, assuming yandere mc won't make him jealous and insecure in any ways. He'd act a lot more normal.... Outside. Inside he will NOT let you get out of the bed ;)

Louise is a guy!

Haha, that's the title of my game! The loverboy is the serial killer, whose identity is not known. He might not even be a man! Finding out who he is, is the main point of the game.

Lloyd:

• He doesn't react to it in a visible way, mentally he's doing backflips.

• Sharing clothes - just like sharing spit, bodily fluids associated with sex and... Skin (🌚) - is a way to get closer to your loved one, according to him. Therefore, he loves it.

• He will dress you in his clothes in a way you might not realize. For example when it's cold outside instead of handing you your own jacket he puts his sweatshirt on you. He might even childishly hide your clothes so there's more chance of you wearing his own.

Louise:

• He loves it! He especially enjoys it if it's few sizes bigger, or smaller on you. If it's bigger, he likes it because it fits in his narrative that when spooning he should be the big spoon. If it's smaller, he likes how it's tight around your curves, showing them off.

• He always makes comments about it when he sees you wearing it:

"Are you trying to tempt me?"

"That's my favorite shirt.... Too bad I'll have to rip it off you."

• He wants you to wear them in public, maybe with his friends around. It proves you're his in a way... Idk he's a freak. I fear my own creation.

I think I've mentioned this before, but Louise used to get bullied. Mc stood up for him and ever since he's been clinging onto them like a puppy. Don't call him that tho, he'll get mad.

Jenny adopted mc like a puppy. They were quite popular at the time, saw what they liked, and took them with no consequences.

Hihi!! Haha, you sound tense. "Lone that is not supposed to be crossed"? Girl, chill out! Treat me like a friend. Also, thank you!

• Lloyd - A mechanic and a cashier. Nothing special or high paying, but it will be explained in the full game.

• Louise - A model! Wow! He's quite popular, especially in the LGBTQ+ community because he inspires other queers.

• Jenny - A bookstore owner. An old shop in a district that's equivalent to Brooklyn. It barely gets visited, so money's tough.

• Andreas - She's an officer at the moment, hoping to become a detective. However, because she's pretty antisocial she barely gets noticed in the office.

• Ivy - A vet! I know you guys still don't know who she is but she's the best I swear I'll drop her design soon!!!

Hello! If you mean in my banner, that's a redesign of Draculaura from monster high I did when I was like 17 XD

Hello!!! I'm really glad you liked it!!!! I'll make reference sheets soon enough! I've got finals coming up in uni so I'm multitasking, but you're all being so patient and sweet!!! Thank you!!!

PART 2

Download the loverboy demo for free here:

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Sneak peak, don't tell anyone!!

Freakfest

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:3

Here's the twitter link :D

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Giving roses or flowers to each character from the demo to see how they react hehehe (⁠｡⁠♡⁠‿⁠♡⁠｡⁠)

Here's a very, very poorly made demonstration.

Hope you like it and I'm so, so sorry for being this lazy 😭💔🙏

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Hey love your game can you post about the height of each character from the demo of lover boy? thank you 💕

I'm glad you do! Here's the height chart :D also, answer to the anons below!

Excuse my awful sketches, I'm having the worst art block so far... But yup!

If you're not familiar with centimeters, here's the heights in feet:

• Louise - 6'1ft,

• Lloyd - 5'10ft,

• Andrea - 5'9ft,

• Jenny - 5'6ft (they're 6ft under the ground after, like, 5 minutes of the gameplay 💔)

Aww, thank you! Well now you know!!

Great question! It will be answered thoroughly in the full game but I'll answer as well.

SPOILERS!

So Louise is trans, he came out when he was in middle school and as it always happens, he got bullied a lot. MC, or you, stood up for him! And like sunshine brightens up the whole world, you brightened up his whole world!

I'm so glad and relieved! MC-s are mostly made out innocent or infantilized and I've always been frustrated at that. Maybe I want to feel like billy badass from time to time...

Making MC a possible smoker, drinker and forgive me for the lack of a better word - a whore, was a big risk. Many people look down on people who do that, even if most people do act like that sometimes.

"What if the player isn't a smoker? Or a drinker? Am I not being as inclusive as I want to?" - this question spiraled in my mind. Then I realized making MC a plain piece of paper would be even more awful.

Long story short, your opinion made me feel so much better! Thank you!!! 🖤🖤🖤

Thank you all for engaging with the game and me! Don't be afraid or shy to ask more! Bah bye!

My game :3

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†°~•.My odd Masterlist!.•~°†

• Heyaa! This is a 18+ only space, minors DNI!!! Thank you!

• I write about sex, gore, all the gross stuff so beware.

Original Work!:

†•Frostbite (Yan! Wendigo x Reader):

I. Prologue!

II. Nathan!

III. ...Nathan?! 😨 NSFW!!!

†•Yan! druggie ex boyfriend x reader:

I. Well ain't he a ray of sunshine...

†•Yan! Perfect (but unnerving) husband x reader:

I. At least he makes you cum :D NSFW!!

†•The loverboy!

I. Headcanons!! (Lloyd, Louise, Jenny, Andreas) NSFW!!

Check out my gameuhh!! ✧⁠◝⁠(⁠⁰⁠▿⁠⁰⁠)⁠◜⁠✧

Requests are open!

However, I can't assure you that I'll write them in time or at all, sorry, I'm a bum and trust I make myself suffer for it all the time ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ 👍

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Forgive me for asking such a question! Is dear Lloyd really the murderer? Or will he protect us from the real killer?

Now, you'll just have to find out! What's the fun in spoiling it? Full game isn't even out yet and I'd like my plot twists and points to have a curtain drawn onto them. My only advice for players is that they play attentively not to miss clues and hints.

I'd like to hear your theories about it tho!

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Meet my boys, girls and thems!!

TW: NSFW, BLOOD, SPOILERS FOR THE LOVERBOY!!!

First to last: Lloyd, Andrea, Louise and Jenny (Jenny dies withing the first 5 minutes of the gameplay btw)

Here's a better look!

Treats from Lloyd and Andrea 🫶🫶🫶

Btw ik my proportions are weird don't pay attention to them pls

There are three more characters I choose to keep hidden away from you yet... 😈

If you guys wanna check out my game demo, it's up! It's really short but it's up! And free! And smutty!

Play it and I'm absolutely down for suggestions you might have! Hope you like it!

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There's a big, big line between fiction and reality! Y'all stay safe 🫶🏻

(drawing too)

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Perfect Husband

You didn't have that much experience with guys, and the little things you did experience weren't good at all. Everything felt so... Empty. The "Wyd" texts and shallow conversations at the bar didn't satisfy you. You knew what you wanted, and you decided to go for it.

So when you met him it felt so real and unreal at the same time.. He felt real as in he understood you, he engaged in interesting conversations and knew just what was the best for you.

...And he felt unreal as in he wasn't... Human? Like a man from 19th century novels, he was gentle, polite, relatable but mysterious enough to keep you wanting him. The problem before was everybody acting same, now you were weirded out with how unique he was? You started thinking you were the problem.

Therefore, after a few months of dating, when he set up a beautiful dinner for you two, table set out with candles, flowers, perfectly cooked delicacies and asked you to marry him, you said yes.

You cut the steak and...

"Oh... This seems raw..?"

"It's medium rare, dear. But I won't feel bad if you don't want to eat it." - he smiled.

You felt lucky. So, you cut a piece of it, and put the red, moist and almost slimy piece of meat in your mouth. His smile widened as he watched you do so. You chewed and chewed, trying not to think too much about the texture or the taste, instead washing it down with red wine and forcing a smile.

The night ended with him gently holding and kissing you, while not so gently fucking into you. It felt almost like a reward for accepting his proposal, and the amount of times he made you cum only supported that theory.

The wedding happened shortly after, him making sure it was as big or as small as you wanted.

Everything after that felt like a dream... In a literal sense. You found yourself derealizating on more occasions than you can remember. Feeling dizzy, out of the place and unreal was then a daily accurance for you. And you didn't quite feel comfortable with talking about it with your husband.

But it didn't matter... Not as long as at the end of the day you laid in his arms.

However, even that comfort was broken when only weeks after your marriage, he started staying at his job later and later... As soon as he got home he'd take a shower, too.

Suspecting that your husband was cheating, you decided to follow him one day.

The day went on fine, he stayed at his job til 8, but then he left. You quietly followed, wanting to catch him in the act. He... Went into the woods..? Was he actually fucking someone in the woods? Then you saw another person... But they seemed to not be aware of your husband being there. In fact, he was watching them... Stalking them like a predator would to a prey. The person was obviously wasted, having come in the woods to relieve themself.

Your dear husband got up from his hiding spot, and approached the person... And so you watched in horror as his limbs started twisting unnaturally, making popping and cracking sounds as, his skin changing it's color into a dark red, almost a bloody color. He turned into something incomprehensible... A monster.

His now inhumane looking jaw unclenched, opening so wide he could swallow a man whole, and he took a generous bite out of the person, their bloodcurdling screams not loud enough to bury the sound of your ears ringing.

Something primal and illogical in you made you shriek in fear and devastation, your heart feeling as if it stopped.

Your husband's head turned towards you slowly, and his smile fell.

The dream turned into a nightmare.

Man I just love creepy, cannibalistic, eldrich monsters/gods and not in an only ha they're sexy way (I blame the movie Ritual)

[oddheadd]

Yandere Ex Boyfriend x Reader

CW: Drug use, manipulation, suicidal stuff, Angst, a bit shorter :P

He's doing it again.

I try not to break down immediately as soon as I hear his sick voice, slurring and barely managing to turn words into sentences.

"I... Need you to come here... I took too much..."

I let out a shakey breath. This has occurred so many times, I let out an almost automated response. - "I'll be right there. Got any Naloxone?"

He groans and I sigh, running into my kitchen and looking for it, hoping there's some left after out break up. I grab the bottle and reassure him, before hanging up.

He did it again.

Whenever he's left with a slight inconvenience, he starts taking drugs like a starved man. Sometimes to kill himself, sometimes when desperate for attention. There have been countless times with me holding his hair as he throws up, giving him medicine while trying not to lose my own consciousness because of my boyfriend literally dying in my arms.

His condition was hard on our relationship, forcing me into a miserable life of walking on eggshells and trying to keep him alive by giving him all kinds of attention and love, even when I didn't feel like it...

I decided to send him to rehab, and he was doing fine for a few months, hadn't touched a can of beer even.

Now I don't know how to look into his eyes, with his constricted pupils, his skin void of any color and his skinny, hollowed cheeks.

I zone out, not even realizing when I arrive in front of his building. It's old and probably moldy inside. I quickly run up a few set of stairs, and barge into his apartment, the pills ready in my hand.

"Baby? Is that you?" I hear his voice call out for me. I run into the kitchen and end up absolutely flabbergasted.

"Ah, there you are!" He smiles and hugs me tight, burying his face in my neck and... Inhaling deeply. I look around: the apartment is shitty, absolutely moldy and infested with bugs, but there's a table, poorly set out with a store bought frozen pizza and two paper plates.

"Are- Are you alright?" I ask, confused. "Why... Is the table set..?"

I pull away from the hug.

He looks... Healthy. His cheeks aren't as hollow, his skin has returned to it's saturated color and his pupils... Are dilated.

It doesn't smell like weed, neither.

"Hey... What's the meaning on this? You seem... Fine."

"I... Got better. Now that you're here especially-!" He chuckles awkwardly. "I knew you'd come... For me. I knew you'd never leave me to die... And I wanted to thank you for all the time you kept me alive."

I stare at him, my brows furrowed. "...Thank me?"

He nods, with an uneasy smile.

I huff. "You're disgusting. You lied that you were dying, just to get me here?"

"...I- Yeah, but-"

I tear up. "Is this a joke to you?!" I yell. "All the nights I've spent taking care of you, just for you to try and kill yourself all over again for shit like me not kissing you goodnight?! Not sucking you off?! Don't call me. Even if you're dying, I won't come to save you, never again."

I say the last line calmly, setting the pill pottle onto the table with a loud sound, before turning to leave.

"No.. (Y/N) Don't leave..." He frowns. I ignore him.

He grabs my wrist. "If you leave, I'll actually kill myself. My blood will be on your hands."

"Go fuck yourself."

I roughly remove his hand and slam his front door shut.

⁠♡

My ringtone awakens me. I groan as I look at the id, and see his name, along with an old photo of us hugging. It burns my eyes in every way. I pick up. "I told you to fuck off. That meant not calling me as well."

"Baby... Please, help me..." I hear him sob into the phone. "Couldn't get anything, my dealer fucked me over... I took some pills and I feel nauseous... I need you, please just come here and- and jus hug... Just make me feel loved like you used to... I don't wanna die alone and sad, I want you by my side...."

I hold my breath. "...You're lying again."

Some time passes and he doesn't respond. "...You there?" I ask.

My heart drops at the lack of response and I immediately get up, throw some clothes on and head to his place again. I once again, burst into his apartment and this time see him on his bed with his eyes closed. I tear up as I drop onto my knees next to him. "Can you hear me? Jacob, can you hear me?!" I shake him but it doesn't bring him to consciousness. I take a note of the random medical pill packages on the floor and sit him up, shoving my fingers down his throat to make him throw up.

He gags, his eyes opening as he throws up. I then lay him back down and grab Naloxide from the table.

⁠♡

I lay next to him, the vomit I cleaned few minutes ago still present in my mind, feeling the acid in my nails and the smell hurting my head. He has his arms wrapped around me tight. His heart is still beating. In fact, it started beating faster, he must be awake.

"...Why do you keep doing this?" I ask, devastated.

"...How else do I keep you around?" He asks gently, his voice a little hoarse from sobbing and wailing before on the phone. "I don't wanna live... If I can't live with you. If you're not with me."

I grit my teeth. "...I hate you." I whimper, before breaking out in sobs.

"...At least you're with me." He says calmly, burying his face in my hair while rubbing my shoulder to calm me down.

A/N: Blehhh felt angsty and sad today. Hope you enjoy!

[oddheadd]

Frostbite °• : ⁠｡ - Chapter III

Skinwalker/Wendigo x reader

CW: Gross things like rotting :P

SMUT!! Rough sex, voyerism, non-consentual at the end(?)

I couldn't sleep last night. The screaming kept me awake.

Screaming? It sounded animalistic, the broken voice desperately wheezing and calling for attention. I've heard Jackals can make sounds like that... Even so, I laid there helplessly, clutching my pillow and worrying about whether I locked my doors or not. I was too scared to check them, so I just kept staring at the curtains, my heart almost popping out of its place as I tried to look away from them.

I couldn't, and at about 5-6 am, when the screaming had stopped, I dozed off. I later woke up at 4 pm, and weirdly enough, I was inspired to write some more. I put my nightly terror into descriptive paragraphs and created a monster.

One with long, grey, skinny limbs and hair thin enough to see it's pure white eyes through it... Rotten teeth caging the slithering maggots in its hollow mouth.

I take a deep breath and close my laptop. I grab my phone and see that Nathan had texted me last night.

"Do you drink?"

I can't help but smile and instantly start typing.

"after whatever the hell happened last night, I do."

I put my phone away and make myself a quick meal. My phone buzzes.

"And what happned?"

I chuckle at his misspelling.

"I heard someone or something screaming. I couldn't sleep all night :("

He answers quickly;

"Jackals?"

And I answer just as fast.

"Kind of... It had an artificial echo to it? Don't know how to explain."

I purse my lips and put my phone down. Taking a bite out of the poor excuse of a meal.

"You could demonstrate, when I take you to a bar in the town."

Smile grows on my face as I reread his messages. I should go, what's the worst that can happen? So, we text each other the details and it's a date!

I leave the cabin and decide to look around the village this time. Ain't no way I'm going into the forest after last night.

I try my best to remember the way home as I walk past the other cabins. I admire the architecture - simple, but charming nonetheless. Then I spot a girl, no older than nine looking at me through the window. I smile and give her a wave.

She stays still and keeps staring at me. My hand falls back to my side, and so does my smile. I avoid her gaze and keep walking. It's the new generation, I guess?

I take a few pictures and maybe make a few angels in the snow, before I see an old woman, just barely walking. I approach her. - "Hello, want me to walk you home?"

I get a better look at her face. It's wrinkled, as if her skin is melting off her face. Her eyes are marble like, despite here irises being as dark as coals. I can barely make out her lips that stretch into an uncanny line. Her hair so thin, she looks like she's balding.

She looks at me before her face scrunches up, even more, into a scowl. - "...What are you doing here?" - My mood falters.

"...I used to come here as a child... My mother passed and I decided to visit for a while." - I explain myself. She raises an eyebrow and grabs my arm for support.

"(Your mother)'s kid. You've... Changed, quite a bit."

I tilt my head. - "Do I know you?"

"You'd always sneak in and play in my father's yard. You used to be an annoying, little rascal."

I chuckle awkwardly. - "I get that a lot. So you live down the road?"

"You've become... A very appetizing person." - She says, avoiding my question. I try not to think about her weird wording.

"...Thank you?" - I say after a long pause.

"I used to be like you. Maybe my skin was healthier." - She scoffs, bits of her saliva falling out of her mouth. - "...Not fair... At all." - she sighs.

I stay quiet as she rambles, a little more comfortable now that we've approached her cabin.

"But whatever it wants, it gets." - She says. She tightens her grip. - "Count yourself lucky, being able to serve it like that."

After that I head straight to my cabin. I can't wait to drink with Nathan tonight.

I don't want to seem like a City-Person asshole, but this place, along with it's people is odd.

Now as I sit on a step of my porch, my ass literally freezing off, I start to feel disappointed. He promised he'd pick me up, but now I'm getting worried he got lost and mauled.

Tiny snowflakes start falling, adding onto the already layered snow that's coating the ground. I sigh and check my phone again. My frown intensifies, when I see there's no new messages.

I almost fall off the step when I see a figure in the corner of my eye.

"Jesus, Nathan. Do you always have to scare me like that?" - I rest my palm on my chest, dramatically so.

He flashes me a Cheshire grin - "Sorry."

I get off the porch and shove my hands into my pockets, a wave of disappointment washing over me when the pockets are just as cold.

"I thought the huge deer got to you." - I tease.

He narrows his eyes. - "I'm at the top of the food chain, you don't have to worry about stuff like that." - He brags and gives me his hand. I take it with a snort, his hands as cold as mine. - "I don't think we can make it to the Bar, it's too far away. And, it's getting dark."

I pout. He chuckles. - "But I know how to make it up to you~" - He says and takes out a flask from his coat.

I raise an eyebrow. - "Charming."

I then walk back to the front door of the cabin and unlock it, going inside. - "Come on in, I'm freezing." - I complain and look at him.

He follows after me with a smile and looks around. - "It's pretty cozy in here."

I chuckle and sit him down onto the couch. - "I think we have some old wine in the attic. I'll get it, try not to miss me too much."

"Don't worry, I'm patient." - he smiles softly.

I turn on the flashlight on my phone after a hard struggle against the attic door, coughing my lungs out when the dust flies around in the air. I climb up and start looking around the boxes for the wine.

I smile when I finally find it. There's two blood red bottles with no distinct label on them, so I pick them up. My smile falls as I see a... Doll? It's made out of straws, clearly resembling a human body. I pick it up and inspect further. Is this a hex? I put it back down and get up, chills running down my spine when I notice a big red symbol on the wall. I stare at it for a while before turning around and leaving with the bottles in my hands.

I have a guest right now and I don't want to freak him out. I'll deal with... Whatever this is, later.

On my way, I go into the kitchen to get glasses.

"I only have mugs and teacups, no fancy glasses." - I say before grabbing the cups and sitting next to him. He throws his arm around my shoulder.

"I don't look like the fancy type though, do I?" - He chuckles and I shrug.

I pour us some wine and sip from my cup. - "So, why did you move here again?"

"Nature always called out to me." - He shrugs. - "And you, Y/N? What's your job and why did you come here?"

I purce my lips. - "Well, I'm a writer. I've written some stuff but nothing special, really. No "New York best sellers". I wanted to write a horror book and came here to set the mood, ya know?"

"And how's that working out?" - He tilts his head.

I sigh. - "I'm having the worst writer's block I've ever had. Barely wrote a few pages."

"Let's see then." - He says, and I hesitantly agree. I grab my laptop and open the file, handing it to him.

I stand up and approach the fireplace, tending to it as he reads for a while.

"It's great." - He smiles and I look back at him.

"Is it?"

"A little complaint... You're trying too hard to explain all the details. Reading is all about letting people warp characters and places into whatever their mind makes up."

"...That makes a lot of sense, actually." - I sit back next to him. - "Can you help me?"

He eyes me and nods.

I don't know how much time passes, but we're now sitting on the floor and already have finished the second bottle of wine, now taking turns on taking a swing out of Nathan's flask. I've been taking notes, typing away furiously.

As I let out a deep breath, I look up from my laptop screen and the whole room starts spinning. I grunt and put the gadget away, placing my head in Nathan's lap. He chuckles and strokes my hair. - "Are you alright?"

"...A little tired. And dizzy." - I pout. Nathan just keeps smiling and sits me up again, making me look at him by taking my chin in-between his fingers.

I keep looking into his eyes and his smile never falters, only getting closer to my own lips. I instinctively close my eyes and part my lips a little, almost melting into Nathan's arms when they connect with his.

My heated cheeks heat up even more when he lays me down onto the soft, warm carpet and lets out a deep groan.

Then I can't even comprehend what happened, when I look to my side and see both mine and his clothes on the floor. Then I feel his erected cock, rubbing against me and realize I'm not wearing any underwear either. I look back at him and pull him into a kiss again, moaning in delight. He then pushes it inside of me, spreading the walls to make more room for himself and and starts gently grinding it deeper in and out of me.

I lose track of time and what's happening again, and this time feel him mercilessly thrusting his hips against my ass, almost steaming air of heat spreading into the whole room while his rough fingers caress all the right spots. I let out moans and whimpers in-between my breaths, while he muffles his in my collarbone.

"Don't stop... Fuck, Nathan..." - I moan out his name and he looks up at me.

He then runs his fingers through my hair pulls my head back, giving me a view of the rest of the room, before he buries his face into my neck and leaves a trail of sloppy kisses.

I get closer to cumming, feeling myself spasm and squeeze around him, before I notice something in the windows. There are people outside my cabin... Naked people. They're chanting something, their lips mouthing something incoherent to me while drawing a symbol on the windows...

It's the same symbol as the one in my attic. I huff and try to stop Nathan but he can't even see my expression with his head buried into my neck. I shut my eyes and try my best not to cry... And soon enough, pass out.

[oddheadd]

Frostbite °• : ⁠｡ - Chapter II

Wendigo/Skinwalker x Reader

CW: Gore, animal deaths. The religion is made up and in no way do I intent to offend anyone, please don't read if such subjects trigger you.

I stare at my laptop screen, wanting to bang my head against the wall as I observe the blank page.

Yesterday I actually managed to fall asleep. The tapping didn't continue, but that's probably more disturbing. I would've brushed it off as the quirk of the cabin, but it was so random.

I sigh and close the laptop, lazily lifting myself off the couch and deciding to make myself another cup of coffee. I go outside and sit on the porch, drinking the steaming, bitter liquid. I gaze into the forest and feel it drawing me in.

I keep watching the hypnotizing sway of the trees with the gentle wind, before I bring the cup to my lips to sip the coffee again, and realize I've drank it whole. I take the now empty cup into the house and head out again, walking straight into the forest.

I wonder if it's still there.

As a child, I'd always wander into the forest, making mud pies, finding big sticks and hopefully searching for the animals. In my child, naive mind I thought I'd hop on their backs and they'd take me away into the wonderland.

Then I saw it... Not a cute, big eyed, furry animal, but the monstrously enormous monastery. What once used to be a praying space was then broken down and abandoned and despite my fear, I went in.

The walls were painted with blood, carcasses of small animals hung loosely from the ceiling... In the very edge of the room, what I assume a recently killed deer, was hung on the wall, its body was cut from neck to stomach, as if showing off its insides.

I ran home crying and mom never brought me here after that. I assume it was something ritualistic. I shouldn't have wondered into the 17-19th century broken down catholic church anyways.

I sigh and kick around in the snow.

Looking down I see something. I furrow my brows and lean down, looking at what I assume is a deer footprint.

Then I hear shuffling behind me. I immediately turn around and-

"Oh, hi..." - A man waves at me awkwardly. He has dark hair with a matching pair of almond shaped eyes. Lashes, longer than my own rest on his eyelids under his thick brows. His hair is a little overgrown and he has a bit of stubble. He's wearing warm clothes and there's a hunting rifle in his left hand.

"Ah- You scared me." - I chuckle sheepishly.

"Sorry." - He smiles. - "What are you doing here?"

"...Taking a walk, I guess?"

"All alone? These woods are dangerous." - He furrows his brows a little.

"Really? I used to play in here all the time when I was a child..."

"You live here?" - He tilts his head and rests the rifle on the snowy ground.

"Not really, me and my family used to come here in summer. Now I'm here to uh, work, I guess?"

He smiles again. - "I just moved a few months ago."

I eye his rifle. - "You like hunting?"

"I hunt for food." - He corrects me. He then gives me his free hand to shake, and I do so. - "...Nathan."

"Y/N. You said the forest is dangerous? I've only seen deer so far..."

"Wolves, jackals..." - He answers Shortly. - "But yes, there are lots of deer in here. Check this out," - He comes closer and leans down, pointing at the footprints I was observing before. - "I've never seen a footprint of a deer that big. If I manage to catch it, I won't have to hunt for a few weeks, maybe even a month. I swear to God I've been trying to hunt it down for days." - He sighs.

"Oh wow." - I tilt my head. - "Hunting seems intense."

"It's not as hard if you know the basics. Just a long process... And I'm impatient." - He chuckles. - "I could show you."

He looks at me with a smile and I find it hard to decline his offer. I smile back and nod.

We walk for a while, getting to know each other. He then lays down behind a fallen log and motions for me to do the same, which I do. We wait for a while and then two deer walk into our view. Nathan looks at me and brings his finger to his lips to hush me.

It all happens fast, there's a bang and the deer falls as the other runs away. Nathan gets up and approaches it. - "You gotta be humane when killing them, try aiming where it would have vital organs so it dies fast."

I hesitantly follow him. - "Yeah, I don't think I've got that in me... Really impressive and... Humane, though." - Nathan eyes me with a playful look on his face, before looking back at the deer. I look at the deers hooves and only then do I realize the huge difference between these and the footprints I saw earlier. The footprints were three, if not four times bigger.

I start to get bad vibes from this. - "...Have you seen big deer before?"

Nathan looks at me with a puzzled expression. - "Huh?"

"You said the footprints we saw earlier were big." - I say and sit on the nearby rock. - "You see them often?"

"...Not really."

"That's... Disturbing." - I sneer.

Nathan grins. - "Why, you worried for me?"

I snort. - "No, I'm worried for myself. I live on the edge of the forest." - I joke and he chuckles.

"It's totally a deer, I'm sure nothing to worry about." - He shrugs and starts tying the rope around the dead animal. He then grins again when he looks at me. He stretches, comically so, and starts speaking. - "If you're too worried, though..."

He stands up straight and approaches me, placing his hands on the rock, trapping me in-between. - "I could give you my number."

I chuckle and he does too, then he backs up. - "The service is shitty but we can text. I don't like calls anyways."

"Okay." - I grin and he smiles. I write my number in my notepad, tearing the paper out and giving it to him after.

"You should go now, it's getting dark. Want me to walk you?"

I shrug. - "Nope. Just lead me towards the main path and I'll return myself." - I instruct him.

The walk home isn't too long, and I find myself attracted to the man as he waves at me. I walk into the cabin and sigh, happy to be embraced by warmth.

Then the deer footprints float up into my mind and I feel uneasy. How can Nathan be so calm? The deer is probably humongous, why? Is it a type of anomaly?

My worries wash away as my phone buzzes and I see a text from an unknown number.

"So you live on the edge of the forest? If you see a seven foot deer, text me asap ;P"