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Karina Cervantes

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when all you want is to be able to see landers but you can’t and it’ll be so long until you can

I hate this so much why did I do this to myself

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making custom guitars in blender and feeling infinitely powerful

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hey uh…..idk who might need to hear this but 

if you’ve ever had to given up something you loved to an illness you couldn’t control (be it mental and/or physical illness), you can give it up and pick it back up again. you can try again. you can start from scratch. you can do this. your illness may block you in so many ways, but you can do what you can, and do what you cherish 

if you are in the state where you’ve just lost the ability or are coping with the idea that you might not ever be able to do anything you love/fun again: it will be okay. you will find more fun things to do. you will find a creative outlet, you will find more fun/lovely things to do. you will, it seems dark but you will. and you can wait years and years and years and still pick it back up again. you’re going to be okay, even if it’s dark and tough, you’ll figure out a way to make light again 

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can i fix this? 

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no shit.

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i can still feel you on me

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IT WASN’T SUPPOSED TO END THIS WAY.

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so tired of crying over boys

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not me thinking about running my hands thru landers hair

I miss that curly haired boy so much man I wish we lived closer together

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And I’d do anything to make you stay

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restful dream 

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just the girly things

forcing an earing through a closed piercing

taking off tight clothes and rubbing the indents they left on your skin 

human sacrifice

homemade face masks 

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I don’t know who painted this or who posted it for me to have to see with my own two eyeballs but how DARE you use Joy Division and WandaVision to perfectly rip my heart to shreds in the most sensitive places like this