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Falke getting taunted after the bossfight

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Not to be that whining guy but I’m 32 now. I think the whole, “love will find you” only applies to women. I’m only saying that because the societal norms are that men pursue and make the first move. I’ve done everything society told me to do to be a viable prospect; and nothing.

I got my money up. I got super fit. Became super respected and well known with my city. Everyone literally wants to be my “best friend” upon meeting me. I have hella accomplishments. Everything; and no one. The last time I dated, it lasted 3 months. It was with a lady I learned was a drug addict, ex-stripper and a deadbeat mom who was actually couch hopping and trying to live off of people for free. People looked at me knowing who she was and literally said that we were a good match and I’d be “good for her”.

I worked that hard and became what I am for that? And now to be single two years later? And if you don’t count the three months - single for NINE YEARS?

I wanted a family and now I’m gonna die alone. I wanted to buy a house with my partner and now I have to do more major life moves by myself. I’m tired of experiencing life by myself. I’m tired of celebrating successes by myself. I’m tired of being by myself. For everyone that wants to pretentiously say, “you need to learn to be alone first before you…” - how about shut up? I’ve taken myself out on dates, traveled the world, taken vacations by myself for almost a decade now. Half of people saying all these things have never been single longer than 3 years let alone 9.

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I hate Valentine’s Day

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This is a very sad song and I am so sorry if you weren’t in the mood for it. but this is for a very specific audience who needs to know, they’re not alone and they are heard and acknowledged.

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Here’s my EVEN SADDER version of Creep by Radiohead lol Enjoy!

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Here's my EVEN SADDER version of Creep by Radiohead lol Enjoy!

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Did I mention that I’m currently on tour? I’m in Indiana and the next state is Ohio and Virginia 🎵✨

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This is a very sad song and I am so sorry if you weren't in the mood for it. but this is for a very specific audience who needs to know, they're not alone and they are heard and acknowledged.

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This went viral on tiktok lol

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There’s somedays where my loneliness really gets to me. I’m told all the time how “great” of a person I am but it makes no sense. I’ve watch myself get looked over so many times. I’ve watched no one choose me.

At this age, I’m only surrounded by people getting married, starting families and finding love. The longer I stay single, the more people will look at that as a red flag despite that being far outside of my control. I’ve done everything everyone has suggested. I’ve followed everything society said I “should do”. I’ve been a good person the best I can.

I wrote this song to get it all out. I know not every person finds their “happily ever after” I was just hoping I would.

The name of this song is, “To be loved”…

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Back in February I performed at a parade. The parade’s route ended at a library where a high school band performed. I went inside for the rest of the events and came across this GORGEOUS librarian. We chopped it up for a few minutes and that’s when she told me she runs a chess club. Lord knows, I didn’t give af about chess nor did I know how to play but I agreed to go.

For the next few months I gets wrecked and dog walked by all the instructors, grandpas and KIDS in chess. Eventually, I get good enough to be an instructor and I even beat the librarian a beat 2 out of 3. I tried to make a wager to have her come to one of my shows when I won. But the date of the show didn’t work for her because

HER AND HER BOYFRIEND’S FAMILY are going on vacation during that time… oof