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nothing excites me more than watching the scale go down

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I hate this. Losing weight is all I think about, even when I'm trying to enjoy my hobbies. No matter what I'm doing, it's there, always in the back of my mind. Counting calories, tracking everything, not eating at all, eating too much. I want to stop but l also don't want too because I haven't reached my gw yet...

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this sudden urge to sтarve urself to death when u r sad

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Biggest fear: Someone noticing

Biggest fear: Nobody noticing

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Guys do you think if Xavier's dick can glow so bright (but not be hot to burn and ruin any organs), it can actually show up through our skin—mid thrust?

Food for thought.

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The Holy Trinity

Wattpad for light reading.

AO3 for heavy long ones.

Tumblr for Oneshots.

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broke my fast this morning bc I couldn't take it anymore. It was just so hard I swear.

I had a hard time losing weight for the past few days so i think thats also why i broke it. So I ate a lot but it could have been worse. I think I'm gonna fast until Monday and then I'll go back on my usual diet (-500 cals a day)

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I fasted for more than 200 hours. I can't believe it

Im not gonna lie, I'm starting to feel really bad. But I'm so close to my goal I don't want to stop here. Water starts to taste boring, bland and disgusting.

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I want to lose at least 8kg before September 1st but it's only in 3 days (ㅠ﹏ㅠ)

if only I haven't eaten that much in July

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When I get a thigh gap it’s over for you all

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nvm I'm feeling better

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I'm so scared

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why do I have to be like this

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why can't I love myself. Why is it so hard.

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I want to die.