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My boyfriend told me over text that he didn't know the Minotaur story

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Update:

They think I have late stage Addison’s disease.

I have more testing I have to do.

I’m without words. This is terrifying.

I can’t even let myself grieve or relax because I don’t even have enough money to be diagnosed properly OR treated.

So please, please. If you have anything to spare.. I need it now more than ever ..

I appreciate any and ALL HELP!!!

If you’d like to immediately help me my PayPal is

https://www.paypal.me/YvesOrage

I don’t want to die because I can’t afford to get treatment. I’ve come this far.. I’m desperate. I need my community now more than ever. Please don’t let me be forgotten

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2020: The Year of Mental Health

Hello there,

This year has been quite the year. Due to COVID-19 I had to take some time off of work. (My lungs are pretty bad, so I didn’t want to risk catching it) Lately I’ve had some time to think about my mental health.

Hobbies:

Makeup: I have always loved all things beauty especially makeup. In 2019 I started a beauty based instagram. That way I could find like minded people, and not share my posts with my main Insta follwers that don’t care about makeup. i feel like I have made some awesome friends and really began to truly love my collection as well as branch out from the items I buy. 

Wicca/ WitchCraft: I have personally been interested in the Craft for many years now and truly studied it either in High School or College. Now my spirtual side is calling me and I am ready to learn. One thing that will make this journey a lot easier is all the resources that I have found. I am currently searching for resources on Facebook, Instagram, Tumblr, Pinterst, Youtube and Amino. I have also recently have found some people close to me that I truly want to connect with.

Tarot: I bought a Tarot deck in 2019 and maybe used it a few times before putting it away. Due to my recent interest in WitchCraft I have tried to use it more. So far I am trying to pull at least one card a day and have attempted to give readings to my friends, familiy, and fiance. I am a little scared to branch out to more people but I will try to. For my own personal use I am keeping track and logging my readigs, as well as cards of the day I pull.

I definietly feel like my hobbies are keeping me busy and have shown me the signs that I am ready to take care of my mental health.

Mental Health: 

My mental health this past year has definitely been on a roller coaster. I feel like this year I have have had more mental breaks, fights with my loved ones, almsot a full blown break down, and I even experieced some meomory loss due to stress. With my busy full time schedule I have decided to try Better Help and see how it works out for me. I am definiely in a point in my life where I want to see a therapist.

That is my small update.

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ravioli ravioli give me emotional stabilitioli

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∆Goth blog∆

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omg??????

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Hey it's me again.

Just wanted to give a life update for anyone who cares.

1. I still work at American Eagle.. not sure if I ever stated it on here but I've been working at AEO since May 2017.

2. Still in College. I changed my major to Child Development Spring 2018.

3. Still have anxiety and depression. I see a therapist regularly again.

4. Currently looking for a second job. Hopefully in a Preschool so those days can count towards my permit.

5. I also play Dungeons and Dragons now. My character is a male human Rogue named Dante

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“On an October night when witchery can occur…”

— Anne Sexton, from The Complete Poems (1999); “February Third,”

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i am begging everyone to watch this video right now

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they’ve always said, when you feel a random shiver, that a rabbit has run across your future grave

(now in technicolor! happy fall equinox)

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DM: I want to start playing DND accurately and with proper rules, so I have a big question of how you, a weak elven lass of 11 strength, are carrying 417 KNIVES. PLAYER: Oh you know. DM: NO I DON’T! PLAYER: Various different locations. In her hat, strapped to her legs, hidden in her cloak, etcetera.  OTHER PLAYER: Knife in the tiddy. PLAYER: Perhaps.

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🌟 One outfit, two styles 🌟

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What I’ve been reading lately. My copy is very well loved #harrypotter #harrypotterandtheorderofthephoenix #chochang #dumbledoresarmy #reading #book #jkrowling