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Ekam 🙂

#318 344 Windermere Road NW Edmonton, AB

Sin number- 691200091

PR date- 1 October 21’

AC Employee ID-245829

India address- krishna nagar street no 10 near gnd public school khanna

Citizenship

Username: Kahlonekam2000@gmail.com

Password: BhupinderE112@

CHZ0887

Camrey XSE

Dates-

Daadi’s Birthday 25 December

Daadi’s Death date- 24 March

Hiring date- 4 August 2022

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Paneer sandwich te kaaley choley ?

I dont like human nature change

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You need to know that I am doing this only because of your brother. I cant do this to him neither to Even anymore. What you did is never forgivable par main tera muh vi nai vekhna chahunda hun. Mainu realize hi hun hoya ke eh tu hai ee nai. Ihna selfish aa tu, eh te mainu idea hi nai si. Rabb di vi hun samj laggi ke mere dil ch khot nai si te ais kar ke hi tainu meri zindagi ch nai aun ditta. Shukar karda ohda bhut bhut main. Nothing but you been just costing me my mental peace this whole time and I am so glad jo vi hoya.

Pehlo pehlo te I understood par eh kuch ki lorh si tainu karn di mere naal ? Chal gya si naa main tere te teri life vicho door tere bhaley layi. Main tainu apne notes delete karn da haq tah kadi vi nai si ditta and you took that from me. Baaki kuch chetey si tah mera Tumblr kiwe bhul gayi ? Mera laptop kiwe bhul gayi ?

And yeah, now you have enough reason to hate me. Hate me as much as you want. Tainu bas reason hi nai si ditta koi hale tak. Now you have it. Enjoy it.

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12 January 25’

Tainu lagda tu ihda mere toh mera hi haq kho layengi ? Laa tu vi jihna marji jor. Hatda main vi nai hun

Vaise vi jehdi Ekam nu main pyaar kita aa oh te tu hai vi nai hun. Aa jo vi tu aa na hun, ihnu te main na hi mileya te na hi milna chahuna.

Bhaave hath fad ohda, apne ‘khasam’ da

Mainu bhora farak nai painda.

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22 July 2024

You took flight back to India with your Maata! I saw you before you left. I do love you, I still love you the same but perhaps I dont remember how to show it. I have told myself that this is how my life is suppose to be. Hamesha saara kuch nai milda ! Life is giving me everything I have always wanted but this is the part where I will never be complete.

I don’t think I ever will be satisfied with this part of my life. You know I have told you this that I don’t feel like looking at any girl out in the world when everything was at peak between us. That just wont happen yaara or I wont let that happen I guess. Not me anymore !

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Jihna khul ke tainu pyaar karda rehya ohna hi tere toh door jaa ke karn da time vi aa gya aa! Mainu ekale reh ke tere baarey soch soch jehdi aadat tu pwaayi aa, oh hun door karni vaise vi bhut aukhi aa! I hope kise din tainu realize houga ke je ik waar tu chance dendi tah bhut kuch badl jaana si par you never tried! Chal khush reh putt ihda hi!

Main vaise vi hai nai tere laage hun!

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I think now is the right time I can go away from you! Mere toh apna aap nai saambheya jaanda pya hun sohneya te main tainu dass ke saara kharaab vi nai karna chahunda. You would be happier without me. This drinking and smoking is back and I cant afford this in my life anymore. I cant afford my this behavior for myself anymore and knowing you, tainu kadi ehsaas vi nai hona what I feel and what I am going through!

Bhut galla da gussa gilaa aa mere dil ch par ihda naal hi lai ke jaana zayaada theek aa. I just wish ke jiwe tu mainu India si ohda feel krwa ke ekdam ithe aa ke jo krwaaya, oh na kita hunda! Tere toh bas eh manggeya si ke mainu pyaar karn toh na roki te ouse toh hi door karta sohneya ! Bhut badl gya main ohdo da hi tere lyi! You did no different to me than anyone else. India jaan toh pehlo parking lot ch khadey ne ikk gal kahi si ‘jihda chali aa, ihda hi wapis aayi’ par kuch vi oho jehya nai rehya na. I cried! I cried for you Ekam! Bas ais sab ne strong hi kita mainu andro te kadi kdaayi ihda lagda hun ke main feeling less hi ho gya aa.

I dont want you to be worried about me. I am long gone ohdo da hi!

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Ohda ki pta 5 saal 10 saal 20 saal baad ya kitey na kitey jaa ke ik doojey naal reh ke akk hi jaande, hun eh sochda na ke naal vi nai rehna te pyaar vi bas tainu hi karna..eh cheej te na koi kho sakda te na hi fikki pai sakdi aa

Tu mainu kadi vi dukhi nai kar sakda putt par tainu vi ihda main dukhi nai vekh sakda

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Tu te main bhut vakhrey nai aa! Chadeya mere toh vi nai gya si Mani nu te chadeya tere toh vi Evan nu nai jaana mainu pta. Shayad apaa dovey hai ee ikko jehe si tahiyo ihna close aa gaye.

Apna dova da eh pyaar te mainu lagda ke na hi kise nu samjha sakde te na hi kise samjhna par what matters is ke apaa samj gaye! Duniya di te ohda na parwaah kra.

Par tere kol rehan da I guess ikko tareeka ke apaa friends ban ke reh laiye! Pyaar karn toh te kadi nai apne aap nu rok sakda par apni feelings jaroor luko sakda aa. Je tainu lagda ke apaa friends bann ke teri life ch saukh rakh sakde tah mainu dass sohneya.

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12 April ‘24

01:35am

I want you to go away from me as far as you could. I dont want you to ever worry, think, ya kuch vi Ekam! I am a mess deep inside, I guess I always have been. I should have never let you come this close to me yaara!

I dont why I was waiting for you to come back from India and wanted to talk to you about the future we both might could have. Par things are changing I guess babe. I cant see you ihda ! You are the only important person other than my family to me now. Tainu ihda vekhna kills me inside yaara par fer selfish ho jaana and try to talk/meet you. I guess bas yaadan ikathiya kari jaana pya! Pta hi nai lagga sohneya kado ihna jaroori ho gya tu nai te rok hi lainda apne aap nu! Teri life te na ihda di karda! Hun te bas ehi pashtaava reh gya par tainu milan da ya vekhan da ik vi moment pashtaava nai aa. Rabb ne mainu ihna ku time tere naal de ditta, bas ehi shukar ohda! I wish apne dovaa da future kuch hor hunda. I have been so sure about you and wanted to spend my life with you shuru toh hi. Tere lyi saari duniya naal larh jaanda par tainu na hurt karda. Bas tainu reejh naal pyaar larn da mauka nai mileya yaara, te jehde moments larhda rehya oh vi pyaar naal hi kadh sakda si! Bas ehi gal nai samjh laggi par I want you to remember this, eh apne dovaa de vich jo vi hoya ihda har ek moment meant world to me. Bas ihde baarey kadi regret na kari putt! Tu meri jaan aa jaan te hamesha rahenga. Ihda da pyaar nai hoya mere toh pehla kadi te hun te vaise vi nai hona kadi. Ajeeb ee nasha tu te mere layi.

All I want is to see you happy. Te je agree kardi aa tah mainu jaan de! Tere te teri life layi ehi sahi aa putt. I dont think I will be able to stop loving you te jhooth keh ke nai pejna chahunda! Shayad kadi mauka vi na miley ihda khul ke kehan da!

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Remember I always say ‘ki cheej aa yaar tu’ and you will always ask me ‘tusi dasso’ ? So I found my answer and the word is ‘UNIVERSE’. The day I figured this answer out and then this perfect video of someone calling her lover ‘universe’ with detailed meaning showed up. And thats when I told you ke mainu lagda insta mera mind vi parhan lag pya. Not sure if it actually read our mind or what, par for some reason meriya insta posts di suggestion haa pyaar waaliya hi aundiya 🤦🏽‍♂️

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Let me tell you this babe

Kal raat vi tu koi Good night message nai kita, I just guessed aj savere ke oh chal gya hona!

Whatever this going on between us, I am not mad ! I am just disappoint. As of my feelings, no matter what happens..nothing is gonna stop me from loving you madly and completely bas I will keep it in my heart! And just want to remind you ke pyaar te ihna karda ke I listen to any love song now, you come into my mind, if I see couple/romantic/peopletogether posts on any social media. Eh sab cheeja te mere laage shaage vi nai si puttiye. One thing I know about myself is that I love even more jado too late jo jaawe sab kuch and I dont want that. This all was too hard for me pehlo par now it doesn’t feel hard anymore. I will just leave all this on you now! I cant ask you for anything par whenever you feel like meeting or seeing, talk to me! Fight me, argue me but dont just leave our conversations adhey raah. This is the worse thing to do ! Trust me, mere toh jihna kitey ho sakda aa ohde toh wadh understand karn di try karda pya main putt. Mainu nai lagda ke je relation lyi behas ya larhaayi howe tah oh maarhi gal aa! I know tere layi aukha eh sab par this is the time we gonna remember hamesha ke jado 2-4 minute vi milde si tah vekh layi da si! Hun haige aa ik dooje laage, jihna vi hunda aa kadh lya kariye yaara time bhaave 5 minute hi kyon na hon!

I do love you a lot Ekamjot Kaur Kahlon

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There is nothing else whats bothering me babe. I am just sad with what we have become now. This is not how I was expecting. Things were different between us. I know tere layi aukha aa and I do understand that par I dont wanna end up with nothing. I do love you, I love you a lot puttiye more than I could ever tell you par pehlo mainu lagda si tainu dassna eh sab! Hun mainu jhijak aundi aa from telling you this, from sharing songs, from sharing insta posts te eh kuch. Har waari I would expect the same reaction par jado nai milda tah I pull myself back cheeja toh sohneya. I feel nikke nikke change in you ! We were the first and last thought almost everyday saun toh pehlo te uthdeya saar vi and you know that ! You would do anything just to see me at work. Hamesha coffee date hi nai si apni par koi na putt, kam te vi I am gonna be around much anymore

Ais sab de vich the only thing which is still the same is probably our love for each other. I still love you the same bas I am holding myself bunch of emotions from expressing

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25 March 2024

You asked me once ke if we could stay in contact and be friends with each other in future and I told you ‘no’. NO because I can never be just friends with you now. After all this love, I dont think I can ever hold a feeling of friend for you sohneya.

We were at your place on 23 March 2024. You showed me your 4 suit by wearing them one by one. Chitta, kaala, purple, and yellow ! Seeing you ohna suita ch made me visualize you with me at my home in a world jithe apaa dovaa nu naa hi ihda lukk lukk milna pawe, naa hi soch soch pyaar karna pawe! Apne dowa da world which we both want par cant! Ohdn vekh ke all I wanted was to question Rabb ke je milauna si tah poori trah milaa denda par at same point I am so grateful to Rabb ke ohne mainu tere naal milaaya!

Sohneya life gave us each other, maybe we never could find the reason par all I know is this time with you is magical. Whenever I am with you..time da, tension da, baahrli duniya da, sab bhul jaanda! Tu mera peace aa ! Tu nai hunda tah bechaini jehi chaldi rehndi aa par then I smile thinking about the time we spent. Whatever makes you happy, makes me happy too. Teri khushi bhut matter kardi aa mainu putt bhaave oh mere kam te aa ke ik dooje nu vekhan di udeek ch hi howe! I am sorry for these days puttiye, I am not able to be at work as much as I should par I will be ! Soon just so that we wait hours ik dooje nu bas vekhan layi

I love you ♾️

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1 March, 2024

I am feeling so overwhelmed today babe. Par I think I needed this today. I do want ke things workout between us long term and we both happen par also I wont push you out of your happiness. Your happiness does matter to me a lot. If ever we happen, I promise I will be very better person with you. I will give you all the love I have in my heart. I will be completely yours then. And I keep my promises very well.

Par that depends apne dova di situation te where life would take us. Lets talk about this when you will get back here.

I am very excited and cant wait to have you in my arms. Bas aaja cheti hun. I need my peace back

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9 February, 2024

Bhut saarey emotions te feelings are involved right now! There is a lot right now and sometimes its just jiwe tu kehna aa na ‘brain is not braining’ oh ho jaanda par I dont mind all this! I just wish ke tu ithe aa jaawe cheti and after all this I could spend time with you and mind could go in peace! This is not normal me what I am becoming but I am happy being like this! Hun te mainu vi lagda aa ke othe ee wadiya si, ihda si ke tu laage aa. Counting days hun te par bhut slow jaan dya time.

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12,13,14 and 15 January,2024

Couldn’t ask for more. I can stay awake more nights and days just to see you. All this feel and tingling in my body and the reason is you! Its been a while , it’s been a while! You left on 15th for YYC last evening flight and we couldn’t even talk since the morning you woke up! Par what are the odds! Load restrictions and you got bumped and yet you were back here with me!

The relief I get after hugging you, silence all the storms in my mind and heart Ekam. I am so thankful to Rabb for sending you into my life! Ihne saal chajj naal Rabb nu vi nai yaad kita te thodey cher pehlo kita te life ch eh turn aa gaye! There must be a reason jehda ohna tainu pejeya!

Teri presence in my life means a lot! A LOT!