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Wanneer andere mensen in je leven net al een stapje verder zijn - qua samenwonen, huizen kopen, kinderen krijgen, trouwen, etc - wordt mijn verlangen om dat allemaal ook met jou waar te maken alleenmaar groter. Ik wil zo graag samen met jou in de avond op de bank te zitten en wat leuks te kijken, en in de ochtend je een kus te geven voordat ik de deur uit ga om te werken of wat dan ook. Lekker wandelen en actieve dingen doen op vrije momenten en/of in de weekenden

Elke keer als we elkaar aankijken zie ik de hoeveelheid liefde en geluk tussen ons en ik weet zo zeker dat het nog zo lang zo gaat blijven

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Self care of the day:

Watching the notebook while drinking a fancy beer by myself and bawling my eyes out, afterwards, while getting ready for bed, dancing naked in front of the mirror just feeling my body move

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This blog is apparently just.. me talking about how much I love my partner 🥰

And I mean, of course I have friends that I can gush to sometimes. But this feels more like a little secret diary somehow

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Ik wil dit gewoon even kwijt want het voelt stom om dit tegen vriendinnen ofzo te zeggen: als deze relatie ook maar enigszins in de buurt blijft van het niveau dat er nu is (na intussen ongeveer een half jaar), kan ik me makkelijk voorstellen dat dit de ware is.

Ik heb nog nooit zo goede communicatie gehad en tegelijkertijd zo ontzettend veel plezier, maar ook steun als ik het moeilijk heb etc etc. We kunnen uren over onzin (of gewoon, leuke dingen over elkaar te weten komen of meningen en gedachtes etc. Dat is geen onzin natuurlijk) praten, maar ook belangrijke onderwerpen zijn gewoon mogelijk om aan te snijden

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I have this boy in my life that I love very much

We baked a fancy cake for valentine's today, and sneaked kisses in between

Glances so full of love it makes you burst on the inside

We made out in the kitchen and it tasted like more, but we had cakes to finish and cooking supplies to lick clean

It doesn't matter, there is still a lot of time left after the kitchen is cleaned up again

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I just love this boy and I just enjoy spending time with him so much

Sometimes I hope someone I know will see us while we are out for a walk and will see us laughing and smiling and chatting and think oh she's happy

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This fucking man kissed the palm of my hand as he was going away, closed it and shoved it in my pocket, and when I questioned if he meant to tuck it away or something he told me "it's a spare one"

How is he both the most unromantic and romantic person ever what do I do with him

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I don't want to say this too loud in case it jinxes something: *whispers* I love you and I honestly believe that this could be it until we are old and wrinkly

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Good evening, I just wanted to share a little story about my boyfriend who I love so very much

We haven't been together for long yet (almost 3 months + 1 month of dating) but it has felt more stable and mature and just better than any of my earlier relationships so I am very very happy

So, naturally, after a while I started feeling the urge to tell him that I love him, but since this is his first real relationship I didn't want to scare him or push him with that, so I only said it very sparsely. Like, once every week or even longer. And maybe a week and a half ago, we were cuddling in bed after a great night and I told him 'ik hou van jou aapje' and he finally told me 'ik ook van jou'

And man I am just so happy with this relationship and I hope I can look back at this at some point and smile over how new everything was 🥰

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simple & soft asks. send me a number!

What did you dream about last night?

What is your favorite color?

Do you feel more connected to the moon or the sun?

Have you ever wished on a shooting star?

Name a movie that makes you genuinely laugh.

When’s the last time you felt like you were floating?

What do you enjoy daydreaming about most?

Do you believe in guardian angels?

What’s a smell that reminds you of home?

What is something (or someone) you’re in love with?

Describe the memory of the last time you felt true happiness.

Name a song that makes you feel ethereal.

What’s your ideal summer aesthetic?

Talk about one of your most cherished childhood memories.

Talk about something exciting or good that happened to you this year.

Where do you feel most at home?

What is something you own that is important to you? What makes it so important?

Do you believe dreams have meanings or are they completely random?

Do you believe in love at first sight?

What’s the sweetest thing someone has done for you?

Do you believe in mermaids?

What do you like most about nature?

What’s your zodiac sign? Do you think you fit the general characteristics of that sign?

Are you more of a hopeless romantic or realist?

What’s a song that gives off good vibes anytime you listen to it?

Do you usually remember your dreams?

Have you ever written a love letter?

Name a book you don’t mind reading over and over.

Do you collect anything? And what are some hobbies you have?

What do you do to feel at peace?

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I'm just gonna use this blog to talk about how much I am in love with my bf tbh

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I just had this really weird realisation

I was just scrolling through the abyss of the internet and ended up looking up the age of several YouTubers I used to watch when I was like 14/15

And I realised that my current boyfriend is the same age as some of them are now and apparently I've now reached a point where an age difference like that isn't super weird

Like, back then some of them were like 19/20 (most even older) and that's ages apart when you're 14, but now I'm like oh yeah I'm 21, those guys are 25/26, makes sense

And my bf is 28 which is like the same age as Connor franta and such and damn alright

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ik heb nu een tijdje een nieuwe vriend, en dit is voor t eerst dat ik echt seksueel contact heb met iemand anders dan mn ex en het is zo interessant om verschillen in hoe mensen daarmee zijn te ontdekken

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Oh man, I've been dating this guy for like maybe a month or so now? And we've had like four dates but damn we are both in way too deep

He's a few years older than I am but I'm the first girl he's ever really dated and it is just so much fun, because it makes us both mature in different parts of life

And we have some common interests and some very different ones and it is so much fun to learn about them

But also our communication is just *so good* I'm blown away by it every time

We share a group of friends and decided quite early on that we weren't going to tell them yet and we discuss how this is going to continue openly and easily

Also we can talk for like literally 8 hours and suddenly it's pretty late at night, like, how does that happen?

It just makes so much sense and I know I'm like on the cloud nine part of getting to know a new person and stuff but I can't help but think like wow we make so much sense together

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get to know me, pick some numbers.

1. selfie 2. what would you name your future kids? 3. do you miss anyone? 4. what are you looking forward to? 5. is there anyone who can always make you smile? 6. is it hard for you to get over someone? 7. what was your life like last year? 8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed? 9. who did you last see in person? 10. are you good at hiding your feelings? 11. are you listening to music right now? 12. what is something you want right now? 13. how do you feel right now? 14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you? 15. personality description 16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t? 17. opinion on insecurities. 18. do you miss how things were a year ago? 19. have you ever been to New York? 20. what is your favourite song at the moment? 21. age and birthday? 22. description of crush. 23. fear(s) 24. height 25. role model 26. idol(s) 27. things i hate 28. i’ll love you if… 29. favourite film(s) 30. favourite tv show(s) 31. 3 random facts 32. are your friends mainly girls or guys? 33. something you want to learn 34. most embarrassing moment 35. favourite subject 36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill? 37. favourite actor/actress 38. favourite comedian(s) 39. favourite sport(s) 40. favourite memory 41. relationship status 42. favourite book(s) 43. favourite song ever 44. age you get mistaken for 45. how you found out about your idol 46. what my last text message says 47. turn ons 48. turn offs 49. where i want to be right now 50. favourite picture of your idol 51. starsign 52. something i’m talented at 53. 5 things that make me happy 54. something thats worrying me at the moment 55. tumblr friends 56. favourite food(s) 57. favourite animal(s) 58. description of my best friend 59. why i joined tumblr 60. ask me anything you want

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So I explained to you why the email that I got had upset me and while you did understand you also were only able to give advice (and not just listen to me), and even told me that I shouldn't be angry all the time

Now I know that I can be angry often and that I have the tendency to only let it out on you, and I swear I'm trying to work on it

But I am very sure this wasn't the case here. I explained something, was very reasonably upset, but did not react against you at all. I know I didn't.

I don't know, it just really upset me because now I feel like I can never have negative emotions at all because you will think that I am angry at you

Also I was just giving you a nice backrub before we went to sleep and I had to get up to fix my contacts, and literally within a minute after I left, you were sound asleep. I know I shouldn't blame you for that as you were tired, but I had already been complaining about that they hurt and I had to leave the bed for the second time for this already and idk it just felt like you didn't care enough to stay awake

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Sometimes I just get so confused