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wow im seriously heartbroken

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if only im not that ambitious with acads right now i will definitely lock my room, smoke and listen to smells like teen spirit by nirvana

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i genuienly wanna know if i have every right to be upset, cs i hate this feeling and i don't want this pls take this off me nowww

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guide me tomorrow po pls and this week

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i hate this kay i know idol lang dapat kaso permi ko na siya na think, i know naman we will never have a moment nga getting to know each other. until idol x fan relationship nalang gid pero hays i hope you know someone out there is in love with you and is willing to defend and protect you from anyone else. i know im young but i am willing to accept you if you give me a chance :'( basta crush talaga kita be, ikaw lang type ko tapos lakompake sa sasabihin nila ikaw lang talaga eh. basta i will support you always and good luck sa international stage, im ready to defend you anytime and love ta gid ka

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i know that these following months will be a little hectic and we're back adjusting buti know i will survive this obstacle again, everything will do well. let's just keep going

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wife

JIHYO ☆ "THIS IS FOR" M/V

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not july 💀

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hand in marriage

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my ultimate crush rn

MINTY FRESH • drag race philippines confessional look

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April 5, 2025

ok story time na meet ko si minty, im so kilig hard everytime i think of it !! just want to rewind that moment talaga

around march ata inannounce ng lunar in a soft launch way na "bacolod, fresh ka pa ba?" HELLO THAT'S OBV MIN. my super duper fangirl self didn't even think twice and declared agad agad na im going

bitch?? do i even have money. well.... savings i have, as a college girl. ne ways, wala pang final date when pero i know i need to go, i must go and there's no way that im not going.

i will literally curse myself if i didn't even had a chance to see my fav drag queeen...like i asked her pa nga last year when siya pupuntang bacolod and she noticed my question sa ig live. ang swerte ko don !

so yeah, it was before exams where im getting so excited na palapit na palapit na talaga na makikita ko si min and my friend group right now, we were actually planning to have a night out way before pa pero always drawing, di naman natuguloy. BUT! this was the sign talaga.

i asked them if they wanna go, i love them talaga kasi they said YES! like ang mahal ng ticket pero they still agreed. Also, i think need mag-sleep over kasi anlayo nila. So, we booked a room thanks to my mom. Grateful din me kasi they said yes talaga and im so happy about it huhu so touched na kasama nila kami para makita si min.

D-DAY!

ayun na nga we were enjoying sa hotel room around 3pm, yun check-in na us. we were watching yt videos and went to dinner muna. time has come na where we will get ready to be glamorous na. HORISHETTTT i could feel na, im really seeing minty in a few hours like what?? nag-sink in na like my heart is beating so fast i've been screaming time to time and my frens were laughing at me lols

tas ano time na nga to go, sa sikol palang ang sakit na ng heart ko like feel ko talaga sasabog me anytime grrr. when we arrived i guess we were quite early so we left our things muna sa table, i decided to take the table sa taas kasi ganda ng view and that's the same table na inupuan namin nung nakita nami si deja last december

we took pics nalang sa labas kasi early pa, and then here comes the kilig part ... diba bumalik na kami sa taas kasi ang init na, we couldn't take the init anymore so we went up nalang and get our drinks. tangina....i saw min's friend nasa railing nanuod ng stage and i was like...fawk i think she's here

she's here nga ?! punyeta didn't even notice na her dressing room was just behind us ang lapit !! tas nakikita ko na siya behind the black curtain i was so kilig beh my heart is pounding so much and ang swerte ko talaga kasi anlapit naman and is this fate? eme ! kasi super lapit ng table namin sa dressing room niya putangina hard.

pastart na yung show tas yung beki fren ko dumating tas sabi niya sakin "dai si min" tas nung tumalikod ako shet eye to eye kami, nakatatyo na bala sya !! yung eyes niya nakikita sa gap eh ng dressing room tapos ako naman sobrang kikig at medyo nahihiya bumalik yung tingin ko kasi di ko kaya kilig talaga me.

tas performance time na, siya na next shet nakita ko nga lumabas ng stage sobrang tangkad niya oh gawd tas she performed miss manila and ganda-gandahan. beh, i could really tell she's a good performer cs konti lang namin sa taas pero she's looking at our direction, nakailang eye to eye pa kami niyan!! fav part is when she went to the audience and pointed at us !! BAKLAAAA KILIG ME

after her performance she's collecting tips na and i was eager to go down and give her tip din kahit natitirang baon ko yun after exams eh :( eme hehe so yung nga i was eager to give her tip kasi may nag-papapicture sa baba and gusto ko din shet talaga

i was about to run sa baba but i remembered na pupunta talaga sya sa taas kasi nasa-behind lang nami dressing room niya, omg nung bumalik na siya pataas. GIRL!! AKO NAUNA MAGPA-PIC tangina i have a video pa thanks to my frens i have a lot of pics din. tangina

i love that her frens/fresh republic keep telling her na "min, picture daw. they're so kind and also ambait ni min huhu sa video kasi i saw na she changed her position, he went behind me so that ako nasa harap ng pic and tangina we were so close i could feel her dress and ang tangkad niya wtf ang ganda talaga. ang tagal ko din magpic kasi my very supportive bff ayo ng pucho puchong picture kasi alam niya na crush and idol ko si min, she keeps saying "isa pa, isa pa"

kingina im kind of nervous kasi ang intimidating ni min but hello ang bait kaya?? she was so patient na ambagal namin magkuha ng pics tapos her frens pa turned on their portable lights (idek what is it called) basta they had it on to make min visible sa pic and basta para maganda labas ng pic namin.

during the picture i could feel my intestines harden talaga bc of kilig like i feel like they'll fall apart anytime and ikamamatay ko talaga ang sobrang kagandahan ni minty eme, pero after the pics were taken i said to min "thank you po!" and she went "thank youuu!" like ang cute talaga powtahhh didn't even expect an interaction with her kasi aminin ang intimidating niya nga pero ang bait in person !! mygawd

so ayun after i took the pics i screamed talaga sa kilig and uminim ng madami (d matapang, my drink was mixed) and nag-party talaga sa sobrang saya, kala mo talaga di lang namin katabi at ka share ng electric fan si min eh!

basta the best night ever huhu nakita ko pa mga ean umalis, im sad kaso ambilis niya lang but hello swerte ko to see blonde min and yung outfit niya na sabrina pa and yung silver nasee ko hehe i love my life

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ne ways, back to focus tomorrow !! whether i like it or NOT and mostly acads this month less ang distractions, pwede? PWEDE

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also, mas detailed pala kung dito me mag say ng thoughts no hahahaha this is why i love it here eh. so nostalgic

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also uhm i think i might really be pan, not just bisexual bc im so attracted to gays rn. like i said before type ko sa guys talaga malinis, mabango and basta grabe dating tas lahat ng mga hinahanap ko nasa bading shet and i like it a lot BETTER

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i better do well and not fuck it up

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for real this time, i will fight talaga this endterm like i need to make bawi ! im not doing well with my acads lately ugh pahappy happy napang si bakla I DON'T DESERVE HAPPINESS if im not doing well at school