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help.

I’m running out of ideas.. i want to write but i have nothing in my mind. So please help me with requests. Thanks ❤️

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resist.

Jeon wonwoo

Genre: angst, fluff

being married with the man you love is something you didn’t know what it feels like, yes it changed everything.

sure coming back from the honeymoon showed you there’s a lot of responsibilities you didn’t know about while only dating.

“Fuck off Jeon Wonwoo, you forgot our 4 year anniversary! “ you screamed angrily “not because we just married two months ago means we won’t celebrate our anniversary!” Hurtly. He was tired, it was a long and a hard day for him, yes he’s guilty.. but too tired to even argue. “ why did I marry you ? Huh” he said. This moment, you felt like everything is falling down, this is the first time wonwoo ever said something bad, or hurt you. Even when you fight, for 4 years he didn’t say anything could broke you like this, he is too picky when it comes to world. The tears in your eyes start falling, shocked, no words.

The way you were looking at him, hurtly. The guilt builds up.

“Sweetheart, i-i’m sorry.. i’m just.. “ he tried to hold you but you skipped his touch, ran over the stairs and slammed the bedroom door behind you.

“FUCK” he screamed stressfully “what the fuck is wrong with me.” Punshing the wall.

30 minuets after, you didn’t sleep, you’re just thinking and crying yourself out. You shut your eyes quickly as soon as you heard the bedroom door opening.

You felt him sitting in the edge of the bed behind you, you felt his fingers playing softly with your hair. He lied down, hugging you from the back, slowly he whispered “ i know i’m an asshole recently, and I don’t deserve you I swear, i mean it’s our anniversary and instead of staying with you and celebrate i spent the whole day at work, but i just want us to live under this roof, you know.” kissing your ear.” I’m so sorry, I’m truly sorry. The stress got the best of me, i love you so much and i’ll understand if you didn’t want to forgive me.” He tightened his hand over your waist “ i’ll try my best to make it up for you, because you mean everything to me, sweetheart.”

you slowly touched his hand, drawing little circles.

“ i hate it when scream at me like this, please don’t do that again. “ you shakily said.

He chuckled softly and kissed the back of your neck, smelling your soft hair “ i won’t do that again, I promise.” you nod and held his hand. “So did you forgive me?” He said.

“No, i just can’t resist you.” You said, smiling. He chuckled and held you even tighter,

“You’re my only home.”

whispering i love you and goodnight.

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Say a word.

Jeon wonwoo

Genre: angst

The fresh air was bumping into your heated angry face, the anger you have is unexplainable, the glitty cold tears falling down your cheeks, with no words, you just stood there. Speechless.

The man you loved the most, standing right in front of you, guilty, hurting face. He knew it was all about him, he ruined it.

I guess there’s nothing called endless love, right? you kept telling yourself. being together for 4 years, giving each other everything you have, sharing every moment of your lives, giving him your breath, him giving you his breath. Now, it’s all gone.

“ answer the damn question Jeon Wonwoo.” You said quietly. trying not to breakdown, trying to hide the sea of pieces in your heart.

The feeling wonwoo was feeling, the house of guilt, the love he gave you, he couldn’t stop his heart from falling apart. he cheated on you, after a whole 4 years relationship, he just did it.

“I-I love you, y/n. It means nothing believe m-“ you couldn’t help but let out a little chuckle. Is this love? is it?

“ i guess you really love me since you just fucked someone else right in my fuckin side of our bed.” you said. angrily screaming, how broken are you? How in love is he. “ what we had, It-It was perfect, but now i know there’s nothing perfect “ you said, laughing at how perfect you thought your relationship is.

He didn’t said anything, just looking at you. Avoiding the eyes contact, he knew it was his fault, he knew he ruined the only beautiful thing in his life. Seeing how broken he made you, instead of making you laugh, or smile.. he’s making you cry, hardly.

“I-“ he opened his mouth but your shaky voice interrupted him “ you know what ? Don’t say anything, let’s end this. It’s over” said she “ i’ll come by tomorrow morning to take my stuff.” Taking your phone, opening the door, giving him the last hurtful look, and shut the door close.

As soon as you left, he broke down. He started crying and screaming like an angry storm. He cursed himself for every tear, he lost his mind. How could he do something like that when he really loves you? When he is ready to die for you? How can he cheat on you just easily, making love to someone else in your shared full of love bed ? how can he ruin the beautiful rhythm you two had? It was all his fault, he knew. yet he didn’t say a word.

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Gone.

Jeon wonwoo.

Genre: Angst

It was too hard, too hard to handle

you loved him with your whole heart,

you loved him for years, you pushed away everyone around you, just for him, he was all yours, you were all his.

Yet here you are, sitting in the counter in the kitchen, holding the pen shakily, tears never stops falling down since that day, that cursed day when you received a call, changed your whole life.

you never forgot everything about it, every detail, every minute.

calming yourself, breath in, breath out.

28 Feb. 3:09am.

“ Hey my love, Hey Wonwoo.. i know it’s already been 4 months since you gone, and yet here I’m writing to you, just as if you’d read it. Anyways, today I went to the Cafe shop we first met, the waiter asked me about you, I didn’t know what to say.... i told her you went to study, and you’ll be back soon. Anyways, i have to sleep now, good night. I love you”

Crying yourself out, holding the alcohol bottle hardly, there’s nothing you can do.

1 march, 12:35pm.

“ hey nonu, i miss you so much, i really do.. your side of the bed is so cold, your smell in your clothes started fading away, I don’t wear them anymore because I’m afraid they won’t smell like you. And yes i got a new job, I’m comfortable working here, but not comfortable with my life without you, i miss you my love.”

3 march, 4:02 pm.

“ babe, i just passed by a flower store, the one you used to buy me flowers from, remember that? I bought myself a flower you really loved, it looks like you, so pure. Oh my love, i wish I could come to you, i miss your face, I’m afraid I’ll forget you, i know i’ll never do tho.”

17 July, 8:06.

A shiny, and beautiful day.. you went to the place you go everyday, the place where you put all your letters, and let’s out all your feelings, the place where you talk about your day, everyday.

His grave.

It was the love of your life grave, every day, every hour.. you went there, as if he hears you, somehow you felt so comfortable, you felt warm whenever you’re there, even tho the memory of seeing him laying down, all white, no features, so cold. Never left you.

You were broken, for long time, you couldn’t help, it was too hard.

you sat in front of his grave, put the letter down, with his favorite flower.

“ i’m so annoying i guess “ you chuckled. but couldn’t stop your tears. “ happy birthday baby, you’d be 23, too old” you giggled hurtly. “You know, i’ve been breaking for a long time for you, Won. I want to come to you, i want to touch you, and your smile, god. I know it’s not the best thing to do, but i will never get over it, everything is gone with you, i should go to, as well.”

here you are, laying down in his grave, blood around you, you smiled softly looking at the sky.

“ i can finally be with you now, nonu.”

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My flower.

Jeon Wonwoo.

Genre: fluff

There was one place meant heaven to you, you loved it with all your heart, you found it as if it’s your home, not just a place you work at.

The library, is the only place where you can feel comfortable and forget about all your stress. As soon as you graduate you started working there, you loved your job even more when just an angel appeared in this heavenly place.

Well, it’s his heaven place too.. but you were the angel to him.

It was your first day, you were excited and couldn’t stop smiling and greeting people,

“Hello,” he smiled, feeling his heart about to explode “you’re new, right?” He said, holding his black coffee with one hand,

You’ve never been this happy before, someone noticed you, and talked to you.. it felt so good.

“oh yeah, i love this place” you chuckled “i guess you come here a lot? since you knew i’m new”.

he smiled at you, so sweetly and you felt like your heart is melting “ Yeah, everyday.”

“uhmm, good for you” you smiled “ I’m Y/N by the way. “Nice to meet you Y/N, Jeon wonwoo” shaking your hand.

and this was the first time to meet the one who you called the angel, of the place.

You and Wonwoo, became friends within days.

Months passing.

It was Thursday, when you were about to close the place you felt someone was standing behind you, you turned around “oh god..” you hit his shoulder “you scared me”.

he just smiled, a sad smile.. there was something wrong with him, he’s so broken..”I’m sorry, i’m just.. tired” sighing.

“Hey... what’s wrong?” You said, standing right in front of him feeling like you’re about to die.

“ I lost my job “ he said, “oh no, i’m so sorry Won.” And suddenly, he just hugged.. a little silent, only the passing cars sound.

This is what heaven, not the library, not the books, it was him. He was the heaven

He felt so comfortable, he felt so protected.. he didn’t want to let go. ‘Why can’t this last forever?’ his mind kept repeating.

5 minuets, 10 minuets. He pulled out “sorry, i just...” you interrupted him “ no no don’t be, it’s okay” you smiled, and held his hand.

Spend the 3 hours together, wonwoo opend his heart, he started talking about things he loves, about flowers especially. “ well i think flowers are the best thing god ever made don’t you agree?” The sparkle in his eyes just by mentioning them. “Yeah I agree, that’s why people keep calling beautiful things ‘ flowers?’”

After that night, Wonwoo started visiting the library even more, for books, and for you.

“Good morning Jeon, what type of flowers are you gonna talk to me about today? “ you joked

“ You “ he giggled and sat right next to you. “ what? God you’re cheap Won. “ you laughed, but not denying the fact that your heart just fluttered at how beautiful this sounds.

“ i found a new job in a Cat Cafè, i’ve always wanted to work there..” he suddenly said.

“Oh my god!! You should show me, i really adore cats” his eyes widened, happily smiled

‘she loves everything i love,’

Days passing by, you were falling for each other more and more, He rushes to you first thing in the morning, you opened your arms for him always.

“You can just do it Wonwoo, she loves you too” Hoshi said, patting his shoulder.

“ what if she rejected me? I mean, i really like her and i think I’m falling for her. I don’t think i’ll be able to live normally ever again”.

they were standing in front of the heaven place , the name you and wonwoo gave to the library.

“Just go Jeon Wonwoo, good luck ! “ wonwoo smiled, holding the flowers in his hand tightly before entering the place.

You were reading the book he recommended, which you have read before, but for him.. you read it again, why not? He’s your love anyways.

“Hey...” deep soft voice.

“Oh, hey Won” you noticed the purple flowers he was holding. “Larkspur? I love this flower!!” You took the flowers after he handed you.

“I know, that’s why i bought them for you” nervously, but happily.

“Thank you!!! They’re the best”.

He suddenly took your hand, softly and slowly..

All the storms were in your stomach, your heart started falling even more and more.

“ listen, Y/N. I don’t know if this is the right thing to do, but i’m falling for you everyday, I can’t stop thinking about you, i had so many dreams about you, when i see you it’s just... it’s just like the whole world is mine, I don’t know what I’m actually saying.. but i love you, i love you so much and I can’t help standing there everyday without kissing you”

That’s it

The moment

You were shocked, you were happy, it felt like you’re flying.. did the man i love, said he loves me ? you were speechless,

1 minuets

2 minuets

3 minuets

Wonwoo starts regretting it, did he just lose you? Did he juat ruined your friendship?

“Hey, you can take some time it’s oka-“ he didn’t finish his sentence, you just kissed him, pressing your lips against his, this is. The storms and the wars you felt, there were no words for them, and he felt the same.

you pulled away slowly,

looking into his deep in love eyes “I love you too, Jeon Wonwoo “ a moment of silence, the smiles, the eyes.

“Why flowers tho?” You broke the silence

“ Cause i want you to know that You are my flower “.

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Moment.

Wonwoo

Genre: Fluffy fluffy

You and wonwoo have been together for almost Three years now, for three years.. you never thought how your life would be without him, he’s your man, your love, you superhero.

you were in the bed, thinking and thinking..

you checkd your phone it was 3:12am.. missing the warmth of him. suddenly, a voice you love the most, “sweetheart, i’m home” the tall skinny man, who was wearing a blue hoodie you assumed it was your favorite.

“Hey, how was your day?” You said, kissing him while happiness filled you in and out.

“well, as always..” he said while brushing your hair and you just hummed.

“ did you eat anything ? I can cook you something “ you smiled while looking into his eyes, with love. “No love, and I know it’s pretty late but... on the way home i saw the arcade games and I kinda want to play” he said, and you giggled. “Why not?” smiley you said..

You always knew it was his favorite moment, the Dawn, You and The video games.

he settled everything ready, blankets, pillows, headphones and you brought the chips you have been saving for some movie you planned to watch together. You walked out of the kitchen to see your man being focused and trying to build something with the blankets, you smiled “ Hey what are you doing?” setting the chips down. “Trying to make it warm?“ he chuckled, and you smiled at how cute and adorable he is, the round glasses he always wears, the wide shoulders.

you were sitting next to each other in the sofa, resting your back with lots of blankets and pillows around you.

while he was excited.. you were a little bit sleepy though you didn’t want to ruin it, because your love.. looks so happy but you couldn’t help it, you were too too sleepy to even open your eyes, you just drift away and fall asleep.

“haha i won! As always Jeon wonwoo always win-“ He couldn’t finish his sentence when he saw you sleeping, his face expression softened at how you cute and adorable his gf is. He put the controller down, slowly.. leaned his head against his hand, and kept looking at you.. at your features, how these lips can make him go crazy, the eyes he fell in love with, he’ll never get enough of you.

He realized it’s 5:08 am already...

Wonwoo took off the blankets of you, put his hand under your thighs and the other one holding your back, and carried you slowly and softly he walked to the bedroom you shared, put you in your side of the bed. A minute stares at how beautiful you were.

went back to playing his video games.