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I was originally planning on making a video but I decided to just make a post instead.

Regarding the callout post, I will be stepping down from my social media accounts.

Yes, what user solidsnatched said was true. It did happen and I was the one who did it. I am not making any excuse, as there is nothing to excuse this sort of behavior. I did this and I fucked up. I didn’t realize the gravity of my actions at the time, but I do now and I take full responsibility for it. I should have been honest from the start and admitted to it publicly.

I will be providing a bit more context as to what the situation was on my end, but I am only offering it as an explanation to my actions and not in a way to gain sympathy or excuse what I did. While I had no ulterior motive to purposefully groom or harm user solidsnatched or anyone else I was interacting with at the time, it ultimately ended up that way. Consistently throughout my life I have interacted inappropriately with those around me without knowing how much harm it could cause not only to others but to myself. I grew up with an unhealthy online life and was groomed to believe that it was normal to be perverted and manipulative as it was how others were to me. Genetically-predisposed mental illness along with abuse and trauma molded me to be hypersexual and socially dysfunctional.

I never truly realized the gravity of my actions until my 18th birthday. I know once you become a legal adult it just doesn’t automatically click for most people just what is acceptable behavior, but it did for me. I questioned myself and what I would have to be extremely careful of now that I was to be a role model for those younger than me.

When I was talking with user solidsnatched, I was still 17 years old at the time, I had only lied about my age online so as to not deter other users from interacting with me, which again is something that is unacceptable and I fully own up to. Even if I was still technically a minor, I was at least 3 years a senior to user solidsnatched and was manipulative and perverted towards them. My 18th birthday was on November 19th, 2019, which was after ties were cut with user solidsnatched.

Again, I am in no way trying to make excuses or trying to get anyone to pity me or play victim or anything like that. I acted inappropriately without realizing it at the time, and I am owning up to my past actions now. I have been trying my hardest to try to have as clear of a conscience as I can presently: not DMing minors online to not lead them to think that everyone they talk to online is safe unless they are my friends at my current highschool, discouraging them from making sexual jokes around me and insisting that they be safe with others.

I am not a paedophile. I am not attracted to minors. I don’t want to hurt minors or anybody for that matter. I deeply hate anyone who falls under any of those categories and refuse to associate myself with them. It was never my intention to harm anyone, but due to my cluelessness and carelessness, people were hurt because of my actions and behavior.

For that, I am deeply sorry. No amount of regret or apology or change can ever make up for what I did, nor can it ever heal the wounds of those I have hurt. It is your choice whether or not to forgive and / or accept my apology, and I will not pressure anyone to do either.

I will be stepping down from my accounts as I do not want my presence to threaten anyone or make anyone uncomfortable. I will not be making new accounts as I don’t want to make anyone who does not wish to interact with me uncomfortable or talk to me not knowing it’s actually me.

Again, I should have come out about this sooner and I deeply regret not doing so as it has only made things worse. It is up to you to decide whether or not you wish to still keep interacting with me now that you know what happened and what has been done about it.

I am sorry, and I will do everything in my power to make sure something like this never happens again.

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Daisy Bell PMV - MGSPW/MGSV

"I think you're a w-w-w-w-w-wonderful person..."

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how much of a dickbag do you have to be to say socially inept teenage otacon being raped was instead “huey being cucked lol”

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bloop

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Eli badly pretending to be a good boy?

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A video about Hal’s past. Made by me. It basically showcases what Huey has done to him as a child, which may or may not resulted in some kind of trauma. I just want to spotlight what a horrible person Huey was.

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I know how we all like to celebrate Huey Emmerich’s death, and yeah, fuck that guy, but friendly reminder that

A. He killed himself because he found out his wife was sexually abusing/raping his teenage son and instead of doing anything about it like a real father he decides to kill himself

B. He nearly dragged his stepdaughter in and gave her a crippling fear of water due to the near-death experience. Sure, it may have been an accident… but this is Huey. He probably did it on purpose

C. The above reasoning leads to an extremely stressful swimming section in MGS2. Oh and it kinda fucked up Otacon and his step sister’s relationship

In conclusion, Huey couldn’t even DIE without ruining everything. What a cunt.

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Tretij x Eli matching icons 💓

Like and reblog if you save :"D

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i always get so inspired when i walk past by artist alley sobs.. im trying to make possible prints rn!!

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finished sons of liberty and LOVED IT!!

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ive been sitting on this jupiter family costume idea since may and i hope it delivers

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strangeboss doodle dump

the first two are inspired by old photographs of lesbians, and the last one is an idea from @a-thicket-of-cryptid-tendencies where joy is alive and just destroys huey before moving away with her wife and child

unedited art for the first image under the cut:

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going strong… strangeboss&son! 🌟 💖 🚀

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METAL…GEAR??!

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really sloppy childhood friends+ strangelove and the boss lesbian moms+eva single mom au

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throws this dump on u…. ++i want an au where joy and strangelove raised hal and and is well ;;–;;

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two moms and a hal <3