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revisiting the past is an evil deed

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kind of hate that signing in with a USERNAME and PASSWORD is starting to be replaced with emails and phone numbers and one-time passcodes... and FACIAL RECOGNITION!!! it's so impersonal..... i just want the secret information in my head to be enough, yaknow? :•|

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you know, i keep seeing this advertisement for helicopter rides over my hometown. every time i see it, i get so excited because i love flying!!! it makes me wonder, if i had complete access to a helicopter, well, what would i do with it? of course, i would first fly over my house to see how it looks. this is something i always try to do when i'm on an airplane, and while i have gotten pretty close before, i have never gotten close enough to spot my house ;( then, i would hover over friends' houses or yards until they come outside to see what's going on. they would see me hovering there and i'd invite them on, of course! :D then, we'd fly all over town to look down at all our favorite places. sounds like fun, doesn't it? :]

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today is one of those days my crippling anxiety has loosened its grip on my brain. i think i will overshare on the internet tonight.

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tumblrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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just got back from florida and what do u mean there r ppl who just casually live with palm trees in their daily life?!!!??!?

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My oil painting of an Uncrustable

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my new year's resolution this year is to LOVE PEOPLE MORE!!!!!! for so long, I've felt like what i have in life isn't enough, and that i need something more. I've since realized that this mindset is not only wrong, but offensive to my loved ones. because who am i to second-guess their love and decide that it's not enough for me?

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tumblr maked a. fishy margarite

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tumblr on da fish type beatt !~~

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fishe fish fishy fish !!!!!!!

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my first post of. 2020.5.

heloo this is my first post of the year 202 5 !!!

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in 24 hours i will have a full belly of mashed potatoes and a fridge full of leftovers <3

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helloooooo

hi tumblr i'm back to my silly goofy carefree self. sooooo im trying to turn this account into a cute little blog where i mostly talk about and to myself, but also find other relatable content!! sooo if i follow you, HIII :> !! please just know i have nooooo idea what im doing on tumblr quite yet lol, i'm still trying to figure it out! gonna post a little introduction soon, or whenever i get around to it. smell ya later ;P

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My Return

Hello Tumblr!!!

I don't know if anyone remembers me, or even knows me on here for that matter. It's been many many MANY years since I have been active on this website. And yet, I have found myself yearning for an online space where I can speak my truth, ramble aimlessly, and meet like-minded odd-brained individuals. That being said, why has this comeback taken so long? Good old Tumblr's been here the entire time, and I've been overlooking it.

I wish I could say I'd simply forgotten this website. But I could never forget you, Tumblr. I was obsessed with you back in the heyday of inescapable toxic fandoms and the conspiracy of "hidden subtext". And maybe that's why I've been avoiding you for so long.... because every time I came back here I'd be met with reminders of the undignified encounters of my past. That's not to say I regret being a part of those communities. I don't, not one single bit (well, maybe one or two teeny bits). They were some of the most intensely human experiences I've ever had the privilege of enduring. But as lovely as it is to be human, it is just as painful. I jumped in headfirst, and while the fall felt like flying, I went too far and ended up getting hurt. For years, I dedicated my entire being to something so much bigger than me that I desperately wanted, just for it to be denied, stomped on, and trampled to the point that nothing has felt the same since, seven years later.

So yes, Tumblr, while I've missed you, I haven't forgotten you. In fact, I remember you all too well. But as I've grown, I've had to learn and change from my past. A past largely spent here with you. Luckily, I'm finally in a place now where I feel different enough that I am comfortable coming back. I'm no longer the same person I used to be, but I will still hold on to those memories dearly. Oh Tumblr, I've missed you, and I'm ready to come home.

Your friend,

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