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Castle Combe village

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“You deserve a relationship that enables you to sleep peacefully at night.”

— R.H. Sin

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Let it hurt, then let it heal.

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I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

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will i always be this angry?

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It's crazy how trauma makes you push people away when all you want is love.

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I will forever be the person who says "it’s okay, I understand.." even when my heart is breaking into pieces..

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And I wondered what it was like to be chosen. I was never chosen. I was a maybe, a probably, sometimes even a definitely but never the one, never the chosen one.

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I pray you never know this side of pain. Constantly questioning your worth. If you matter. The whys. The what ifs. I pray you never experience this pain of heartbreak. Constantly feeling your heart shatter into a million pieces. Constantly fighting to breathe or reminding yourself to breathe.

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It feels like I'm drowning.