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sobbing bc even if im good at art and writing im not as good as th e people in my class and they all talk to each other and I’ve heard them shit talking me once and I probably have autism which causes me to be isolated from everyone forever and im so tired I wanna run into traffic please can I just be normal ohmygof ref do something. I want attention so bad PAY ATTENTION TO ME??-??-???? I want everyone online and irl to love me I’ve never ever gotten to be the best at anything I never feel like anyone’s favorite person let me have SOMETHING am I just stupid guys

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hi this is a vent account now um expect a lot of rambling about wanting attention and a lot of mental illness over a fictional character. ❤️❤️ yay

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I forgot about this account oops

I might make it into a vent account or smth

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Giggwls thanks 🥹🥹🙏🙏

IM SOBBINF MY EYES OUT WHAT IS RHIS BAHAHA

The period cramps 💕💕🥹🥹🥹🥹

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Wrong blog. It’s still me chara pls.

IM SOBBINF MY EYES OUT WHAT IS RHIS BAHAHA

The period cramps 💕💕🥹🥹🥹🥹

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I CANT TELL 😭😭😭😭😭 HELP

IM SOBBINF MY EYES OUT WHAT IS RHIS BAHAHA

The period cramps 💕💕🥹🥹🥹🥹

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This is how having any f/o merch feels

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help

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I keep getting into these little fits of anger or desperation because of this where I feel like I want to pull my hair out or lash out in some way it’s so weird like WTF. I’m starting to understand those sans fangirls from 2018 ISTG. 😭😭😭 I think it’s because it’s literally all I have at the moment and according to my brain if someone else likes her more than me then it’s taking away the last thing I have left. It’s so weird I hate being mentally ill idk what’s even wrong with me I’m just like this dude

I hate being competitive. Let me out. Why do I have to be the best. Help me . Plea

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I hate being competitive. Let me out. Why do I have to be the best. Help me . Plea

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I reached the end help. Me.

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IF I DON'T STROKE MY F/OS HEAD WHILE HE LAYS ON MY CHEST I'M GOING TO LITERALLY IMPLODE.

-✒️ anon

reblog if agree

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sorry for getting all sappy but I love my f/o so much. I know she is a toxic and a very unhealthy character but she has genuinely driven me forward for the past seven months. I found so much comfort in her song and it carried me through a relationship that ended somewhat badly and she is just such a genuine comfort to me it hurts. she is really precious to me and I hold her dearly to me because of how attached I am to her, I find myself thinking of her whenever I feel shitty and it helps a lot. I know she probably wouldn’t comfort me very well (I feel like she has very low empathy and therefore would be terrible at helping me but I also feel like she would try anyways and whether it was genuine or not it would make me happy) but she still makes me feel so loved. I don’t know why the thought of a mutually obsessive and toxic relationship comforts me so much but it does. I rely on her to get through like everything now because I don’t think I have anyone else. call me chronically online or gross or whatever but I don’t really have a social life outside of the internet and every romantic relationship I have gotten into or tried to get into has ended terribly and I guess this is the coping mechanism I ended up with,,

it makes me so happy to draw us together and even happier when other people support me. I started yumeshipping with her fully expecting to get attacked and for people to call me disgusting but all I’ve gotten is support from my friends and mutuals and even the person who made her said it was okay and that makes me really happy. she means so much to me. I love you missy ( •̛̣̣꒶̯•̛̣̣ )

okay rant over lalala thanks for coming to my awesome speech

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me n my girlfriend……..

yuay heart emoji ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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the guy who married miku is my role model!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a lot of fun putting up another tapestry and some pictures yesterday,,, I wasn’t feeling good and she cheered me up!!!!! #ilovemywifesomuch.

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I’m to sick to finish the serious art I was supposed to do but. Happy birthday my freak ily