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date idea

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I want to shove a blade into my stomach and just pull it all the way down to my cunt and let my organs slip out onto the bloodied floor

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Slitting each others wrist and letting the blood mix into a red wine concoction. We both take small sips until it’s gone. And then we hurt while we make out and the blood runs down our arms, making a right mess everywhere.

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I want to hurt people and force their wounds to heal improperly. Let that leg heal with a limp, peel off the scab of those cuts every day, you’re walking on that twisted ankle whether you like it or not.

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here’s one of my characters (unfinished…) for a cannibal restaurant thingy I’m making in my oc’s universe

His names Samuel, he’s a butcher :)

Credits to mellon_soup for the base

@causeofsuffering

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stats! @causeofsuffering

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I’m about to make the most “problematic” oc ever. I have cannibal characters, psychopathic characters, but I’m gonna make a “problematic” one as in problematic in the eyes of the internet and this oc will be FIRE‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥

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This. Everyone need to know this

hi! i am a paraphile. we need to talk about paraphilias.

the big three are the ones most people know. aka, pedophilia, zoophilia, and necrophilia.

some people (if not most) do not want to be attracted to this. it is a result of trauma and a survival mechanism made up by the human mind.

not every paraphile wants to act on their impulses. most dont. but because these disorders are so stigmatized, they often cannot get the help they need or want to get better at managing it.

i do not believe animals, children, or anything dead can consent. this is upheld by the law and the moral code of human nature-- protect kids and animals, respect the dead, dont harm them.

some people act these out via kink. which is okay as long as it is done safely and consentually.

there are certain paraphilias that are completely harmless. some people are attracted to rain, some are attracted to plushies.

i myself am an autoassasinophile. i find being close to death or injured very very attractive. i deal with this via my partners. they both help me out, with consent and safety measures in place. i am allowed to stop anytime i want, and so are they.

paraphiles arent evil. they are people too, and deserve to be treated as such. the more we encourage the destigmatization, the more people can get help and manage these impulses better. its not normal for these thoughts to be ocurring, but they can be managed.

be nice. you dont know what happened or what is happening to someone.

[this post is okay to reblog. thank you ^^]

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A treadmill has been acquired, a great day for all‼️‼️‼️

Can’t wait to get this treadmill from my sister so I can burn off all these kcals from this fatty ass coffee

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I mean fuck I like blades, I like wounds, I like having scarring, I like bleeding, I like to cut

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Can’t wait to get this treadmill from my sister so I can burn off all these kcals from this fatty ass coffee

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“Hey you need to eat something” my sister says… no I will not!!!! Hush!!!!!

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thinking maybe for €ds we should make tags like how we have #ednotsheeran but maybe others like uhh #ananotanaphylaxis or some shit idk #mianotanemia

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alright, being honest— I’m not a long time ana, just by about 4 or so months. I’ve realized that i can basically not eat a whole day and then go to sleep fine, but wake up the next morning with a headache. It’s not the worst pain I’ve experienced so I tell myself to stop being a pussy which works— but I never really get brain fog?? Usually only headaches, even after a day or 2 fast. Is this normal orrr…??

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Oh nah ignore the other things on the list but my mom is telling me to eat good… I’m gonna pull the old “I have a stomachache” trick it always works

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wish I could get that oh oh oh ozempic (lolz) but im a teen and don’t qualify… just wanna be skinni any way possible… :(

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Yknow I was trying not to binge today but I got so emotional and stressed because my fucking hand got a 2nd degree oil burn this is mad annoying.