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hihihihi what part of Texas are you from I used to live there ! also wanna be friends?

i would love to tell you but theres a lot of creeps on here and i dont want them to see where i lived, but ill just say the dallas area

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help ❗️❗️❗️

idk if yall remember but i love anything to do with science, and i love the mulitverse theory and time travel and all that.

idk whats happening to me but i feel like im having a spirtiual awakening, but not in a religious way.

it feels more like an consicous awakening, but no witchcraft (im not into that at all). ive been doing an lot of research about the human brain and space, and i feel like im about to find something about bur idk what it is.

i felt this way a month or two ago, but i got really scared for some reason and idk why, so i let it go. i got back onto it today cause i am recentely watching the show "kyle xy", and i know that show is fictional and sci-fi, but it is somewhat relatable and thats really weird.

but anyways yeah idk what im doing 😛😛😛

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YALLLLL HELP ME i’m at my sisters rehearsal dinner rn and one of the best man here are my type HELP ME

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tw: food and weight stuff

why are my parents so obsessed with my weight like i used to be almost 20 pounds heavier a year ago and they would always say “watch what i eat” and then when i lost weight they said “you look small” and then when i want to eat like pizza or something they are like “no you need to eat greens” LIKE IM HEALTHY AND I WEIGH FIND AND I WORK OUT🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀 WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO

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i literally feel like a child rn but idc im having the time of my life rn

im watching "the OC" rn and i love it im on season 3 😱😱

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the fact that i won’t be a teenage girl forever actually sickens me

(and yes i know i should be grateful to live longer i get it but it’s the feeling of being a teenager)

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i haven’t seen this one boy since graduation (almost a year ago), and on that day, he was staring at me across the hallway thinking i was gonna look confess to him since he knew i liked him

as lana says, “BOY LOOK AT YOU, LOOKING AT ME. I KNOW YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL” 😞😞😞😞 SO RELATABLE

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TW: emetophobia

I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 10 years old, and I never took any medication until 3 days ago. The first day I didn’t feel as great, I was very anxious and shaky. And my eye sight was weird last night, and today (TW: emetophobia (again)), I got really sick, and I threw up 7 times.

My mom didn’t want me to take any ADHD medication as a child cause of the side effects, but I decided to take some for myself (at 19) for driving purposes and other things. Obviously it didn’t work 😃

But I’m fine now, hopefully I can find some other medication for my ADHD

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i will say even though i miss highschool sometimes, i used to be so insecure and not confident at all (i mean i still am insecure about something’s but i don’t walk with my head down anymore) people at my highschool were literally EVIL

even though i still see a lot of people from high school at my college i still feel less scared

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everyone describes me as quiet but i don't think i am

maybe i am but i just don't see it

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the way i hate singing in front of people is so bad

but if someone told me to sing worship songs in front of a crowd SIGN ME UP

that’s how much the holy spirit gets through me

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imagine talking crap about me when this is all i do

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VENT

why are boys so weird??? today in my english class i was sitting in a circle with my classmates, and there’s only 7 people in there (it’s community college and plus it’s really early in the morning that’s why it’s small), and there’s 5 boys 2 girls including me.

the boys where acting so weird around me while i was talking and they were all just smiling at me weird

the group in front of me was the most strange, especially this one boy (i’m not gonna say his name but his name starts with an I. (background about I, i went to highschool with him so i kinda knew him but we weren’t friends. i liked one of his friends A LOT last year and a lot of people found out (this happened last year in my senior year of high school btw) and about I, he’s really laid back, nonchalant so the way he was acting today was way different than he normally acts. also, i had a class with him in middle school and it kind of reminded me of today. but enough about him

other than that the other guys were pretty much normal (ish) but I was acting stranger than he normally acts

maybe i’m just delusional 😛😛😛

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men are so gullible and desperate AHAHHAHAHAHA

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i cant talk anymore due to eveyrone interuptting me

so thanks for that ❤️

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lizzy grant 🎡🌊🐟🎢