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every choni kiss: ↳ 4.13 - the ides of march [1/2]

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FRINGE out of context (part 4/?)

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"We shouldn't. I know." THE ROOKIE 7.06 'The Gala'

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Posters for Robert Eggers Nosferatu (2024)

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i don’t know where else to put this so i’m putting it here. bc when i first had tumblr it was like a journal and i guess i need it to be that now.

my mom died yesterday morning. it was so completely unexpected and so entirely strange and i don’t know how to do anything.

i’m so sad. i hadn’t talked to her on the phone all week. we’d texted a little but we were both busy. i was going home to see her in 2 weeks. i haven’t seen her in person since last july. i will never see her again. she was tough sometimes but it was because she loved me so much, i know that.

i feel like a ghost. i feel like everything is moving and i am standing still. i feel like all of my worst fears have come true and i don’t know what to do with that. i can’t stop crying but my eyes hurt too much to keep crying now.

people keep telling me all the things they loved about my mom and how much she loved me. i know they’re trying to be nice but i just don’t know how to process it. i want to sleep for 12 hours at a clip but i also can’t stay asleep for too long.

i’m just so sad. i can’t believe this is happening. i can’t.

i just want to talk to her. i just want to tell her i love her one more time. i just want her to know i understand and that she made me better so much more than she ever made me worse.

this is the hardest thing i’ve ever done. i don’t know how you just keep going.

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Hey. Hey!

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7.08 | 7.20

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I got pregnant a few years ago. I wasn't ready to be a mom then. I wasn't even sure about the relationship. I never told him. I was afraid. I was afraid of... All of it. But, mostly, I was afraid he'd hate me for being selfish. Not selfish. Heather... not selfish.

THE PITT 1.11 • 5:00 P.M.

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10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU 1999 — dir. Gil Junger

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“He just wants to have a nice life and be a regular dude. He doesn't really have any higher aspirations particularly. He was fine with being tortured every day if he could just go home to Nasha.” - Robert Pattinson

Mickey 17 (2025) dir. Bong Joon-ho

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ONE TREE HILL MEME: [4/8] CHARACTERS ⤷ Julian Baker (Seasons 6-9)

We’re always thinking that someday we’ll be happy; we’ll get that car or that job or that person in our lives that’ll fix everything. But happiness is a mood, and it’s a condition, not a destination. It’s like being tired or hungry, it’s not permanent. It comes and goes, and that’s okay. And I feel like if people thought of it that way, they’d find happiness a lot more often.

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Super/Man: The Christopher Reeve Story (2024) dir. Ian Bonhôte, Peter Ettedgui

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Fleetwood Mac | Silver Springs Live (1997)

During a taping of a Fleetwood Mac reunion show later released as The Dance, shit once again got very real. Midway through the bridge of a non-album rarity called “Silver Springs,” Nicks turned and faced her former flame as she sang the song’s rueful bridge: “Time cast a spell on you, but you won’t forget me/ I know I could have loved you but you would not let me.” The pair locked eyes, and Nicks gradually built to a cathartic howl – “I’ll follow you down ’til the sound of my voice will haunt you/ You’ll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you” indicating that, for her at least, resolution had never really come.

Suddenly, “Silver Springs,” a song written for Rumours but left off the finished album and relegated to B-side status, seemed like the key to the entire messy and enthralling saga of Fleetwood Mac’s most beloved lineup. 

Rumours became a theatrical affair, with the exes addressing one another’s faults, their own pain and a storm of other topics related to their respective heartbreaks. “Silver Springs” was Nicks’ tribute to the fairy-tale ending that never was. The title came from Silver Spring, Maryland: While passing through the town on tour, Nicks romanticised the name. “It sounded like a pretty fabulous place to me, it’s a whole symbolic thing of what [Lindsey] could have been to me.”

The track’s primary exposure was as a B side to “Go Your Own Way” Buckingham’s own expression of anger and revenge against Nicks, where he claimed that “packin’ up, shackin’ up is all you wanna do.”

"He knew it wasn’t true. It was just an angry thing that he said,” Nicks told of the “packin’ up, shackin’ up” line. “Every time those words would come onstage, I wanted to go over and kill him. He knew it. He really pushed my buttons through that. It was like, ‘I’ll make you suffer for leaving me.’ And I did.”

Of course, Nicks had the exact same motivation when she wrote “Silver Springs.” She explained the song’s message as “I’m so angry with you. You will listen to me on the radio for the rest of your life, and it will bug you. I hope it bugs you.”

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ER 1.01, “24 Hours”

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Anora (2024) dir. Sean Baker

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