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i've been thinking of opening commissions... i'm not sure yet though

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sorry for not posting everrrrr heres some doodls I did last night! (omg none of em have my self insert in them!?!?!???)

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mannn whattt???? Who drew thiss??? Certainly not meeeee. Woww I can't believe what happened!!! :0!!!!!!

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I've been thinking about engineer.... I need to draw engineer...

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i do that autism hand thing a lot so i thought id draw it LMAO

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because of reasons i have decided that ed's boobs are small now which is funny cause i did that second sketch a whole month before making that decision LMAO

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OMG WAIT I ALMOST FORGOT TO POST THISSSS it's a redraw of an Archie comic panel-

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Hrmmm

Maybe I start tf2 role play blog...

Hrnmmmmmm

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I REALLY wanna learn blender so I can make my tf2 self insert and replicate the tf2 models just so I can make sfms with her and the team :3

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Sorry I haven't posted in awhile- my tablet pen broke LMAO

I've been thinking about my lil guy though in the meantime! Sorry if this'll come off confusing but I was thinking she'd mainly be an assassin of sorts who's also the assistant to the assistant. Like whatever tasks pauling has that aren't that important she can do, and most of that task is just checking on the team and their junk. I think shed also have a secret mission of sorts with the administrator that also has to do with the team but I wouldn't exactly know what that is just yet.

I think while like doing her assassin work she'd be much more serious and professional but for anything else she's her usual silly self. I really like her more professional attire too I think it's a nice contrast.

I think she'd like miss pauling a lot :] like she'd really wanna be her friend and wouldn't think that they are friends but they actually are since they talk a lot and junk. I think it's sweet!

Also thinking how she'd fit in the comics, obviously the comics are in their own continuity and stuff so I'd love to make a separate design for that, but I haven't decided how she'd fit in it and junk so I'll get back to you on that. I've been having a great time in delulu land let me just say LMAO

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I wanna draw my headcanons for the mercs so bad, very specifically the differences between the red and blu team. I don't necessarily think they're anything special but I still wanna do it! Maybe after work...

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HALLO!!!! look i made a tf2 self insert!!! isn't she cute? she's a... um.... she works here! she just appeared one day with miss pauling and she's just been around since. she's like a nanny or a maid? sorta? she cooks and cleans and does other tasks that the teams just struggle with, she doesn't really tell anyone why she's actually here and what she's actually doing but in a way she's an extra pair of eyes for the administrator, when she isn't in one base she's usually in the other doing the same sorts of shenanigans.

here's a little list of fun facts about here- i didn't really know where to put or how id draw them out.

she styles her hair a lot and has 9 current hair styles, each connects to a merc! it's not specified exactly which hairstyle references who so it's up to interpretation (not to me though i know everything >:])

has a fish tattoo, why? she likes fish :]

brakes into both teams bases- she doesn't need to mind you, but she just kinda does it anyway

she's.... very weird. extremely weird, probably weirds everyone out in some way in various degrees

actually no one really understands why she's around? obviously there's a reason yet miss pauling says not to worry about it and she herself doesn't really explain really anything so everyone just has to sorta deal with it. luckily for them she's not much of a threat and she's very useful around the bases so they just... they just kinda shrug it off after a certain point. some are more welcoming and chill about it while others still need to get accustomed to her.

despite using she/her pronouns she doesn't see herself as a woman nor as a man. just as herself purely! she doesn't like labels or anything like that but if i had to label her she'd be agender nonconforming (wow shocker just like me), she's also bisexual but again she doesn't like labels and just does her own thing!

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Expect these things to be posted by me at some point soon

Tf2

Dungeon meshi

Portal

Uhhhh houseki no kuni probably

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i need to make more friends LMAO

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neocities guide - why you should build your own html website

do you miss the charm of the 90s/00s web where sites had actual personality instead of the same minimalistic theme? are you feeling drained by social media and the constant corporate monopoly of your data and time? do you want to be excited about the internet again? try neocities!!

what is neocities?

neocities is a free hosting website that lets you build your own html website from scratch, with total creative control. in their own words: "we are tired of living in an online world where people are isolated from each other on boring, generic social networks that don't let us truly express ourselves. it's time we took back our personalities from these sterilized, lifeless, monetized, data mined, monitored addiction machines and let our creativity flourish again."

why should I make my own website?

web3 has been overtaken by capitalism & conformity. websites that once were meant to be fun online social spaces now exist solely to steal your data and sell you things. it sucks!! building a personal site is a great way to express yourself and take control of your online experience.

what would I even put on a website?

the best part about making your own site is that you can do literally whatever the hell you want! focus on a specific subject or make it a wild collection of all your interests. share your art! make a shrine for one of your interests! post a picture of every bird you see when you step outside! make a collection of your favorite blinkies! the world is your oyster !! here are some cool example sites to inspire you: recently updated neocities sites | it can be fun to just look through these and browse people's content! space bar | local interstellar dive bar creature feature | halloween & monsters big gulp supreme peanutbuttaz | personal site dragodiluna linwood | personal site patho grove | personal site

getting started: neocities/html guide

sound interesting? here are some guides to help you get started, especially if you aren't familiar with html/css sadgrl.online webmastery | a fantastic resource for getting started with html & web revival. also has a layout builder that you can use to start with in case starting from scratch is too intimidating web design in 4 minutes | good for learning coding basics w3schools | html tutorials templaterr | demo & html for basic web elements eggramen test pages | css page templates to get started with sadgrl background tiles | bg tiles rivendell background tiles | more free bg tiles

fun stuff to add to your site

want your site to be cool? here's some fun stuff that i've found blinkies-cafe | fantastic blinkie maker! (run by @transbro & @graphics-cafe) gificities | internet archive of 90s/00s web gifs internet bumper stickers | web bumper stickers momg | gif gallery 99 gif shop | 3d gifs 123 guestbook | add a guestbook for people to leave messages cbox | add a live chat box moon phases | track the phases of the moon gifypet | a little clickable page pet adopt a shroom | mushroom page pet tamaNOTchi | virtual pet crossword puzzle | daily crossword imood | track your mood neko | cute cat that chases your mouse pollcode | custom poll maker website hit counter | track how many visitors you have

web revival manifestos & communities

also, there's actually a pretty cool community of people out there who want to bring joy back to the web! melonland project | web project/community celebrating individual & joyful online experiences. Also has an online forum melonland intro to web revival | what is web revival? melonking manifesto | status cafe | share your current status nightfall city | online community onio.cafe | leave a message and enjoy the ambiance sadgrl internet manifesto | yesterweb internet manifesto | sadly defunct, still a great resource reclaiming online social spaces | great manifesto on cultivating your online experience

in conclusion

i want everyone to make a neocities site because it's fun af and i love seeing everyone's weird personal sites that they made outside of the control of capitalism :) say hi to me on neocities

EDIT: part 2!!