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reblog this if you didn’t think you’d make it to 2021

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So my friend has ADHD and depression, right? And I have ADHD and anxiety.

This means that my friend is basically the equivalent of head empty no thoughts all the time. Just total brain static.

Meanwhile I’m over here frantically slamming my leg up and down under my desk and thinking ALL THE THOUGHTS but none of them are the ones that I need to be thinking.

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“Between sips of absinthe, I find you and lose myself. I’ve gone through bottles trying to drown you, but wake to taste nothing but your name.”

— OnyxHeart

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Everything I’ve worked for.

Erased.

Ruined by me.

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Chickens are related to dinosaurs and the only dinosaur shaped food is made from chickens

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gentle reminder

it’s absolutely okay to take time for yourself

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“Mean people don’t bother me a bit. Mean people who disguise themselves as nice people bother me a lot.”

— Unknown

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followers, or “enablers” 

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thinking about the inherent tenderness and intimacy of the symbiotic relationship between the rhino and the oxpecker. mutuals do this:

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vulnerability is clumsy but it’s the only thing worth anything

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HEATH LEDGER ❤️

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That horrible feeling that weighs your chest down after bad news, it chokes you to the core that breathing almost impossible, That never goes away. Ever. I pray most people never experience this. It hurts the first, second and third time the same way.

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I hope the memory of me haunts you.

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“I feel bad for existing”

— Thoughts I’ll never speak out loud

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I don't know who needs to hear this but stop seeing yourself as inferior and holding yourself to such higher standards than you do everyone around you. youre allowed to mess up and make mistakes and be imperfect and silly and annoying sometimes. things aren't automatically worse just because youre doing them

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if you’re staying positive and trying to heal and improve yourself even after falling back into the same patterns, I’m proud of you