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It’s my fault. But also why do I not matter enough to exhaust every option?

but really it’s all my fucking fault. It always is. Why do I bother? I should have never confessed. I wish we could have just tried every option, but it’s being slammed in my face that I don’t matter enough to try.

why claim you love me

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I wish I was good enough. I never will be. Why do I bother trying? It’s pointless. No matter how much I try I’ll never be good enough. Nothing I do is enough.

Fuck your promises. Liar.

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Honestly, why did I bother? Why do I bother at all?

I feel betrayed honestly

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If they don’t want to try and make it work out, then fine.

I don’t want someone who doesn’t care about me enough to try more.

My mental health is important too. I can’t magically make myself heal. It doesn’t mean I’m not trying.

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Why am I never good enough?

The one time I open my soul, let down my guard, I’m still not good enough.

What’s the point? I’m a failure. Why did I endure all of this if this was how it was going to end up?

I thought we were going to figure it out together.

I’m a failure.

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Tumblr will likely still be used. Expect this to become a vent blog.

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I’m going to be deleting tumblr, either temporarily or permanently.

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various heavypaint odiles

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Secret Santa Art

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Drops this in front of you and runs away

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everyone on replies is terrified of this fact but i just think it's so sweet and heartwarming. she's holding our hand and leading us somewhere secret and we're both giggling like kids. i love her

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Some me and my bf art . Yay sataivlis

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oh apologies i didnt specify.. hi im nishi and i brought gummies for the nachos at rileys funeral!

Oh!!!! Gummies for the nachos….

Ok!

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hi im nishi and i brought the gummies to.. erm.. rileys funeral!! ^_^

I hope you don’t mean on the nachos… but thank you for your contribution!!!!!! We shall add a dessert bowl as well!!!!