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Stars aligned.. worlds apart..

If only you did not care for what others thought and just though about us.

We could have had the whole world together.

사진기역도 하나도 나마있지안아.

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"how lucky i am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard."

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운명?

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mother fucker.

She listened quietly and didn't say anything. A part of me was relieved that we could maybe go back to being just friends again. But my gut instinct told me that she would just stop communicating after I said those magic 3 words.

we probably will not acknowledge each others' existence now. I am probably going to forget what my best friend once meant to me, too. Can't help but feel more bitter than sad about that.

You mother fucker get busy, busier than i have to. don't make the same mistakes.

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me: *wants to live a minimalist life with little to no clutter*

also me: I'm keeping this math assignment from 5th grade I might need it later.

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I have to disagree. I make good life choices. Mostly because they're forced on me, but I make them. And I find myself in unpleasant situations all the time. You know why? Because even if you have a choice it can and will be taken away from you.

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Start anew.

Faith

Family

Friends

Mental

Goals

Leaving behind my career was the most difficult but freeing decision I've ever made in my adult life. Making the decision has elevated me from a person who fears risk, to someone who is willing to face any battle head-on. My self-esteem has slowly grown, and every day I discover new things about myself as I push the bar in my life and enter a new decade. I no longer make choices based on fear and the need to survive; I live my life for the need to thrive. I know the road ahead won't be easy, but I'm committed to the journey, and if I need a change, I know I have the strength and the wherewithal to start over at any time.

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친구가 필요해

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Spirit animal

An elephant roams the jungle alone so noone will hinder its progress

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Left my soul crushing job today! Lets move on!

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Their is so much to get out of life. I intend to squeeze the most out of it I can.

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Your happinessis determined by your actions. Don’t wait for it to come to you. Responsibly seek it out by sacrificing the unnecessary and doing things that matter.

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“There are people we meet in life who miss being important to us by inches, days, or heartbeats. Another place or time or a different emotional frame of mind and we would willingly fall into their arms; gladly take up their challenge or invitation. But as it is, we encounter them when we are discontent or content and they are not. Whatever they are, we are not and vice versa. Two trains going in different directions that pass for a few powerful moments at full speed, blasting noise and wind but then they are gone. Whatever serious chemistry might have been possible if, isn’t.”

— Jonathon Carroll

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I know you're probably feeling misunderstood or as if you're expecting too much but you're not. You're simply expecting it from all of the wrong people. Stop making excuses for why this person doesn't respond, or why they don't seem to care. Stop justifying their lack of effort in hopes that you're somehow misunderstanding everything. No matter how wonderful things may seem SOMETIMES, if you spend more time confused than happy, that's not your person. Some will even go so far as to admit that they aren't nice . LISTEN!!!!! That's not your cue to comfort them, that's your chance to save your heart.