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[parthenopehere]

Netflix if u see this just credit me okay? I am a broke university student :3

day 5 of writing stuff no one cares about ^_^

Today I went back to work. LORD IT WAS A DAY. Good thing I ended up talking shit of my bosses with my coworker for most of the time so it wasnt that bad ig. anyway... I think I have a curse. HOW TF EVERY GUY I LIKE ENDS UP IN A RELATIONSHIP BEFORE I EVEN ADMIT TO MYSELF THAT I LIKE HIM, HOE TF. That happened 1, 2 ,3 times TO MUCH. I  dunno what to think about, that rlly makes me close up and just not try to like someone. I think I have to accept the fact that in this world theres not love for me - i dont even think that thats a bad thing bc we are 7, almost 8, billions of dudes in this planet, not everyone has their soulmate out here- I just think that it someting that is rlly hard to accept. But I means that is kind of cool to be cursed like that. WHERE IS MY NETFLIX ADAPTATION?

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[parthenopehere]

Karl Marx wouldn’t be proud of me

day 4 of writing stuff no one cares about ^_^

I DO NOT want to go to work tomorrow. I feel like shit, It feels like a nightmare. I hate this shitty capitalistic society we live in. I just wanna have fun dancing, baking pies, making my own clothes and just being in my room while I imagine doing fake tv interviews; but I need money so I must endure all of this shit.

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[parthenopehere]

Dont want a job but I need money

day 3 of writing stuff no one cares about ^_^

Damn I’m not ready to go back to work and having to deal with an old scumbag and an annoying coworker who does nothing but mock me and trying to be the first one of the class - i mean, we are not in school anymore, who are you trying to impress? We are both underpaid and treated like shit, they sure not care about you lol - whenever i see her acting like that I remember when in hs little girls used to be older girls rug and that makes me speechless. Why would someone to that? Personaly trait? Wants to be accepted? Human mind is hella complicated people. Atleast the good news is that I just need to work only these two weeks and then I can finally quit the f out of it and leave this nightmare behind my back and start something new.

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New habits

day 2 of writing stuff no one cares about ^_^

I think I want to build new, healthy habits for myself that can make me feel like an accomplished person lmao but ngtl it is soo hard to not mess everything up. Maybe its bc semptember is coming and so does my first year of university- maybe I just want to try to start things with the right foot. I’ll try as much as my body can to not mess everithing up. Let’s see what this upcoming season has reserved for me.

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[parthenopehere]

Just J’soc and me

Okay. Probably no one is going to read what im writing but thats okay, this way I can vent as much as I want about my shitty life without feeling like a burden or something. Have u ever thought about time? I mean, sometimes I feel like I dont have even a second to breathe bc of all the stuff I want myself to do, even tho I wont accomplish anything in the end thanks to my adhd. Even writing, right now. I felt the urge inside my body to do it but at this very moment I already know that this feeling will go down and I wont write another word here again making me feel like a quitte. Even reading what I wrote right now I can realize how im inconsistent with myself, I mean- I literally started talking about my adhd and me feeling a failiure-  what in the Joyce’s stream of consciousness is this lmao. (btw while I was writing this my mom got in the room trying to see what I was writing, ugh). I wanted to write some cool stuff but I feel tired af so if my adhd doesnt kick in maybe ill tell you people some other cool stuff that will happen in my shitty life so I can vent about it and you can have your dose of  tea.

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