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Why do I have to leave the Tumblr RPC? I don’t want to leave. RPing on Tumblr is fun so I want to stay.

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Kirmun, for the last time, I recognize and acknowledge I committed a crime and already publicly apologized for my crime and promised not to do it again, please let it go. I like RPing on Tumblr because RPing on Tumblr is fun so I’m going to continue doing it.

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Kirmun, I already sincerely apologized for what I did/all the things I did, acknowledged and recognized that it was gross and wrong for me to do all the things I did and I promised not to do them again. I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again, as a human being born on the planet earth, I deserve a redemption. It is my human right to be able to have one.

I genuinely find RPing on Tumblr fun. So I don’t want to leave the Tumblr RPC.

I can’t force anybody to believe that I am genuinely sorry for all the things I did and I promise not to do them again, but frankly it’s no skin off my nose if people don’t believe me, the fact of the matter is, the many things I did were gross and wrong and I promise to never do them again because I am absolutely disgusted with myself for doing them.

to make a long story short: no you don’t.

It’s not like we don’t believe that you’re not ‘so sowwy’, it’s the fact that you even did that shit in the first place. A crime is still a fucking crime, even if it was committed years ago. you do not deserve a redemption ark like some anime villain. 

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Hey. It's DK mun. Be honest. Is it true that you did something so bad that caused people to shame you? I need to know.

I romantically Shipped Timon and Simba from The Lion King together and I said that pedophilia and rape were ok as long as they involve fictional characters from movies and video games. Not real flesh and blood human beings/children.I also said that it was ok for porn of Tails the Fox from Sonic the Hedgehog to be created and drawn and posted on the internet.

I no longer have these opinions. But you told me to tell you everything that I did that caused people to shame me.

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Kirmun, I already sincerely apologized for what I did/all the things I did, acknowledged and recognized that it was gross and wrong for me to do all the things I did and I promised not to do them again. I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again, as a human being born on the planet earth, I deserve a redemption. It is my human right to be able to have one.

I genuinely find RPing on Tumblr fun. So I don’t want to leave the Tumblr RPC.

I can’t force anybody to believe that I am genuinely sorry for all the things I did and I promise not to do them again, but frankly it’s no skin off my nose if people don’t believe me, the fact of the matter is, the many things I did were gross and wrong and I promise to never do them again because I am absolutely disgusted with myself for doing them.

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What’s the point Kirmun? Is the point Leave the Tumblr RPC and never come back? Is that the point?

Besides, I don’t support child pornography anymore and I already sincerely apologized for supporting it in the past. (For the record, I never supported real life child pornography that involves taking photos and video of real life flesh and blood human beings, only child pornography that involved fictional child characters from movies and video games, but I don’t support child pornography that involves fictional child characters from movies and video games anymore ether).

Well, the only people who are willing to rp with you are blissfully ignorant of all of the shit you’ve done, or as thick skulled as you.

It doesn’t fucking matter if it’s ‘real’ pornography, either. Just because you ‘stopped supporting it’ and forced out some bullshit apologies doesn’t mean you didn’t do it. How the fuck do you expect people to like you again. Everyone knows of your misdeeds.

So yeah, leave. Unless you want to be bashed every day.

Also, stop ban evading. Tumblr took down your blogs for a reason.

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What’s the point Kirmun? Is the point Leave the Tumblr RPC and never come back? Is that the point?

Besides, I don’t support child pornography anymore and I already sincerely apologized for supporting it in the past. (For the record, I never supported real life child pornography that involves taking photos and video of real life flesh and blood human beings, only child pornography that involved fictional child characters from movies and video games, but I don’t support child pornography that involves fictional child characters from movies and video games anymore ether).

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You guys just want me to leave the Tumblr RPC. You don’t understand that I genuinely find RPing on Tumblr fun, so I’m not gonna leave.

‘You guys just want a someone who defended child pornography to leave tumblr. You don’t understand that I’m genuinely thick skulled to not get the point, so I’m not gonna leave.’

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You guys just want me to leave the Tumblr RPC. You don’t understand that I genuinely find RPing on Tumblr fun, so I’m not gonna leave.

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What? I’m not allowed to make Remake my Timon RP Blog after it’s been terminated? I’m not allowed to exist?

From the sounds of it to you guys, once I lose my Timon RP Blog. I am not allowed to Remake it.

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i understand that you enjoy rp, but the damage has already been done. you’ve hurt a lot of people, even if it was unintentional, and you’ve shown time and time again that you refuse to change your ways—so others have a hard time believing you once more, because how could they know that you’ve truly learned?

They’ll just have to trust me.

I can’t force them to do that and I don’t expect it to come easy for them, or overnight. But a guy can dream.

But I have a right to request people do not make Callout posts about me wile I’m trying to Reboot. You can have your feelings of dislike towards me. I don’t mind that, but please don’t try and sway other people’s opinions of me who haven’t even met me in person and don’t even know I’m working to change.

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God it’s so hard to not be an observer to my Callout posts and the amount of Notes they get.

Every time I see a Callout post towards me I want to rip it out of existence.

Like, do I have to make a third Timon RP Blog now? and when I make that third one with the intent of not acting how I acted on the first Timon RP Blog am I still gonna get a Call Out?

Is the only way out of this (the only way not to get a Call Out post about me) truly just to leave the Tumblr RPC? Cause that freaking sucks because I genuinely find RPing on Tumblr fun and I don’t want to stop doing it. 

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I don’t want the only way out of this Drama to be “Leave Tumblr”. Because I genuinely find RPing on Tumblr fun. I already apologized for what I did and promised not to do it again. Please guys, this Reboot could be my chance to finally let go of the past. I’ve been trying for so long to do that and now I finally have a chance, to erase my past.

I’m trying to rebrand myself and I already have a Callout post that strangers are gonna see and judge me negatively by without me even doing anything on my new blog yet. Please, don’t purposefully tell people to stay away from me when I haven’t even done anything yet and I’m trying to redeem myself and not romantically Ship anything pedophilic with my new Fictional Movie and Video Game Character Pedophilia/Age-gap Shipping-free RP blog. Nobody has to RP with me if they don’t want to, I just want a peaceful coexistence without Call Out posts thrown at me already when the whole point of making another blog is to start over anew. That’s all.

Please don’t make it so I can’t reboot without a Callout post thrown at me, meaning I just can’t RP on Tumblr because I am not allowed. I genuinely find RPing on Tumblr fun, I want to let go of my past but still hold it as a memory so I don’t repeat my same mistakes. Please, let me let it go, I can’t do that wile you’re all already trying to sabotage my Reboot RP Blog. This isn’t me playing the victim, it’s just a Fact when Users go out of their way to make a Callout post for my Reboot blog that already has 19 Notes. You’re trying to make it so I don’t have any friends and RP partners in the Tumblr RPC, you’re trying to destroy my Tumblr social life, please, I’m trying my hardest to be a better person, so let me be better. Let me have friends again, let me be liked by people on Tumblr, you got what you wanted, you wanted me to see the error of my ways and now I do and I’m going back to doing what I love, RPing on Tumblr, so be happy for me. You don’t have to be happy with me or anything, you don’t have to interact with me, you don’t have to like me, just be happy for me and let me move on.

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Can I just RP as a fictional meerkat from a Disney movie on the internet in peace please?

Now it’s Bullying guys. I haven’t even done anything with my reboot and you’re all already telling people to dislike me and stay away from me.

I already apologized for what I did. I’m not proud of what I did and I’m not going to do it again. I’m not playing the victim. I just want to move on and when you all purposefully try to sabotage my reboot before it can even start it’s disheartening.

I find RPing on Tumblr fun guys, I just want to have fun.

You’re basically just telling me to leave the Tumblr RPC, and I don’t want to leave because I find RPing on Tumblr fun.

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What the fuck is the police even going to do... like at the end of the day they're fucking cartoon characters. The moment they hear about this case, they'll laugh and i think those who witch hunt you are the harassers which this hell site is know to have and tumblr users are known to doxx ppl and are the stalkers and abusers. DROPS MIC

Well personally. The smartest thing I’ve ever heard on the matter of my behavior is that it’s not a matter of if the fictional child character from a movie or video game is real or not. The answer to that is obvious. They’re not.

It’s a matter of “This is a fictional child character from a movie or video game and you want to romantically ship them with an fictional adult character and that’s wrong for the same reasons it’s wrong in real life.”

Reality and the fiction we see in movies and video games aren’t that different Rules-wise.

and you know what? I can get behind that.

Still think it could make an interesting story if people were just able to humor it for even a second even as just a Crack Ship for laughs like BillDip once was (Gravity Falls Fandom). But, some people don’t find the joke funny at all because they don’t think the subject matter should ever be taken lightly or joked about.

I can understand that. It’s not hard to understand. I don’t have to offend people to be funny, I can find other means of humor. It’s no skin off my nose if I lose one subject matter for a joke when I have a billion other joke subject matters. That particular one wasn’t even making people laugh or feel any better about it.

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//Psst. I followed and they still witch hunting you? They need to stop.

It’s ok DK mun. The Witch Hunts are over.

I’m working on getting my blogs back.

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Iam, I had been wondering where your blogs went! I didn't know where you were until now. I seriously hope you get your blogs reactivated, dude. You're a fantastic writer and your Timon was my favorite. Just ignore all the haters, they'll never listen to you anyway. Giving those people attention serves no purpose, so you may as well stop. I hope you won't feel like you have to leave because of this ridiculous crap.

I’m not leaving. RPing on Tumblr is too fun.

Though with me not saving any of the Theme code for my Timon blog, I don’t know how I am going to revive it. I had my Theme set up perfectly and like a fool I didn’t save a second copy of the Theme Background or the Header Image.

This goes with all my RP Blogs really.

Reviving them (by means of making an entirely new blog by the same name) is just gonna be a hassle. I just don’t have the Theme backgrounds I made all by myself saved to my computer. So I’ll have to make them all fancy and visually appealing again, it’s just gonna be a pain, especially for all 7 blogs that all had fancy visually appealing Themes made by myself in Photoshop.

For the record though, they’re not Haters, not really anyways, Haters would imply they don’t have good reason to stop what I was doing and make me a better person and Timon RolePlayer.

I have no idea of the intentions of the ones who actually went out to report me to the Tumblr Staff when I still had my Timon blog, I don’t want to assume their intentions. They probably just said “This guy is supporting rape and pedophilia on his blog, do something about it” and Tumblr’s Staff did eventually.

To be honest. I don’t know how the Report feature works. I’ve never used it.

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Y’know one part of my own previous post is really sticking with me.

I really have spent my whole life searching for that perfect spot in Fandom where we live in a perfect utopia where nobody complains about anything and we can just ship whatever we want no matter how taboo it would be with real life applications applied to the romantic shipping of two fictional characters, everybody draws whatever they want, there are no ship wars or flame wars and everybody sings kumbaya.

It really is a Pipe Dream. That utopia doesn't exist.

Not at all to put anybody at fault, but you guys have proven that to me.

But that isn’t a bad thing.

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*Important*

You guys deserve an apology.

I couldn't help having kneejerk reactions to being called a pedophile/a pedophile supporter straight to my face, it hurt emotionally every time, and every time the same amount of pain from any human mouth on Tumblr that dared to utter those words to my face or behind my back.

But, I’m not gonna play the victim, it’s not undeserved, it’s just a weight I have to carry now until I can have my redemption, then I won’t have to carry it anymore.

To anyone with good reason to dislike me and to CSA survivors.

I am sorry.

I’ve said a lot of things I’m trying desperately to take back by means of unliving them and claiming that they never happened or that the true victims at my hands were being overly sensitive in the situation. Thinking about the things I said hurts too much so I just call the people on Tumblr who were hurt by what I said to them “Overly sensitive”. It has become my favorite phrase since I can’t just erase my past and the numerous things I said on Tumblr from existence.

Look where running from my past has gotten me? My blog that has been collecting Followers and Fans for 5 years is gone, call it silly if you must but that blog was like my child, and I doubt I’ll ever be able to gather up that sheer amount of Followers again, I won’t brag about how many Followers I had, since I don’t want to brag or defeat the main point of this post. But it was a large number.

So where does that leave me? Confused, knowing full well where I went wrong but knowing that apologizing to the people I hurt won’t bring my blog back and reactivate it. Only Tumblr’s Staff have that power.

Thinking maybe if I can prove I didn’t do anything wrong and this is all a misunderstanding that people are attacking me for supporting pedophilia on my blog, then Tumblr will revive my meerkat from the dead and I’ll be able to RP again with all my friends.

But I can’t disprove it, cause it happened, no matter how hard I try I can’t wipe that stain from my past on Tumblr.

So to go back to the point and cease talking about my personal pity party. I just have to say sorry to everyone I hurt, I doubt a lot of the people I hurt on Tumblr within these 5 months will see this post as a number of them have Blocked me, so I can just hope and pray they see this.

I can hope and pray Tumblr’s staff sees this too, so that I don’t lose 4 years of completely innocent Timon RP content for 5 months of pedophilia supporting content. It seems a little unfair, I existed on Tumblr and was RPing Timon from the Lion King for a number of years before I broke Tumblr’s rules for a total of 5 months, but again, I feel like I’m just rambling about me again.

Perhaps I’ll make a more focused apology post later. This one is straight from the heart, personally when I see things like the BillDip ship in the Gravity Falls Fandom, Bowsette porn in the Mario Fandom, or people shipping Rick and Morty romantically together, I try not to bat an eye at it, since in my opinion artists are just having fun and we shouldn't be an authority or their lives and what they can post online, I try to make everyone think like me since I imagine a utopia where we all think like that and everybody gets to draw and do what they want in Fandoms and nobody complains about anything, everybody romantically ships what they want no matter how taboo it would be with real life applications attached to the ship of 2 fictional characters and everybody sings kumbaya. Perhaps this is a pipe dream of mine.

Ship monitoring is alive and well in most Fandoms, monitoring what we romantically ship in each Fandom we’re in and why we ship it. I can’t just rip that out of the human race and I don’t really have too. Since monitoring what we Ship isn’t a crime and is in fact a way to avoid crimes since depicting the wrong kind of romantic ship and putting it in the airwaves of the world wide internet can net you in a legal grey-area.

If you have half a brain you don’t want to see a child character with an adult character in any video game or movie Fandom. It’s gross, it’s wrong, it normalizes things kids and adults for that matter shouldn't be seeing, and yeah, I’m just sorry for doing it for so long.

I know this apology has been very rambley. I’ll most likely make a more focused apology later, but at least this one came straight from the heart.

Thank you for your time honestly.