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drops my prsk oc and runs

but drops off some info

name: yuki tanabe

birthday: 12/23

school: miyamisuzaka or however you spell it

unit: requiem of a constellation

sexuality and pronouns: pansexual, she/they

runs away for real this time

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UWAAAA TODAY IS THE DAY….

IVE HAD TUMBLR FOR A YEAR🎉🎉🎉

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i just love how some of my friends pretend i don’t exist whatsoever, i’m sick of kissing everyone’s asses and clinging onto them because i can’t make any friends for the sake of me. they leave me out of everything and i’m sick of making myself always seem like the one who doesn’t care and is the airhead of the so called group. or should i say what remains of it

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art dump since i’ve reached 30 followers though even more than half of them are sex bots!

variations

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i’m sorry but TW: vent, a really really bad one.

my friends. well, “friends”. they always tend to leave me out of everything. i brushed this off and thought that it was normal but then i realized it wasn’t. my best friend, the one i view as a sister, turns out she’s talking behind my back to my other friend saying shit like “it’s always so hard to get her to talk to people” i have social issues, not everyone is an extrovert and extremely happy. i wish i could be like that but i just can’t and i never will. there’s never a day where i’m not left out or replaced, it’s like she just forgot about me completely and stopped caring or wanting anything to do with me. i can’t make new friends because i have a hard time talking to new people and i can’t make new friends because i don’t even know what to say half the time. if i were to be extroverted, then i would be labeled as loud and weird. people don’t even know WHO I AM even being into the second semester of school. i’m about to go to high school and i don’t even know what to do anymore. because then it’ll be guaranteed that they’ll run away from me and i’ll be known as antisocial and as a loner. i hate this and i hate myself for who i am. the only people keeping me here are my online best friends, hell, i view them as a relative of mine more than my own best friend. that says something. and my family. i love them so much from the bottom of my heart and i don’t know what my life will be like if they’re gone. i know that’s just the way of life but i don’t like the way of life. i feel like this world would be better off without me in it. i feel like i’m just a side character and more of the background. people say it’s so hard to talk to me but if only they could just stay with me for a while and i’ll get warmed up so fast.

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oc redesign cuz why not😋😋 she’s so pretty i love her so much but this is one of her formal outfits 🌸🌸

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i seriously love this😭😭

Rats❤️

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2022 bingo! happy new year, goodbye: 2022, hello: 2023~!! make us proud, 2023!

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mizuki akiyama aesthetic!

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WHAT THE FUCKKKK??? OH MY GOD????

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im finally 14!! happy birthday to me!

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oh. my. god. and that’s not all just LOOK AT PROSEKAI.

there’s NO WAY that’s THE shizuku hinomori. SHE LOOKS FUCKING GODLY MAN

MAFUYU?? OH MY GOD??

nghhh kaito~~~….! /hj

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putting bandori birthday 2022 cards and then putting the one that fits my personality and edited as myself on my birthday!

15 more days till my birthday!: chu2!

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let’s get back to the recolors! my first one is rantaro amami from drv3!

left is the recolored, right is the original!

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when and why do i have luck now.

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i love my school

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my brother is such a fucking prick it’s not even funny anymore

anyways take this art in progress