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does anyone have like a default obsession

like your mind switches through these current obsessions and once the hype kind of dies down, there’s always this one fandom that it switches back to when there’s nothing else new and it’s like always there without fail

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I am against all misinformation except the conspiracy theory that Queen Elizabeth II is already dead and they're covering it up because it's extremely funny

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Does anyone else consider the Lord of the Rings trilogy holiday movies???

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Okay so i have no-one who to vent about this but i just need to get this off my chest so might as well talk about it here to everyone and no one simultaneously

So like five years ago I stumbled across this fanfic and I hadn’t read any fanfiction in years but something about it drove me to take a look

And oh boy was it a rollercoaster

Seriously the fic was so well written I was absolutely bewitched and stayed up until 4AM reading 17 (long fucking ass 27k word) chapters only to find out that the fic wasn’t finished yet. I remember I was so invested in it and the characters and emotions in it that it physically hurt that I couldn’t keep reading further and I remember crying about it as well.

And I was truly devastated back then, frequently checking if it was updated but it never was. And I forgot about it. Until now, five years later I was listening to a song and I randomly remembered the fic. Immediately rushed to check if there had been any updates and the fic had been finished! I couldn’t believe my eyes and straight away began the re-reading process. It was a fucking trip to say the least.

I don’t understand what it is about this story that got me so enthralled? Like re-reading the first 17 chapters I could physically remember how I felt reading them for the first time five years ago and my depressed ass can’t even remember what happened yesterday. The story makes me feel so incredibly deeply, I’m so invested in the characters and it is so so well written.

And I finally got to read the ending. And now I’m empty and feel like my heart can’t handle the pain of it ending?? And I’ve been crying because it is finally over but it is the best thing ever and I don’t understand why I’m so emotionally connected to it? Having read thousands of works (books and fics and the like) in my life why this piece is ripping my soul apart?? I can’t fucking believe it’s over but I’m also happy it’s finally finished and I’m just so all over the place

And like I know it’s a fanfic but I couldn’t care less about the people referenced in it because the author has written such good characters I wish I could have it as a book with completely fictional people and read it again and again and again.

So umm yeah fuck this feels great to get off my chest. I originally wanted to write a long thank you note to the author of the fic but I can’t find any of their social medias ;-; so I’m just throwing up all my emotions here because I have no people to share these things to in real life and I feel like tumblr is sheltered enough?

Idk but it feels right to vent here so sorry for being annoying and also if someone made it this far, thanks lol and have you ever had your heart ripped out of your chest by a story?

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finnish language be like hän (derogatory)

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Me 2 myself, upon discovering some new media to consume: i will like this a normal amount :) it will be casual this time :) just some light entertainment :)

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someone asked for more voice comparison. this time it’s the 90s english vs finnish. i translated the parts that were different. it’s so wild to me how the english snufkin is so jolly and upbeat, while the finnish one is just so ominous and unimpressed. 

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i just took this test as a joke to see if i can survive during an apocalypse and got this result

but the funniest part is

POISON IVY?

here’s the link if anyone wants to try it

share your results too please. im interested!

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I think that Finland’s equivalent to America’s “is that fireworks or gunfire” is (especially during the summer) “is that a bonfire or is someone’s sauna on fire”

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Jos olisi Captain American henkeen Kapteeni Suomi, miltä se näyttäisi?

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when your anxiety is constant but you do a really good job of pretending it’s not there

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i bet people dont understand that im joking 800% of the time

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people who live in snowy places are SO bitchy about it like miss nature makes herself gorgeous for you and you’re like wah its cold? wah its dark? wah its so inconvenient? fuck OFF you live inside a beautiful liddle scene from a fairy tale. look me in the eye and tell me you’d rather just have mud you pussy