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Return of the Red

Alright! Welcome back red-heads. Premature to create my fan name? Probably. But I like to be prepared.

If you're sticking with me or want to dip a toe. Here's what you can expect:

food pics, cat pics, cool (to me) pics.

I'm venting. I'm celebrating.

Let's get started.

LOML:

[peachasaurusrex]

New Year, Same Hair.

Here I am, somehow. I am finally setting up my dusty Lenovo I bought for gaming years ago (Spoiler alert: don't buy a Lenovo Yoga for gaming unless you only want to play "Don't Starve Together" and nothing else) and decided to import my unknown bookmarks. And what do we have here?

The blog I started, you guessed it, years ago - sensing a theme? Is it a blog if it's one post. Well two now. So, definitely a blog. Cool. Spoiler Alert: ADHD

I started it then to capture hearts and follows, duh. But why am I here now?

My therapist thinks I should journal.. and I guess I'm trying to better myself or whatever, NBD, so Tumblr it is.

I'm still a human so if you like what you see, stay and hang around with ya's.

-R

[peachasaurusrex]

Ordinary Red

I sit here, enthralled in the lives of the misguided. Feeling like they had no choice but to do what they did, and those, that just wanted to do it. Is it strange to see parts of me in these people? Thinking to myself what makes them different? Other than death row with a crime under their belt, I find myself thinking about all the decisions I've made that have gotten me to this place.

Now if I've mildly caught your attention you might be thinking

What is this girl talking about..what has she done? Are we getting a confession?

Sorry for getting your hopes up readers, I'm just an ordinary girl feeling like every decision she's made is the wrong one.

SO whoa wait, rewind. Death row? Tune me in chick. — I know, it's a weird parallel but my guilty pleasure is homicide. The Death of Versace, The Menendez Brothers, Law and Order, I'm a Killer. If you make a docuseries I will watch it. Anyway as I watch, I hear stories of decisions influenced from someone's past and also stories from the other side of the spectrum who are utterly self absorbed. And there my friends is the parallel — I am both sides of the spectrum. A perfectly misguided girl trying to swim in a thrashing sea of selfishness and despair, never asking for a vest. 

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Queue music and insert every melodramatic girl you've met or watched on your guilty reality TV. I don't blame you, that's my perspective — This girl who continues to make foolish choices and ::spoiler alert:: they never go right. And when they don't I'm shook. I like to play that it's not that serious but it's my life.

So if you're still with me, and I hope you are, I want to share my life with you in an attempt to help this misguided girl find her way to become a semi an extraordinary guided woman.

Stay tuned.

— Red