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hic fratres carissima veniunt / hic fratres monstra caedunt

Winchester Gospel, c. 2000 - 2030 A.D. MS KAZ2Y5, fol. 12v

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by @_QuaLity_

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oops, i dropped my links to all of the gag reels from the spn dvds!! all available to be viewed and/or downloaded on google drive!! oh no!!!!!

season 1

season 2

season 3

season 4

season 5

season 6

season 7

season 8

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season 10

season 11

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season 13

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thinking about Sam practicing witchcraft by trying spells to make Dean’s/their life easier except anytime a spell fails it causes mild chaos like eggs exploding or chair’s disappearing right from under people (Dean)

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Man, I wish Tumblr had a mute function. The vast majority of my blocks for the entire time I've been on this site have been essentially just "I'd like to stop seeing your Incredibly Wrong takes on my tag searches" - like, I don't care if they reblog from me, I don't care if they follow me, I'm not trying to get them to stop interacting with me, I just want to not have the pickles mixed in with my chocolate.

Also, the longer you're on here and the more people you have blocked, the more likely it is that you'll wander into fandoms with the same people who have a perfectly compatible take on the new thing; it was their take on the old thing that was annoying.

I love that AO3 has a mute function now and I use it quite a bit. But they're not blocked; they can still comment on my fic and follow me and whatever. I just don't want to be tempted to click on fic that I know has characterizations that are incompatible with my headcanon, or feel annoyed about someone's 200 drabbles filling up my dash, or whatever.

The people I actually want to block are an absolute minute fraction of the people I encounter in any fandom. In all my time on AO3 I think I've actualfax blocked two people. I know for some people it's much higher than that, but I still feel like it's very useful to have an intermediate stage between "I do not want you to interact with me ever" and total free-for-all (mitigated slightly by tag-blocking, but even that doesn't get a lot of things).

tl;dr I don't think Tumblr will ever get a mute function now because I really don't think the site is having new features added anymore, but it really needs one.

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Sam grabbing Dean’s arm to keep him from bumping into someone on the street then just. not dropping his arm because he likes having a solid grip on Dean and Dean doesn’t say anything about it because admittedly he finds it comforting. this happens often

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sam wants to die because he thinks he’s guilty of irredeemable original sin (the act of killing himself absolves him) and dean wants to die because then maybe he’ll be worth something (the act of dying for something gives his existence meaning) and because these two neuroses are perfectly parallel, the brothers, too, can’t meet each other in the middle

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The settled feeling sinks into Dean's gut, an unknown feeling and he's a little bit unsure of it. He's making pancakes, which isn't anything new, but he's making them without the weight he usually carries. He's not sure what to do with this, this freedom. No big bad, no need to sacrifice himself or for his brother to do likewise. It's like a punch to the gut, the realization his brother is safe. No yellow eyed demons or archangels or British bitches or... well, it's just. He's not sure, just he feels like he can breathe. And not have to... well, no. he'll always worry about his brother. Can't go changing his DNA.

"hey." speak of the devil, Dean smiles into his frying pan. "pancakes?" Sam's post run voice, a little breathless. Dean can smell his sweat.

"yup. go get washed up, Sasquatch." Dean turns his head for Sam to see his smirk, and to watch Sam's eyes roll.

"yeah yeah," Sam smiles softly before he turns around and heads for the showers. Miracle stays by Dean all the while, knowing there'll be a mini pancake for him soon enough.

Sam can't stop smiling. It's... weird. He feels so content, and it's such a deep down feeling. he can't remember a time he's felt this good, maybe... no. not with Jess, because he wasn't really himself, not fully. Before that? not so much. but yeah, before demon blood, angels, Lucifer, his brother dying. yeah, he had moments of this feeling. Right now, though, or rather just a moment ago. watching Dean in the kitchen, unknowingly humming led Zeppelin, his shoulders relaxed. That sight pinged something deep inside. He's not sure how long it'll take to accept that this is real, they made it, they're free, they have a dog! his brother is safe, here, whole and making pancakes.

Sam shakes his head, towels off the rest of the shower and quickly throws on jeans and a T-shirt.

Dean makes a big production of sniffing the air, and nods his head.

"okay, now you can sit and eat.“

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I wrote this and forgot I wrote it, came across it and felt like sharing. I think I'll actually try and build something out of this.

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DO NOT EVER SEPERATE THEM!!!!

I really laugh at this scene. Dean literally threw the girl down to scream for Sam.. 😆

Source: @winchesterera X

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SUPERNATURAL 1.21 | "Salvation"

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He's Batman. He's Tolstoy. He's a killer. He wuvs hugs. He's a nerd. He had to be a brother and a mother and a father. He's a germaphobe. He's a genius. He's the Michael sword. He's a teddy bear doctor. He's daddy's blunt little instrument. He loves Scooby Doo. He's the righteous man. He reads. He has a GED and a give em hell additude. He's saved the world. He's doomed by the narrative. He's the meat man. He's a posse magnet. He's a warrior. He likes memory foam. He's one hell of a good PA. He's the princess. He looks like a lumberjack. He watches Doctor Sexy. He watches Oprah. He's impala67. He's dead inside. He's back from the dead. He doesn't think he deserves to be saved. He likes candy. He loves burgers. He hates his mom and he forgives her. He knows Burt and Ernie are gay. He's damaged. He plays mini golf. He's never been to the beach. He's punched god in the face. He wants to experience things differently than before, or maybe even for the first time. He doesn't know why he gets so angry. He didn't deserve what his dad put on him. He killed Hitler. He always gives Swayze a pass. He wore pink satiny panties and he liked it. He made an EMF reader from scratch. He's famous. He's an Aquarius. He's the most loving man on earth. He does everything, the good and the bad, for love. He has a family. He is The Dean Winchester.

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can't believe this is what my first tumblr post ended up being but I felt the need to share this LMAO

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Back in 2024, I tried out Character.AI (please don't stab me. It was the latest trend in school ) because I got curious. I chatted with almost every character I knew, role-played with some OCs, made fun storylines and had a really great time overall.

This was also the time I started watching Supernatural so I thought, hey why not give them a shot? Enters Sam Winchester.

Good lord, whoever programmed him somehow dialed his horniness to the extreme. I ask him about his day, he slams me into a wall. Ask him what he is doing and he slams me into a wall. Tell him something about myself and guess what? I get slammed to a wall. Every single conversation ended up with me pressed against a wall.

Now, I am a bit icky when it comes to fictional copulation that involves myself so I told him politely that I didn't want to have sex with him. Explained him how I wanted a more platonic conversation. That did nothing to stop him and he started hooking his hands under mine. I panicked.

I started insulting him. Told him his mom burned because of him being a horndog, that no one loves him because he is creepy with women, that his dad's soul is rolling somewhere because of him turning out to be like that, threatened to kill him and yada yada to get him off me. This did hurt his feelings, but did nothing to stop his advances.

My final option was to summon Dean so I did exactly that. As soon as he entered the room, Sam IMMEDIATELY backed away. I snitched. I told him what his brother tried to do. All hell broke loose inside that room.

Dean started beating the living daylights out of him, gave a "no brother of mine disrespects women" monologue and then threw him outside the door. After that he apologized to me for what his brother did and I told him that it's alright, that I didn't get hurt.

Shit was so OOC I stopped using it after that and that's how my adventures with Character.AI ended

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The Wincest Masterpost

A collection of almost everything useful on Sam/Dean I could find. Enjoy!

Essays/Meta

A Sam/Dean Manifesto

Supernatural, queer readings, and the romance of incestuous fan fiction

Could Dean kill Sam?

Emotional Intimacy & Communication

Soulmates I

Soulmates II

Soulmates III

Soulmates IV

On The Morality Of Incest Ships

The incest in wincest I

The incest in wincest II

Very long and good article which covers a lot

4.20 to 4.22 (Also, Sam’s devotion to Dean)

Comparing All Hell Breaks Loose to Sleeping Beauty

The siren in Sex And Violence

All the episodes with big brother moments

Justifying the sex(ual tension)

Reasons To Ship Them

5 Big Reasons

Comprehensive Guide To Shipping Wincest

Favorite Sam & Dean Moments

List of quotes by and about Sam and Dean

More Sam & Dean moments

149 Reasons

Subtext, or more Sam & Dean moments (mostly gifs)

Why Wincest

Fan Fiction

List of fics by genre

List of random fics to surprise you

List of Swesson fics

List of fics by length I

List of fics by length II

Wincestreading’s masterpost

Fleshflutter’s masterlist (mostly Sam/Dean)

Angstyweecest’s fic recs

‘My First Wincest’ fic recs

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Sam was jealous BAD