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WHAT MAKES BEING A ‘CHRISTIAN’ CORNY?

So this it, after months of not posting, I decided to snap some of it.

It was 2014 when my mom invited me (lol srsly it wasn’t an invite, i was forced) to a Christian church. 

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omg hahahhahahhahahhaha

omg my mom just came into my room and told me that I’m spending too much time on the internet so she told me “I’m sorry I have to do this but its for your own good…” and then she proceeded to delete the internet explorer icon from my desktop I’m laughing so hard I’m gonna pee myself omfg 

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failing the test be like...

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does not mean i like means u'll like me back like duh i like the way it would be but i don't want u to give me ur sympathy by saying u like me back and bruh it's just like, not love

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why is it so hard to convince myself that i need to study

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WHAT DOES THE WORLD GOT?

There’s this day you’d wake up covered with sadness—and youdon’t know the details why, there’s this morning you couldn’t resist the coldness—and you’ll pour some hot coffee into your cup with your hands shaking, there’s this time when all things gone tormented—and you don’t know how to use the emergency kit.

And I start to wonder;

Does a broken thing have its own solution?

Does silence has its own voice?

Does pain has its own pleasure?

Does the world know the pain?

  I don’t know.

Yes. Either the solution is written through surreal or through death or I guess whether you’ll take the risk just to fix those pieces

Yes, maybe every one of us has their own voice inside our minds but I guess some people wouldn’t notice how silence is so loud that makes it so deafening

Maybe yes, some people are just too in love with pain. They get so numb and the only thing that matters to them that pain brought love, and love brought the pain

I guess no, well for me; the world wouldn’t know. The world wouldn’t know that there are people who cut their wrists, that there are people who weep before they sleep, that there are people who take drugs to feel high, that there are people who falls in love with pain, that there are people who feel so broke and couldn’t even find a single solution to brought their selves back to pieces, that there are people who couldn’t find the perfect taste of their coffee, that there are people who wake up sad, that there are people who feel so torn and tormented.  Because the world is just a place for us to let the pain come inside, the world is where we lay at night thinking how to become surreal and just escape from reality, the world is one of those sleeping planets inside the universe and it’s the people who make it alive and dead.

But wait—there are answers; there are answers to every question. The world is not what we learned in science, the world is not the seventy-percent of water and thirty-percent of land—no, that’s not. The world is what we have inside, the world is what we think, the world is the soul behind our body, the world is not sleeping—it does not sleep, the world let our body sleep but it never gets tired of breathing, the world is not the image we see from maps; we are the world, just in human form.

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lol what the fuck

My cousin finally visited me from Japan! He’s in the marines, and we haven’t seen each other in 2 yearssss. It sucks how he’s staying for like a week, but whatever! At least he served our country and survived. It’s been a while, and he still gives me kisses, calls me/treats me as his “baby cousin”, and gives me the tightest hugs ever… ugh. :( 

I’m cherishing our gif moment, LOL<3 

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shirtless jongin in die jungs

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I would like you to meet my loving boyfriend, Paul Varilla. I love you baby. HAHAHAHA. Push pa moree. Haha. Pogi kainis. Hahaha :"""") #tbt

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Akala mo naman talaga masipag mag-drawing.

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Chemistry madness.

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All About That Bass by Meghan Trainor