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Honestly another big reason I'm not out on my main blog is because of how people will refuse to support artists through commissions if they identify a certain way they deem "bad"

"Support all queer artists!" Until they're radqueer

"Support all disabled artists!" Until they use transids

"Support all artists in an unhealthy and/or abusive home environment!" Until they enjoy darkships

"Support all mentally ill artists!" Until they're a paraphile

Support all artists, especially if they are part of minority groups. Support oppressed groups of artists forever because you never know their situation (But you can get a pretty good idea based off of the groups they're in). Living is hard for all of us. If you want to help minority artists then please do it

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dalmatian

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it’s a good thing we don’t encounter tasque manager until after noelle “world’s biggest lesbian” holiday leaves the party because i don’t think she could be normal about it

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alright, ive rambled about it quite a few times before but ill just do the key details i havent talked about really, since that might actually help me work through it (somewhat. wont really solve it but itd help for tonight) :]

i had FAMILY on there, like.. actual family i felt familial connection to, not just "oh ur blood related". it was technically a roleplay thing but.. idk. it felt like more than that. i still cry for my mama from back then. they all kind of left, one by one, after the pandemic cooled down. i felt so alone.

it was super customizable, like one of the main aspects of the game was u could make avatars super duper easily? which obviously made it easy to roleplay, yes, but also it brought together SOO many different people back in its heyday. i miss that loud variety? also used to you could play different songs ingame, so theres sharing music too, and also houses you can customize (SO many fnaf pizzarias lmao. i swear one of my friends back then had like... 4? 5? different FULLY COMPLETE ones. ppl were so awesome sauceome using it)

they kept changing the maps, but the one i loved fully had this little grocery store. it also had some other little stores and such, scattered about. a cinema (unfinished forever lol. i think it did get finished eventually but they scrapped the map it was finished on). even the stupid fruit neighborhood was better than the current map, the current map is the games first map.. but worse? like the main things are tiny, theres no side buildings except for a few things nearish to spawn? and its like.. sad. not really a city anymore like it used to be? LIKE MY FAV MAP HAD THIS WHOOOLE TALL TREE FOREST & LAKE while this one has. a few short trees and a puny "mountain".

also met my now ex on it iirc (may have met on a different game but the meeting i truely remember was us just.. messing around as little snake creatures ingame lol. he ended up biting my mama on the ass and snakeifying him... which might technically mean we were blood related indirectly?? but like even if so, i can have a lil rp incest, as a treat). i clinged to that pathetic (at the time. may not be pathetic now!) man for as long as i could xp. we split up and then got back together a few times, it was kind of a mess. we had rp kids together, lost most of them (woops.) but anywho he was kind of the last friend i had from the game for a long time. (well besides one i met back up LATER with that turned out to be a transphobic bigot..? idk it was funny as hell) but he ended up being attracted to another guy and my rp brother like rp married me & him very soon before but i think we are canonically divorced now (thats my headcanon) bc he broke up with me for that other guy. (i was MAD abt it, but respectful. but also what da hell man!! rude!! like i could have atleast formally met the guy first b4 he took u >:P (our relationship was kind of open, so it wasnt rlly cheating, but it DID suck a little for me. not morally bad though imo))

wow ok thats long. but yeah! so uuuuhm. what im looking for in a new one? probably the ppl. lots of different ppl. and customization (so i can be myself). yah. :3 :3 :3

That sounds like the most amazing shit I have ever heard of

(side note, sorry I didn't post this for awhile, yes I saw it, no I wasn't ignoring it, I just didn't know what to say or if I was post to post it-)

Rp games are one of the best things in the world and I adore them all

An angel loses its wings when those get lost, taken down, or just stop being playable in general

I'm sorry for what you lost, I hope you find something similar or close, I know it's hard to do quite as well

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paraphilias are not inherently disordered and paraphilas are not inherently dangerous. non offending paraphiles aren't an exception, because paraphiles are not inherently dangerous for feeling attraction. Not every person who feels angry will act on it, and not every person who feels attraction will act on it.

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"if you are transethnicity, you are not that ethnicity!"

please tell me how i, a person who spent my whole life in this ethnic group, a person who spreads the word about the discrimination we face, a person who identified with that group since childhood, a person who knows culture, history and the language of this group... DOESN'T belong to that ethnicity! WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME THAT, WHEN MY WHOLE LIFE I WAS ACCEPTED INTO THIS GROUP. THE FACT TGAT I DON'T SHARE BLOOD WITH THEM MEANS NOTHING BC ETHNICITY ISN'T IN YOUR DNA IT'S A SOCIAL CONSTRUCT AND YOU CAN BE ANY ETHNICITY YOU WANT. It's racist to assume that someone who is tracial/transethnicity doesn't know shit about their ethnicity and/or isn't already accepted by that ethnic group.

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Honestly another big reason I'm not out on my main blog is because of how people will refuse to support artists through commissions if they identify a certain way they deem "bad"

"Support all queer artists!" Until they're radqueer

"Support all disabled artists!" Until they use transids

"Support all artists in an unhealthy and/or abusive home environment!" Until they enjoy darkships

"Support all mentally ill artists!" Until they're a paraphile

Support all artists, especially if they are part of minority groups. Support oppressed groups of artists forever because you never know their situation (But you can get a pretty good idea based off of the groups they're in). Living is hard for all of us. If you want to help minority artists then please do it

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Goddammit now I wanna know the split on this

REBLOG FOR WIDER SAMPLE POOL PLS

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TRANSAGE ARE THEIR AGE IDC ABOUT "CHRONO AGE" I'LL TREAT THEM AS THE AGE THEY SAY THEY ARE

Treat TransAdults like adults

Treat TransMinors like Minors

And so on

It's called RESPECT.

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"i want exclusively anti c spaces" "i want exclusively pro cc spaces" I WANT INCLUSIVE POSITIVITY !!!!! I WANT TO TALK TO EVERYONE WITHOUT SOME FUCKNG BICKERING AND "PROVE I'M RIGHT ABOUT MY STANCE" SHIT SHUT THE FUCK UUUUUP JUST GET ALONG WITH EACH OTHER PLEASE

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Istfg if blocking that person solved my issue with that one anon in my inbox I'm gonna fucking laugh

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" mixed people don't exist " ??? i had to scroll back down to that just to make sure i read that right. antis cannot be serious.

i mean, i guess we don't exist either by that logic? what even like... qualifies something as existent? too philosophical for this specific thing but seriously, i am pretty sure mixed race people do exist.

and even then, wait until they hear about like, xenorace. or people who identify as fictional nonhuman species (us, identifying as a nobody from the kingdom hearts universe.) i don't think something not necessarily existing in this plane/universe stopped anyone as identifying as anything.

also holy hearts i am on a very yappy streak wtf anyways yeah i just wanted to put my two cents

Antis HATE any and all complexities

It's why their arguments sound the exact same as (and are often also made by) terfs

There are STRAIGHT UP a huge portion of antis that ARE nazis, no I am not kidding

A "lovely" person I talked to a goodddd while ago

Antis find anything harmful, I've unironically seen someone say identifying as TransBritish is racist. If it makes you happy and it isn't normal enough for THEM it's bad

So xenorace people just make them fucking explode

Antis even went after transspecies for a little bit, not too long but still a strange enough amount of time so

Never put anything past them

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Everyday I'm forced to suffer through antis in my inbox who give the actual shittiest takes ever </3

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Maybe clock back with some introspection

MAYBE it'll work

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the 'xyz' thing you said is 'lie about your race' lmao how is it hard to believe people would think you're lying about your race. the thing you explicitly encourage and celebrate people doing. fork found in kitchen ass behavior.

There's that, but you explicitly think if I ever do that that I MUST be white

News flash! I am not !

You are correct in stating I am not bodily black, something I myself have stated, that isn't like ... Lying tho, that's actually very explicitly being honest (at least following your logic, totally ignoring people who identify as TransBlack and ARE CisBlack but identify for as trans for a long list of reasons you don't care about)

There's still an underlying thing in your head, regardless of who you are, which is racist

Everyone has that, and it's our job to work through that, an example of such would be seeing the fact that someone says something about race and since you don't think it's right, thinking that that post tells you they are white

Anyone of any race can make that post, and people of all races both have posted stuff like that before MULTIPLE TIMES, and have reblogged that very post in agreement!

And you know what? I WOULD like people to be more honest about being TransRace! I wish people could just put that down more on their accounts and be honest about who they are! But as it turns out, not everyone wants to have people getting the wrong race and getting really confused or getting called the actual bio race and getting extremely uncomfortable!

And as it even MORE turns out, when people like I say I'm TransRace, that IMMEDIATE comes up with people doing the exact thing I just said would happen? Crazy isn't it?

Also people like you say shit like this (I WISH I saved who that ask was sent to)

Trans people of all kinds have done this shit before, it isn't any newer now that someone else does it

Fork found in kitchen ^^

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trying to make up an oc so i can test out new games customizability so i can preform my every-so-often migration to a new home, but dude. picrew ads make me insane. "Unlock more content" im not watching a 30 second ad EVERYTIME i want to use a picrew (even if ur already on it btw! like if you complete one and go back? nope! another advertisment!) what the hellll i just wanted to make a little werewolf twink why must you do this to me picrew

It's really a shame too! Picrew didn't WANT to do that! But it was one of the only ways they could keep it up (as far as their message said when it started happening)

They need to keep the site up, and it takes money to do that sometimes, especially with how much space it uses so people can be silly on there

And well, dono piles can only be so reliable, Ao3 would probably do it too if they didn't know FOR A FACT they could get the funding every single time