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Guys, can we agree that Empathy Daemons have probably the worst deal out of all the demon types?

Like they were created intentionally to be childlike and have to depend on someone caring for them to survive only for that caretaker to leave and now they're forced to be caretakers themselves or else they literally die.

Like, they're these beings that definitely struggle with emotional regulation because they're basically kids themselves and yet they feel others' emotions so strongly. And then they're in charge of helping a bunch of humans that are #GoingThroughIt and have to somehow keep it together themselves??

Like. Bro. E'Laetum sucks hardcore for making a species like this. "Paragon of empathy" my ass. Bro had one job and failed at it

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So I'm scrolling Pinterest for drawing references-

and I stumble across this little thing-

and I immediately have a knee-jerk reaction so I go to check the comments-

So glad to see fans out in the wild, even if I'm not in the fandom yet-

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i’ve seen a lot of posts lately that have been, not bashing Erik, but being a bit frustrated (idk if that’s the right word but it’s what we’re going with) with him, for the amount of fluff stuff we’ve been getting lately, so i’ve come to offer my two cents:

it’s been incredibly stressful to just exist lately, given basically everything going on in the world. anxiety for a lot of people is at an all time high, things are so uncertain and mental health for a lot of people, is not great right now. Hell, Erik has gone as far as to make a comfort audio for this exact reason (the one Camelopardalis audio)

as a writer and character creator myself, i find it can be emotionally taxing to create lore heavy, angst heavy stuff when i myself am already not in a good headspace, and to them have to put myself in the characters headspace who also i’m not having a good time or in a good space, it gets to be a lot.

so, instead i just create fluff scenes in my head. I create a world where everything is great for my characters, where they can be happy and live with their partners without any threat to their rights, their safety, and all the other stupid shit a lot of people are currently having to worry about due to the things going on in everyday life.

it wouldn’t surprise me if Erik is doing this same thing. He’s a queer man, one in the US, having the deal with all this awful, negative crap going on, and i don’t blame him if he’s making fluffy, feel good content right now as a pick me up for himself because, let’s be honest, we all need a pick me up and a distraction from all the crap going on.

this isn’t me coming to say that those people that are frustrated aren’t valid in their feelings, i totally get it!!! i love lore and angst and plot driven things. i just think we should consider how the wonderful Mr Redacted might be doing, and at the end of the day, his audios are a passion project of his, and i would guess, an escape for him, my characters are for me, and i appreciate greatly that he shares that with all of us. his characters and audios have been such a comfort to me and countless others.

i can’t express how thankful i am that i found redacted, i think he is crazy talented and above everything else, his audios give me something to look forward to every saturday. waiting for that new audio genuinely gets me through the week. it’s a little mind boggling to me that he gets an audio out basically every week, the amount of work and dedication that would take.

i’m rambling at this point but hopefully this gets my point across haha.

sorry if none of this made sense XD

thanks for reading if you somehow managed to get to the bottom

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i love pathetic men so bad. guy pizza guy and lasko moore you do things to me that tumblr cannot know of

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Blake EA Spoilers

Bestie rn:

Also that bit with ...D'Deridhan? Blake? Both??? Calling Bestie "pet" got the most visceral reaction of horrified disgust outta me. Dear god, never call them that again.

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It’s me again with another reminder than SAM CANONICALLY HAS A HAPPY TRAIL

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Especially when they're the pizza guy amiright? 🔥🔥🔥

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This is the most Gavin image ever jfc (and early Vince)

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Rising from the dead because the babygirls are back

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Relistening to Fooliverse Gavin and remembering how much I wanna pounce on this man

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I'm curious if the very first video in PM was also part of the whole labyrinth as well. Did the Asset just have moments of dreaming they were James and Anton's partners?

I wanna know so badly what is and isn't canon with James & Anton now. Is James married or still just dating? Is Anton's Earth Elemental partner real, or is there someone else? Is there even anyone at all?

Will we even see more of these characters?

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Daisuke is Guy. yall. see my vision.

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This is some shit Guy would do

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11/15 Early Access Spoilers

My Honest Reaction To That Ending:

Furthermore:

What 🧍‍♂️

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Huxley core

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can geordi just get moved to the the front of the rotation. pleaee. i need my wife

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I need an audio of Darlin pulling Sam in for a kiss by his belt and then all consequences of that action