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All you did was smile at me and i was yours forever.

B.D (hatin)

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M.A

Sobrang attached na ko sayo. We’ve only known each other for like less than 2 months but it seems like a very long time. Our love story was first an unrequited love because you were madly inlove with your ex, you rejected my love many times before but just before I stopped loving you you told me that you already has a feeling for me. I did not believe you and told my self that whatever game you’re playing I am willing to play it with you. Syempre hindi pa tayo ganto kaclose nung una, chat messages palang. Turn into text messages, sending of voice messages, pictures then phone calls until 1 in the morning. Di ko alam kung anong mangyayare kapag nawala ka. I know it sounds desperate and corny and impossible because we haven’t seen each other pa but I know that what’s between us will always be something that nobody, even us will understand. I love you more than I love fries that means I love you more than life bcos fries is life. Hahahaha lol corny. Okay by it will be a long journey for us please bear with my attitude and stay with me. 😭😘😍 (via azierchase)

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Awe first

“Distance is not a problem, just an inconvenient.”

All the way from Cagayan 😭😍 I’m the luckiest girl on earth for having you as my forever. 💕

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Mahal na mahal kita.

Mahal na mahal

Mahal na mahal ka nya. Pero sa bawat panahon na inaaway mo sya, sinisigawan, sinasaktan, minumura, pinapatayan ng telepono at pinapaiyak lumalayo ang loob nya sayo. Mahal na mahal ka nya. Kaya kahit anong gawin mo pilit nyang tinatanggap. Kahit anong pananakit mo pilit nyang kinakaya. Mahal na mahal ka nya. Kaya handa syang kalimutan ang lahat para sayo. Mahal na mahal ka nya. Kaya tinitiis nya ang hirap na binibigay mo. Mahal na mahal ka nya. Kaya inuuna ka nya kaysa iba. Mahal na mahal ka nya at hindi na nya kaya. Kaya’t patawarin mo sana kung napapagod na sya.

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The sky is dark and so is your soul

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Are we okay?

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Spoiled 😍😭💕

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I was so focused on making you happy that I forgot that I’m supposed to be happy too.

(via difficult)

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I knew I did from that first moment we met. It was… Not love at first sight exactly, but - familiarity. Like: oh, hello, it’s you. It’s going to be you.

Mhairi McFarlane - via 5000letters (via perfect)

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Minsan dumadating talaga sa point na walang wala na eh. Yung pakiramdam na parang kahit anong pilit mo hindi na talaga maaayos. Yung pareho naman kayong nageeffort maibalik yung dati pero parang sobrang hirap. Kung dati rati 24/7 kayong magkausap, magagalit kapag nalate lang ng ilang minuto yung reply, hindi makatiis na hindi magkausap. Ngayon eh swerte na kung magkausap ng maayos sa isang araw. Hindi na bigdeal kung ilang minuto o ilang oras na late ang reply. At parang wala na lang kahit hindi mag usap. Kung dati ikaw yung mundo niya. Ngayon isa ka nalang sa mga bwisit sa buhay niya. Kung dati panay long sweet message siya sayo, ngayon kelangan mo pa maghintay ng okasyon para makatanggap ng mga message na dati niyang sinesend. Kung dati walang gantihan kahit nasaktan na. Ngayon gagawin lahat para makaganti at masaktan ka din. Kung dati hindi hinahayaan lumipas ang araw ng magkaaway, ngayon wala na pake kahit matulog ng may sama ng loob sa isa't isa. Kung dati ikaw yung pinaka "the best na girlfriend" daw. Ngayon ikaw nalang yung walang wala na girlfriend. Kung dati hindi ka kayang pagsalitaan ng masasakit. Ngayon sinasabihan ka nalang ng tanga, bullshit, putangina. (HAHA SAKIT DI BA?) Kung dati pakiramdam mo kaya mong malampasan lahat ng problema at pagsubok sa relasyon niyo. Ngayon kelangan mo pang tanungin kung kakayanin pa ba to. Pareho tayong nag bago. Hindi ko alam kung paano. O kung bakit? O kung anong dahilan Kaya nag iba na tayo. Kahit paulit ulit itanggi At kahit hindi aminin Ramdam naman natin Na wala na yung dati. Wala na yung spark. Wala na yung ikaw at ako na kilala ko. Gusto kong ibalik. Gustuhin ko man ibalik pero mahirap. Mahirap kapag ako lang Mahirap dahil parang ako lang yung hunahabol Ako lang yung parang aso na habol ng habol kahit nilalayo mo na yung sarili mo Masakit dahil parang ako lang ang nakakapit Ako lang yung kumakapit dahil ikaw? Unti unti ng bumibitaw

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Maybe I loved too much and maybe I showed it too little

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Some days, I wonder if you miss me. Other days, I wonder why I’m still wondering.

(via traumuh)

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I wish you knew how bad it fucked me up.

submitted by anonymous  (via tenwordstory)

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It's fine, I guess.

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I believe that kindness is the universal language. When someone does something kind it is understood despite language barriers or cultural differences. We should really communicate with kindness more often.

Devin Patrick (via wnq-writers)