pheoblitz

[pheoblitz]

Have a sir. He is themed after a paintbrush. His pants, hair cuffs, and hair piece are based off the neat little pattern some paintbrushes have pressed into metal. The rest of the hair peice are a fabric made to look like ink or paint and bristles, like the end of a fan brush. Then the cuffs in his hair are made to look like the hair they hold look like the ends of brushes as well.

His blues are meant to invoke an only feeling. The Browns and beighes meant to feel like a slightly golden metal and brown of the handle of the brush. The outfit is based on a basic labour outfit, but with expensive blues.

If you are in the dnd game where I play Bokeh, do not look further:

He knows Bokeh. He is very close to Bokeh if you know what I mean.

Also, tree- Idk if the DM meant this as a joke or not but he might show up and when he does, he might also be a tree!

[pheoblitz]

Various stages and types of Bokeh with his hair down. Sorry for all the posting of him, I am just trying to lightly ease Into getting comfortable posting him.

I always get worried parts of his outfits will come off with meanings I wasn't aware of. But I won't ever know unless I post him and someone calls it out. Then I can actually fix it and improve, rather then just aimlessly and paranoidly trying to fix things I don't have any idea or direction with. Who knows, trying to make more fixes might be leading to more mistakes.

[pheoblitz]

Have a drawing of a dnd character in a pose from 'The fallen Angel' by Alexandre Cabanel. Though I changed how his hands were and added a blade to make it look like he was resisting using it.

Why is he shirtless? Well I've been working on some stuff recently and I wanted to show how his gills look while he is in a certain state, this is not how they normally are. Typically his gills are entierly internal. The issues he is having is making them alot more visible.

Dnd wise btw, he is an echo fighter! In this setting he has one of the earlier model of a more modern camera. So he will sit down and take photos. The DM didn't want it to be a glass camera though, so he has pretty much a Polaroid camera flavoured to look and act older like having to manually put in each paper.

His echos are flavoured as shadows made by the camera's flash or photos of him that come out of the paper. If he has no Camera though, they are simply his shadow. Though the darkness on this image is NOT those. That is something else.

Some details got a bit washed away by the stuff I added over it. So here is a flatter version. Been awhile since I did differing line art weights. Not super happy with it. I do need to start colouring my line art more though again.

[pheoblitz]

Anyone know the rules surrounding illustrated depictions of gore? Not hyper realistic.

Idk if it's banned or not mostly. I get how I'd kinda cover it up and tag it, I mean like the actual site rules

[pheoblitz]

A wooly Aphid

[pheoblitz]

Saw a frog while on vacation. Enjoy frog.

[pheoblitz]

Careful everyone! I got someone trying to Phish via email. I Didn't click anything and I reported it. Here is a reminder not to click on things in emails.

Here is an example. The email they sent it from was also spelt wrong and not from any remotely official email.

Things to do:

-DO NOT click anything in the email

-If you suspect it of spam, go to the site they are pretending to be via looking them up with google. Make sure you spell it right and poke through their contacts and help sections. Some will have ways to report possible phishing.

Things you can look for:

-Check who the sender is and if there are any spelling errors. If possible, also cross Referance it with what the official company website says. If they do not specify, you can always contact the company yourself directly and ask them about it.

-Check for spelling errors, errors in the fonts, and errors in sizing or spacing.

-Look for graphical errors or broken images

-Thinks like broken hyper links can also be a give away (Such as the <null> in the images above)

-Paypal also specifies they do not add attachments to their emails! So the fact this had one was very clear.

-Its not visible in this email, but many official sites will be HTTPS. If you hover over the link, it should give you a preview of the link without you having to click it (PC only). Many suspicious ones will be http. Make sure to go to the official website yourself manually if you suspect it may be real. DO NOT click any links.

-Throughly read the email. Look for common scams.

To lazy type more but you get the idea

[pheoblitz]

Bokeh and his boy

Realistically this image is impossible though. Bokeh never meets his man after he died and is revived. By then his man has already moved on, lived his life, and died naturally. So this is probably a dream of Bokeh's or him putting himself in the shoes of a memory of his.

[pheoblitz]

You know what, Have some Bokeh. No context Bokeh.

With bg. Idk if I like it tho-

[pheoblitz]

Oh no, I've done it. My backlog of art has been used up and I am still having a burn out. I can't hide it anymore ;-;

Ah- the only art I have is of the one I won't post here and lots of it. Maybe one day you will all see Bokeh, but not now.

I am resorting to paper art rn and that's helping. So I might have art soon for here again.

[pheoblitz]

Joke redraw of the one Archie comic panel. Oren didn't understand the joke and opted to wild shape into an actual dog.

[pheoblitz]

Piper, Kite, Cardinal, Briar, Pop [L->R]

Redesigns I did for my portfolio. Somewhere you can find the old version on my blog. Not totally happy with Briar's new shirt. However I love the changes I did to Piper, Kite, and Pop. I also actually included Briar's wings this time.

The Some info:

Piper is a species I call Stanghasts, she was made to resemble a demon or Tiefling though as appropriate to the area she is forms culture.

Kite is a snake lady. She likes to garden, write books, and practice a more defensive combat.

Cardinal is a human, she is actually Johnson's sister. So maybe you can consider her a mage/magic caster? She has a sort of situationship with Piper. No one knows quite what is happening there.

Briar is a strange Sphinx like creature. No one knows where he came from and he asks alot of questions. Not riddles, just random questions when people question him. He is also loosely based on the Caracal cat.

Pop is a jackolope like lass. She wears fake horns to seem more masculine to intentionally contrast her outfit because it gives her a solid amount of gender euphoria. Some people are confused by her and think she is a boy. But she goes by She/Her.

[pheoblitz]

My friend already had to deal with not feeling like a "regular" girl cause she had to stab herself constantly to live. It's disgusting that on top of already having to deal with that feeling, she also had to deal with this issue as well. That her survival cost her and her family so much money every year.

She is gone now. I watched her suffer and try to rebel. I watched her live the most she could. I heard stories of her wrecklessness just so she could feel normal for a bit. I can not even begin to fathom how much the sheer monetary value the world had forced onto her life for simply existing hurt her. All weighing down until she couldn't anymore. (She did not end herself, just to be clear. She was wreckless in her want to feel more normal in regards to taking her medications when she should. Eventually, it took her. This was a horrible accident that could have been avoided if things had been put in place to better support people in her position. She just wanted to live)

I know so many people in the same boat. All having issues with the costs of being able to not die after what is something that doesn't normally kill people, cause them immense pain, or problems.

Hell, even if I don't have to buy medications to live. The sheer fact I am having to plan my whole life around the financial cost of making sure I can get mobility aids to walk and stand up without suffering is horrid. I think about it every day. Especially as each doctor visit grows closer and ends with them talking about said aids. I can see how much people think my ability to even walk is worth. I lie awake thinking about the sheer fact my ability to walk even has a monetary value. How will I afford it? Would it be cheaper to give up? Is the pain worth the price? Am I burden to those around me? Am I worth the price to exist? How can I justify my ability to walk aginest the money we need to eat?

This stuff doesn't just hurt people financially. It is an insult to their face. A blatant disregard for their life. Telling them the amount society thinks they are a burden or that people see them as an easy way to get money. Simply for things that either just happened, you were born with, or a whole host of other reasons that does not justify making someone pay to not die or to be able to walk, or hear, and so forth.

fyi things like insulin, hearing aids, wheelchairs, glasses costing money at all is a form of structural ableism

[pheoblitz]

It is Null! Hopefully it gets a name soon as well! It has a mouth now! As well as freckles! Today is the next session. So we will see how it unfolds for the gang. Maybe it will start being more comfortable as itself soon once it's friends help it discover and learn that it is more then a key to a door or a spell gone wrong and that it too is its own being.

I plan for it to continue using its personal pronoun of it/it's still even after that btw. It does not use It because it does not veiw itself as a person or views itself as an object. So that changing will not change why it refers to itself that way. It simply chooses it because that is what it prefers. It feels more comfortable with the full removal and extension it has from gender. That is why Them is also it's second most acceptable set of pronouns. Though again it is fine with anyone call it any. These are just the sets it prefers to use for itself.

[pheoblitz]

Never posted this, but I am now so I can post a new one I made recently next. This is my Changling's Null form. Pre eyeballs and mouth and stuff. They function a bit different from regular Changling's for plot reasons. Essentially, when it makes bonds with people it gains a feature of their's on it's null form. Eventully it will stableize.

In this form it goes by It/It's. However is completely fine with any other pronouns people use. It itself just prefers to use it over the rest followed by them.

[pheoblitz]

I really need to start posting Bokeh. I have like 100+ Drawings of him alone and I have never posted a single one here as far as I can recall.

He is pretty cool though. Weird species but cool.

Essentially he is a dead fish person (or human) whos body is being maintained and lived in by a parasitic blood sucking tree, then controlled by his own ghost possessing it. I am not really sure if he would be classified as dead or not. I guess he is Undead. It just feels strange to label him as that though since his heart still beats and lungs still breath. His brain is dead, but he can still do all the living functions like eating and sleeping.

[pheoblitz]

Oren but a drow and Aym but a half elf aasimar. This is a reality where they are from the others respective family.

Oren becomes Nym the firefly. A male drow trained for spying and espionage amount drow communities as a "weak" and unsuspecting male. As a goal by the family to exploit the sexism and stereotypes of drow men in the community. Normally he would dress like any other male citizen, but when he has more sinister goals and intentions, he wears a pair of goggles with heavily tinted lenses so his weapon of choice becomes less effective on him. His weapon of choice being flash bangs, flash fruits, anything that creates a sudden bright light to blind, distract, and daze all the other light sensitive drow in the area. He also has several other light based weapons for distractions and confusion.

Aym "Magpie Jay" Emporio is a princess now. She is to be married off but finds away to avoid the marriage unlike Oren. Rather then get the general role like she was originally trained to do. Her ability to delegate and talk to other people through deals and situations leads to her taking on a different roll. She traveled far and wide before heading back home to watch over the kingdoms territory.