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*bursts through the door*

so apparently yesterday wasn’t a hallucination

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Without the internet

We never would have met

This hits differently now. 

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dan and phil are:

- real best friends

-companions through life

- actual soulmates

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USE HEADPHONES ☔

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full offense but dan and phil watching fireworks on a beach and sharing a single towel while laughing and having the best time is the cutest fucking thing i’ve ever heard don’t fucking touch me

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I don´t feel like going out today

so I´m going to stay and let it rain

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Where I live is not yet Harry’s birthday

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troye sivan performing ‘the good side’ on SNL

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Can you believe it’s 2018 and i’m crying over tronnor

just when i thought i was finally over it, this happens. there was a couple times during this day that i forgot the good side existed and i was ok and then i remembered it was a thing and my heart would crumble again.

i literally sobbed the first time i heard it, i have no idea why it’s made me so emotional. it’s the perfect mixture of beautiful and heartbreaking. And then of course, i think about tronnor and that makes it even worse. like, i expected something to be about connor on the new album but i didn’t expect troye to be so opEN ABOUT IT. i think it’s really interesting that he has been so open about it, i’m sure he knows that we know who it’s about but i guess it was the same kind of situation with note to self. anyways, i’m glad it exists tho even though it rips my heart apart. we got connor’s side with nts and now we got troye’s. and despite, all that’s happened from what i’ve seen they both seem to genuinely care and admire each other, and i think that’s beautiful.

i’ve been saying it for a while now but i honestly have just missed their friendship, and i want more than anything for them to be friends again but it didn’t really seem possible. but, now it doesn’t seem as impossible.

i just hope connor is ok. i want to give him the biggest hug right now..

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Troye discussing the meaning of his new single premiering tomorrow, “The Good Side” at Beats 1.

“it’s just sort of the way that things happened. so i’m hoping that this song is now like- you know, a couple years down the line is gonna serve as a cathartic experience for the both of us to be like look- whenever we’re sort of ready to move on, let’s do that.”

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Me after listening to The Good Side by Troye Sivan

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😭😭😭😭

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The Good Side by Troye Sivan is honestly my favorite song of his. I didn’t expect to love a song that much on his new album. I’ve already listened to it about 30 times.

I like the vibe and the small insight on what happened most probably with Connor. I love the lyrics and the music so much. I can’t stop listening. I’m for sure going to his next show in Montreal.

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Me: *listening to The Greatest Showman soundtrack on repeat days after I saw the movie* *falls in love*

Me: *cleaning, listening to The Greatest Showman soundtrack*

Me: *working out, listening to The Greatest Showman soundtrack*

Me: *commuting, listening to The Greatest Showman soundtrack*

Me: *home alone, dancing with Hugh Jackman in my room to The Greatest Showman soundtrack*

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2017: YEAR IN REVIEW

1. Dan and Phil spend New Year’s up north and are both kissed by the same dog at midnight

2. Dan and Phil hear about the rumors of Phil having a secret wife who’s pregnant and they play along calling her Janice and Stephanie

3. They continuously complain about gas leaks and how awful their apartment is

4. Dan and Phil spend Phil’s 30th up north on IOM

5. Pastel Edits IRL

6. Phil goes to the gym and is terrified by the trainer

7. It becomes obvious that dnp are moving

8. Dan and Phil go to Singapore and Australia 

9. Dan and Phil move out of the old London flat

10. The finale of Dan and Phil Crafts including a shirtless Phil

11. Easter baking in Pastel outfits

12. Dan rebrands

13. They attend Playlist Live!

14. Dan goes to the Bahamas and the Phandom is lost until he explains (aka the craziest and best drama on Tumblr all year) 

15. Dan stays in Florida with the Lesters for like 2 weeks

16. Dan curls Phil’s hair

17. It’s obvious they share a room due to the fact Phil’s room is a closet

18. They attend VidCon even though they missed their flight

19. They go on several movie dates throughout the year

20.  They hang out with Anthony and go disco skating

21. Dan makes a video opening up about depression becoming a new ambassador for Young Minds

22. They make a calendar with dogs

23. They dogbait all year

24. They release a board game on October 19th of all days

25. Spooky Week

26. Halloween Baking proving they are one person 

27. They begin live streaming somewhat regularly on the gaming channel

28. Phil does a “boyfriend picks my outfit” video disguised as “viewers” pick my outfit with Dan off camera giving commentary

29. PINOF 9

30. 2nd year of gamingmas starts

31. Not My Arms challenge

32. Dan does this thing for YouTube

33. Dan and Phil go to a Winter Wonderland with Sophie and PJ and go down a slide together

34. Star Wars premiere

35. charades

36. Fireboy and Watergirl aka the series that killed us all

37. Dan sings All I Want For Christmas is You by Phil’s request as that is Phil’s favorite Christmas song

38. They have a real tree this year (RIP rave tree)

39. Dan and Phil sing baby it’s cold outside

40. Dan went up north for at least a day or two to spend time with Phil and the Lesters

41. They announce a world tour 

They said this year would be “chill” THAT’S A LOAD OF BULLSHIT!!!! we still have like a week left… We know PINOF bloopers are coming along with one last gaming video. What else can happen in the next week? 

I’m probably missing quite a few… This year was wild.