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we’re soarin, flyin,

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The Soap Opera Digest Awards - Universal Amphitheater: Universal City, CA - February 27, 1998 - photographer: Miranda Shen / Celebrity Photo Agency

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It's a little surprising that the "Monday's child is fair of face" nursery rhyme never caught on as an arbitrary personality-assigner in the same way astrology did. It makes the same amount of sense.

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Dean winchester is saved.

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dean was like "if theres anything worth dying for this is it" and then cas was like "ok so true" and then just died for him over and over and over for like 12 years straight

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a bad show? that's nothing? a good show? sure. but a bad show that, for a brief moment, becomes very good, and then never is again? that'll drive a person to madness

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Part 2 of Dean Teaching Castiel New Things!

In his defence, Castiel didn't think he would get a full, up-close and personal lesson on cars when he asked Dean how to change his truck's oil

Truly, he didn't think he needed the lesson. But here he was now, with Dean way too close, trying to be a good friend and telling him about car things he's trying his damndest to absorb

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Trying out a new brush! I don't like it but it was fun to use

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angel with a shotgun

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I found old spn art, guess I've always liked true form Cas

I think this is one of my first works for the fandom

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My university has one of the most unhinged subreddits I think I've ever seen

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oops i made a moody cas again

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aesthetically pleasing supernatural caps. 2/09

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I am not human; I just fell in love with one

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I’m at the doctor office and this baby keeps yelling “I want donow” (mcdonalds) and the big brother (I assume) said “all the mcdonalds burnt down, there’s no more mcdonalds”

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ok i can't stop thinking about the angst potential of dean getting to heaven and cas not being there.

at first dean's probably rationalizing it as cas is busy, he just got back from the empty, he's helping jack etc etc. but the longer he waits the more he starts to wonder is cas really so busy that he can't even stop in and say hi? can he really not he even show up for a second to prove that he's alive again? why hasn't he come to see me? does he want to take back what he said? did he not mean it? does he not want to see me?

and stemming from his anxieties about cas, is a whole other branch of spiralling worries about heaven itself. am i so undeserving of happiness that even in heaven i'm not allowed to have it? am i so big of a fuck up that i ruin even heaven? is this even heaven? how can it be if i'm still feeling this way? what if i wasn't actually sent to heaven and this is some big mind game precursor to hell? if heaven's changing things hell could doing the same; is this a new form of torture before i'm sent back to the pit?

after a lifetime of hunting with hardly any opportunities to feel truly safe and at ease, it's perfectly reasonable that dean's transition to heaven would be rocky. arriving into an "almost" (but crucially not) perfect heaven would be more than enough to cause dean to hold onto the familiar feelings of fear and anxiety and to prevent him from truly accepting the safety and sense of peace that heaven's meant to provide. and cas not being there is the perfect issue to allow these feelings to initially take root because there are plenty of arguments both for why things are this way and why they shouldn't be. and given heaven's a place where dean can't partake in his typical outlet for these feelings (hunting), it's a perfect petri dish to cultivate one last bout of angst before he can actually settle in.

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hello philly zoo !

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