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When you have anorexia, your experience memory loss. Like you cannot remember what you ate the day before for instance.

#Anajokes

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Here are some higher calorie restricted diets from my camera

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Anorexia that has turned into BED noice, I can't fit into my clothes anymore and I feel really fat yay. I started a diet with a dietitian that has been going sooo bad I've been binging like crazy and now I have an appointment on Tuesday and I really don't know what to do. Should I quit? I mean it's not worth spending my money on something that I can't actually follow? Or should I try again, as many times as I can, to finally succeed

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Spent the week constantly binge eating, I have officially gained back all the weight I've lost, idk how much I weigh I'm so terrified to step on that scale and face the fact that I probably weigh 53-54 kgs... And plus I can't restrict anymore and I hate it. I've been trying to lose weight for about 4 months now and I have failed. I want to trigger myself so badly rn. I need a huge epic trigger to keep me motivated to lose that fking weight and never binge again!

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Fucking 3kg up since July ggubcdhklkgdsxuinf i just wanna lose 2kg. Just, 2.

I gained so much weight since March. I don't think I've hated myself more.

Someone please motivated me to go back the way I was before. I begging you

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ed tip (maybe?): whenever you have a really strong craving for a food, write it down on a list of things to have once you reach your UGW. it makes me feel like i’ll definitely have it later once i’m skinny enough so there’s no need to have it now and makes me want to get to my UGW more

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Gosh i have a net of about 1600kcal, Wil I gain???

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I know my starting weight might seem low to most of you but I have to let you know that I am kinda relapsing so yeah I have to start all over so I can lose like 5 pounds

EDIT: AAAAAHAHAHAH and now she weighs 70kg due to bed relapse lol

But now I'm going back to ana

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I just mashed and threw away half a box of cookies. What a way to feel better after a bad day

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My diet for next couple of days

I might drunk energy drinks and ill try to do additional workout

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Breaking a binge-restrict cycle right now, fingers crossed it's gonna be a success! (well it will probably be since I'm back from vacation for good..)

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I'm back in my shit, i need some Ana spirit rn, any tips??

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Me

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got on the scale at the doc & i finally broke out of being 135lbs.

ya’ll i’m 126lbs😭🥺

so since i’m an actual witch, this post is gonna be a plateau breaking spell ✨✨✨

like charge, reblogs cast to get over that plateau & start losing weight again!!!!!

stay safe everyone!!!!

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Tomorrow's intake!

I'm gonna be burning some of it off and I might eat a little more to reach 500 cals again so I can study because my exams haven't ended yet! (two more exam days and my art exams remaining)

It's my cheat meal on Friday so yeah, plus I'm gonna be weighing myself tomorrow so :3

I have to say that I weighed 48kg due to me expecting my period (it's been 3 days late) and due to constipation so let's home I've accomplished sth...

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Tomorrow's intake

Today was my 1st fasting day, I have a net of around 550 cals? That's okay I guess, but I want you to know that it hurts a bit... Like you can't do anything because u feel so tired of even writing a word on your notebook...

Due to this being an exam period, on Thursday which is my next fasting day, I'm gonna have around 600 calories which is my usual intake.

I really hope this works