pluralheartmachine

[pluralheartmachine]

Baby you can say kill here take my hand it'll be okay

takes ur hand

where are we going? 🥺

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Connecting my weed vape to the end of my snorkle so I can be a lil diver and just get higher and higher with every breath :3

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hey.. in the friendliest way possible i want to tear out a piece of your flesh and eat it right in front of you. –🦇🦷

which piece? 🥺🥺

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fuck,,, I need this 🥺

and on the topic of diet control, actually - i like the idea of only being allowed to eat bland, plain, healthy food.

lettuce, raw tofu, celery, cucumber, et cetera. nothing warm. nothing cooked. no salt or pepper. no sweetener. just plain, raw vegetables, carefully weighed and portioned, each calorie lovingly counted so i stay under limit.

i'll eat like that for so long ill forget what it's like to have a home cooked meal. those aren't for pets anyway, are they? i should know better than to whine and beg for something i'll never get again. how dumb of me to think i ever deserved to maintain my weight, or to consume something palatable. i need to be ⭐ved until i learn what it takes for me to be found as "pretty".

and if i'm really good, ill get a treat that actually has flavor - like raspberries or carrots. and it'll become something i'll beg for, instead of me crying to have a nibble off of owner's plate.

i also like the idea, of it being someone trying to turn me into a different animal. like; "you might be a puppy, but you'll always be my bunny rabbit" <3

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plss send me more depraved asks!! 🥺

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Cutting for someone <3 Cutting for someone <3 Cutting for someone <3 Cutting for someone <3

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need someone in my life to make me throw up on schedule. make it normal. make me get used to the routine. make me crave it. i wanna throw up (almost) every meal i eat. make me so desperate to purge that i starve myself for you. make me develop an ed for you

thinking about bending my lover over and forcing my fingers past their lips, deep down their throat—until they gag, until they sob, until there’s nothing left in them but me. i want them to vomit all over the floor, purged of everything that isn’t mine.

they need to be cleansed.

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yess pweeeesee 🥺🥺

force me to regress n then rape me, pleaseee!!

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i wish i had the balls to shave my head but i'm too much of a pussy T_T wish someone just fucking did it to me

I took half my morning dose of hrt this morning, I guess with the intention of getting myself back on it? I haven’t taken my hrt for months. After taking it I quickly thought “How silly of me to think I could seriously commit to going back to being a girl.”

Fact is I can’t commit to either right now. I shaved my head 7 months ago and at this point my hair is kinda long… for a guy.

If I could commit to being a guy I’d go get a haircut and throw out my hrt, if I could commit to being a girl I’d take better care of myself and take my hrt everyday.

I’m doing neither. Genuinely could use someone throwing out my hrt and just shaving my head whether I like it or not.

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id love to cut your stomach open and watch your guts slosh around while i fuck you -🪚

uwu,, that would be so cute!! the blood dripping out of me. i wanna moan so loud and wrap my guts around me while u rail me,,, choke me with them, let me wear them like a fancy dress accessory 🥺

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it’s such a shame that I’m so easy to manipulate sigh…. It’s so easy to lovebomb me… and gaslight me…. I just believe everything and obsess over someone so easily…. It’s horrible how if someone were to stalk and use and manipulate me I’d probably end up with their name in my skin… this is so random! I sure hope nobody uses this information to their advantage!

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s... see? you can depend on me :]

kneels and wags tail

Who wants me

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hey just a warning, this isn't "stop following" or "I don't like you" or anything since I know nothing but I feel like I'm lying if I don't say:

my partner doesn't think radqueer or transids are really good, though that might be their misunderstanding? I'm not sure

the reason I'm explaining this is just in case I learn more about radq and transid and decide I'm not for it, I wont harass anybody but I feel you deserved to know anyway

but yeah my only DNI are people who harass other people regardless of for what you're fine here hi sorry this is so odd

alrighty, well lemme know if you want me to unfollow or something. feel free to dm me about questions too tho, if you end up having any,

glhf<3

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same 😔

so so sad no one is around to kidnap me and keep me in their basement :( I'm a pet, it's only natural for me to be owned

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pls someone do this to me??? really,,

I am not doing this because you did something wrong I am doing this because I can.

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do it >:)

i feel like makng myself frow up ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ♡