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Why are there so many songs about rainbows

And what's on the other side?

Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,

And rainbows have nothing to hide.

So we've been told and some choose to believe it

I know they're wrong, wait and see.

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,

The lovers, the dreamers and me.

Who said that every wish would be heard and answered

when wished on the morning star?

Somebody thought of that

and someone believed it,

and look what it's done so far.

What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing?

And what do we think we might see?

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,

the lovers, the dreamers and me.

All of us under its spell,

we know that it's probably magic....

Have you been half asleep

and have you heard voices?

I've heard them calling my name.

Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?

The voice might be one and the same.

I've heard it too many times to ignore it.

It's something that I'm supposed to be.

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,

the lovers, the dreamers and me.

La, la la, La, la la la, La Laa, la la, La, La la laaaaaaa

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Da pizza and da herb.

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Oh I miss her so much though she won't talk

so it doesn't matter

The wheel of time on the clock is to far apart

So it doesn't matter

My purse is small with holes from moths

So it doesn't matter

In the plains, mountains between as she hugs the sea

So it doesn't matter

If it doesn't matter why does it matter so much to me.

Xoxo

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First harvest of Italian basil, it will be going on a pizza for lunch today. I've also started making ginger and hibiscus tea to add to my green tea. That hibiscus is the shit, if I had a soda stream I think lemon juice, lime juice, ginger tea, hibiscus tea and honey would make a great carbonated drink. 🤔

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Some of the kaffir lime tree seeds sprouted.

I transplanted them in coco Coir. I hope they take.

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Fresh cut oregano for blessings and protections

Love

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Mentally;

The bff left. 3 days prior to his departure i had some fears of the pain I was going to be in when he left. When ever anyone left it was always pretty hard. Lots of loneliness lots of fear of being alone and anxiety.

It didn't happen lol

Idk for sure it feels like it's related to the repressed memory resurfacing and being confronted. This is conjecture but I feel that before when people left it brought up unresolved fear. Fear that I would not be protected and I could not protect my mom. Fear of my dad.

Also my older brother..... but that fear was surface, the father fear was hidden. So it's been amazing, I love my friend so much, we will see each other in a year or so and I'm so much better at being by myself. So much less loneliness and fear.

Also....on a biological issues, 2 weeks ago I went to my yearly physical. For the first time ever as a adult my blood pressure was normal. Mind you I'm on a very low dose blood pressure pill but I have always had white coat syndrome.

But I think it's gone. All I can think is it's some how related to the confrontation of the repressed memory. I guess maybe I'm spending so much less energy saving myself from it, blood pressure is down and dr. Don't elicit fear or judgments as they once did???

Oh yea my junk junk food craving for a few months now has been sandwiches... there is something there allot of sandwiches were eaten as a latch key kid before my mother got home from work.

Im seeing improvements, even if I'm not sure why.

Pluto in Aquarius

Love you.

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Up early on the weekend. Transplanted the lemon basil and lemon grass pots. Washing my hands in collected rain water, gossiping with the finches. Coffee time.

Living with her not above her.

Praise be to her.

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⚘️🌻☀️🌻⚘️

Litha with abundance soon will be upon us.

arriving on Friday, June 20, at 10:42 p.m. ET

The Cock-Knee Stone preserves the pith of the milk.

The Snail Stone preserves the eyes from the darkness.

The Toad Stone preserves the newly born from the weird woman.

The Hag Stone preserves people from nightmare.

⚘️🌻☀️🌻⚘️

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I'm watching a very dumb movie but I like;

" if Miss or Mr right is out there, they can fine me. I'm a hello away."

Paraphrased 😉

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Baked potato, butter, grilled pork, bacon, sour cream, qeso fresco, chives. Baked broccoli and grilled asparagus.

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Bff's are the best.

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9k

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Last night the bff is in town. We hit the Korean bar for soju and food. Now in rocking chairs on the back porch souronded by tomato plants and thai basil. Watching the dancing of lightning between clouds as R.E.M. plays on the speaker.

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I bid out of my current job and into a new position to get away from my new supervisor.

I won the bid, very excited. Less stress because of the new supervisor but I'm thinking more. physically active. If nothing else it's mandatory overtime of 2 hours. so I'm potentially looking at a base line weight 2 to 3 belt loops smaller and I'll beable to get my financial house in order.

It's all coming together and it's easier then it's ever been.

Rebirth in plutos return ♒️

❤️

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I was drinking Korean alcohol a week ago. Went to a Korean bar, first time had a drink in a year. The bar specializes in Korean bar food. It was food for drinking for sure, very very rich.

It's been so much fun having the bff around, reminiscing and reliving some past activities, but it's been over 3 weeks kinda ready to get back to the plan.

Also some more of my wisdom tooth is coming out of my gums again may be why my tooth hurt enough to have it pulled.