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lmfaoo boyyy u caught my attention with ur girls drama, and ur life seems interesting in general ! french guys are somethin

here some more questions: what is your main goal? / is it better to be kind or intelligent? (you obv can't choose both) / where did you travel to? / do you like chocolate, and which one? / do you go to concerts? what's the next one? / french fries or waffle fries? / do you believe at life after death? / do you have any complex? / what do you like best about yourself?

i'm a lil bit shy on tumblr, especially bc im new but... it would be fun to talk with you ! i'm Andrea, nice to meet ya :)

So I'll now answer to your questions, sorry for the delay ໒꒰ྀིㅅ´ ˘ ˋ꒱ྀིა

- My main goal is to take care of my father, which brings secondary goals in my life as achieving in my studies and my job

- It depends of what you need in your life, people are becoming more individualistic, so less kind. If you are too kind with these people, they will abuse of your kindness so I would say intelligent to get a good job to survive o( ❛ᴗ❛ )o

- I travelled in Spain, Swiss kinda, Poland and Israel

- I do like chocolate, especially milk one like a lot of people (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑)

- I go to underground parties (techno ones), not really concerts, too expensive

- I never tried waffles fries I guess, so I would say french fries with melted cheddar on them

- I do believe in it, but in a strange way. I believe we live in a simulation, you can get another life if you achieve to find a way to transfert your existence file into another simulation

- I don't think I have complex, I should think about it though

- What I do prefer with myself.... I would say my silly way of thinking (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ

Nice to meet you Andrea, I still apologize for the delay, I had some issues ｡ﾟ(｡ﾉωヽ｡)ﾟ｡

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The best nap I've ever had

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Dream n°24

I dreamt I was in a post-apolcalyptic world, with candles lit everywhere in every color, and I saw a huge candle in the distance, with glass around it, as big as a building. Then I saw that it had crashed into houses and burned them down. Then I saw that candle again, only 2-3m tall, and no one living around it.

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bored so here some questions, tumblr user: what is your name? / where do you live? / what is your job? / what is your favorite season? / favorite animal? / favorite color? / what do you think about death? / about love? / do you like philosophy? / do you miss someone? if yes, who? / what would you tell them? / what is your favorite activity of the day? / what is the biggest regret you have in life?/ what is your best accomplishment you are most proud of? ask if you want more questions, xoxo

Omg omg thanks for the questions I love when people ask me questions (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑)

1) Paul-Henry, I wonder if I'll get doxxed or not, but all my life is on the internet anyway so it will be easy to doxx me

2) I live in southern part of France

3) I'm a dentistry student, and I'm so happy to see that there are a lot of teeth aesthetic

(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

4) I would say winter for snow, but there is no snow in my region...

But I love spring and fall too, but I hate summer

5) I love hedgehogs and snails mostly ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

6) My fav colors are beige and brown

7) I think death isn't sad or something, it's just something biological. If you talk about suicide, I don't have any problem with it, I just consider that it's an important choice to make, so you need to be sure about that. If my dad (the most and "only" important person in my life) would die soon, I wouldn't be that sad because that's life, I would just have no reason to live.

About love, it's a complex question, but for romantical part, I think it's one of the greatest feeling when it works with someone, I would love to get a gf to feel that with someone, but everytime I can get the chance to have a gf, it doesn't work, so I suppose I'm kinda unlucky in love, even if each person I loved brought me a lot in my life, for the best as the worst. (っ˘ω˘ς )

8) I love philosophy, mostly edgy ones (Nietzche, Baudrillard, Nick Land, Stirner)

9) I miss C and S sometimes, but not in a deep and depressed way, I just think these two girls were really cool, even if I would have never worked with C, and even if bc of S, I fell in drugs addiction, and that she probably didn't love me

10) For C, I would tell her " I'm sorry that I was too unstable with you at the end"

For S, I would probably thank her, even if she was really not nice with me at the end, thanks to her I enjoy drugs o(❛ᴗ❛)o

11) in my daily life, I would say making naps, because I can listen to some ambiant while dreaming and resting, I love dreams anyway

12) I have no regret, I'm happy

13) I don't feel like I accomplished anything but making dentistry studies, but I wish my next accomplishment was speaking fluidly russian ˚₊‧꒰ა ₍ᐢ. ̫.ᐢ₎ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

Anyway thanks anon for your questions, if you wanna ask more questions, you can (ノ*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)

If you wanna talk with me, my dm are open !!!!

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ty for your response!!

it is really great that you mix differents styles, do u thrift them or buy it on real shops?

dont need to apologize about ur sexuality, ur totally valid !! u didnt responded to my first question tho :p

seeya xx

I buy almost everything on vinted, there is no good thrift shops in my city, there are so much good things on it, even if it's becoming more expensive now ｡ﾟ(｡ﾉωヽ｡)ﾟ｡

And about the question I didn't answer, I'm single (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ

Have a good day anon !

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are u single and do u like boys?? askin for a frienn :3 also luv ur style, xx

Thank u, I'm trying to get a kind of Yume nikki/omori fashion style even if I'm not sure it's achievable in that way ໒꒰ྀིㅅ´ ˘ ˋ꒱ྀིა

To answer to your questions, I consider myself as heterosexual (including trans in it, they are women after all), even if I can appreciate some feminine boys. But I'm not really attracted by other men I apologize anon (；ω；)

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Dream n°23

At the very beginning, I was in the countryside, there were a few castles around, but there was a road I was walking on, then I fell into the ditch next to the road, I ended up in a cave.

Little by little, stalactites of crystals of all colors lit up.

So I decided to explore the cave, which had started out narrow but ended up being gigantic.

There was a sort of stream, so I drank a little water as I walked along, there was an upward slope, and at the top, I saw a sort of village made of crystal.

I went to explore it, there was nobody living there, so I decided to sleep in one of the little crystal houses.

In the end, I built a campfire and ate a big slug that was in the cave.

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Is anyone insterested about "creating" yume nikki core as fashionstyle?

Not creating clothes, only making yume nikki core outfits.

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Dream n°22 I dreamt I was in the Chaos Park (the little creatures in Sonic), there were bubble cannons, and the Chaos were having fun together, I also played with them, I even smoked a joint while they played the flute. Then night came, the classic Chaos went to sleep, but I appeared in a forest, and other Chaos were up and about. These Chaos were dissecting the classic Chaos for gems. They told me they wouldn't dissect me because my body was of very little value compared to these gems. Then, a brown chaos approached me, telling me he was homeless and on drugs, that I looked like him. He told me he only lived in the night world. From that moment on, I had a slight philosophical reflection: am I a person of the night or of the day? I work during the day, but do I have fun during the day? Or do I only have fun at night? So I didn't know if I was a night person or a day person, even though I think I'm a day person.

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Fuck twitter, fuck instagram, fuck tik tok

Let's enjoy back our lovely Tumblr

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The world is becoming a mess.

If I see owls dancing, either in a dream either irl, I think it will mean the wolrd will disappear soon.

I feel like I won't be able to get off from self destruction, it's like a real part of myself and making the person I am, making me enjoying life more.

I'm autistic and most of the time I feel neutral, drugs make me feel alive, even cutting myself making me feel alive, or I used to love sad/toxic people, and made myself feel alive too.

Rest of the time, I feel neutrally happy, avoiding thinking about who I am, what I need in my life...

I just live, as a loser.

At contrary to a lot of losers, I have a good situationship, I mean my dad loves me, I study dentistry so I'll have a good job, but in my way of thinking, I am near from you, other losers.

But I don't if I can enjoy life in another way anyway, i feel too different from sane and "normal" people, I think I'm kinda a normal person who became a loser because of the internet, and maybe because of my autism.

For losers hating their life rn, who are reading this, I wish you all the best to feel better, or enjoy life.

I'm not ready to work on myself, because I would just end in a neutral behaviour as I did my whole life.

Rn I fell into a kind of anorexia, I don't know about other people, but it became a kind of addiction about losing weight, even if I don't need it ig

If people want to talk with me, you can come ^^

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I should write my dreams here again

(っ˘ω˘ς )

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Everything goes well in my life these last weeks

If my only issues are about fashion, I consider I don't have any issue (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑)

I wish that situation to everyone (｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

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Carpets are love, carpets are life

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I'm completely lost, idk what I have to do in my life but my studies

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When I think about it, I think I made all the people who loved me suffer

I'm certainly cursed.