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Long time no see! Here, have a character! (No he’s not usually shirtless, but the pose I found to reference for this was)

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Making a hot gay villain who hates a certain prince. More to be revealed.

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Study on vultures

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— BEREAVEMENT —

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A sketch for the night.

There’s been a lot going on in my life in the past week, and I’ve been struggling with a lot of grief. I received news this week that my father could very likely have cancer— the same cancer that killed my grandmother. I’ve been really struggling with that news and struggling with the uncertainty that’s coming with that. They haven’t made an official diagnosis yet and my dad has a very high likelihood of beating this if it is cancer, but it still faced me with the reality that I will someday have to bury my parents.

I’m not a religious person. I don’t call myself Christian even though I was raised as such. I am a strong believer in worshipping myself as my own god (not in a self centered egotistical way of course), and certain events throughout my life have made it very difficult to continue worshipping God. But, with hearing this awful news and having to deal with the effects of it, it feels almost like God is up there cackling right now, like this is all just one big joke to him.

I don’t like getting deep on here. It’s something I try to avoid doing. I intend to make this account more professional than it is personal, but I also wanted to provide some context behind this post and this sketch. I intend to turn this into a painting. The lyrics are from Pierce The Veil’s song “Match Into Water.”

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‘The sun is rising, and you got nowhere to hide’

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Still

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“It’s a shame that he died in a pool of his own blood.”

This is Aster, an OC of mine. I’ll be posting his ref sheet at some point.

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Discovery in Grief

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Art dump!!!!

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character sheet of Orianna for @Katie98411449 on twitter simple full body of Mixtis for @dm-me-ur-slam-jam-remixes Detailed Bust for Gabrielle! detailed fullbody of Fidget for Glenn

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This is something that started out as a study of facial expressions, and then evolved into something else. Enjoy!

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So I unfortunately caught covid. It’s nice to get like a week off of work for once, but it does kinda suck that I’ll just be chilling, do whatever, and all of the sudden it feels like I was hit by a bus and I suddenly need a nap, but asides from that, I’ve been able to do a lot of things I haven’t been able to do for a while because I’ve been so busy with work. I’m able to be more creative and I’ve been able to allow myself to hyperfixate on things I used to love. It’s been really healing to be able to just exist with no expectations of me.

Buuuuuut asides from that, have a sketch I did today. I wanted to sketch some more, but maybe when I can stay awake without the need to curl up into a ball and sleep hahaha

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So this is part of a study I’m doing. I’m trying to teach myself how to draw backgrounds and I really liked Stray Kids’ MAMA performance this year, so have this!

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a selection of artist memes hand-picked and curated by me based on my own experiences

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Here’s a study I did of some wolves for those who are interested.