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Name is Robert I was born to be a big loser but I am a winner big in my heart and soul in a way you can say that I was a bit of a pain in the ass I was in the only place I could go to a place where I was not only a little more than in the way of my own parents who were not the best for a child who was born with cerebral cerebral palsy on my left side my biological mom was a ratchet hooker crackhead and my brother father was in prison for most of my life their names were Irene and Michael I was middle child alongside my older brother Michael and my sister Jolene and my sister Margaret I was adopted at the age of 3 to my aunt and uncle verton and Cheryl Miller who had two biological children or named Jed and Josh you are both older than me 35 years old as 2021 throughout School I was a troubled child was put in behavioral disorder classes bullied a lot by my peers also did not graduate high school I have to go back and get my myged and then when I turned 18 I finally got to meet my biological family my biological dad Michael is really awesome is a minister for a church called The Cowboy Church are pretty prairie Kansas where are people who are Outcast another churches can until right at home and not be judge by their fellow churchgoers adoptive parents brought me up as a Mennonite which is a sect of the Amish faith Amish people riding a horse and buggy by the age of 19 I started smoking meth smoking cigarettes drinking beer and other alcoholic beverages having gay sex and having a black boyfriend and at the time I was only starting that would lead to Chronic homelessness now I'm 35 years old living in Lincoln Nebraska homeless on the street along with my buddy Charles who is also homeless 27.8 years old black man from Chicago Illinois Charles is my best friend in the whole wide world as an amazing friend awesome awesome sidekick Charles is a straight man but I always joke around or make cracking jokes about being gay and humping his leg are having gay sex with with him I used to bounce around from mission to Mission state to state City to City house 2 house never once ever succeeding in life I am broke Social Security income smoking methamphetamines Delta 8 homeless homeless gay single with no identity because it was stolen I won't stay at the mission here in Lincoln because there were seven stabbing in one night one guy got stabbed in the throat where is surf covid pandemic damn so bad that I constantly have to wear masks Wherever I Go and now the Delta variant of covid I made it 10 times worse worrying about if

there's going to be Fentanyl in my meth so much that I am about to leave that shift alone all together for the fentanyl I the meth is killing people who have been smoking meth cut with it in the last few months I have been dating a guy find Beatrice Nebraska who is interested in P n P bareback sex with a big collection of illegal paraphernalia in his bedroom he has his own what does experiences business as his own car and has a 3-bedroom house of his own and his own personal needs to be happy with his own business as a hair stylist and his life is great and awesome I've also had some very bad sexual experiences like having sex with guys bareback who are hiv-positive sucking off Truckers and being a gigolo having unprotected sex with men for money sure I can survive getting hard lately I have been feeling kinda sickly I don't know if it's because of the cold weather all the rain hot days cold nights just because of my sexual experiences which are so raunchy and nasty but I'm ashamed of because my biological mom was arrested during a filming the 147th episode of cops for prostitution in the city of Wichita Kansas on 157th Street South and Broadway what is known for prostitution and a bunch of gang activity I am pretty ashamed of my actions that I have done I am a Christian and I am ordained minister and I would like to take this time at the end of this article to repent my sins pray for forgiveness strive to do better in the long run I've had some crazy Life Experiences that those experiences probably worst experiences I have ever experienced in my whole entire life so without further ado dear Lord God in the highest I Repent my sins and ask for forgiveness browse a simple nasty perverted sexual activities that I have participated in throughout my 35 years of living on this Earth ame