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me: truly a well crafted tragedy is such a bittersweet pleasure to take in and serves a purpose, not just as a sad story but as a reminder that even that which ends badly might not have happened in vain or for nothing. The love, the grief, the actions still meant something simply for having taken place and for us partaking in it.

me when said tragedy is about to actually unfold, sweating: ok but consider this. i dont want this to happen

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oh huh! it turns out there's a difference between "growing up" and "waiting around so long you're not technically a child anymore"

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the void does NOT sing. I was LIED TO. the void yells lovecraftian chants and spoken word to excellent background music but it does NOT sing

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i have this unrealistic fantasy in my head where if you calmly and logically explain something to someone perfectly they will understand your position and gain knowledge from the exchange. unfortunately in the real world this does not happen often

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i wish there was a way for me to speak with two different voices at once. like- overlapping? simultaneously?? I don't know how to describe it

I know it's not possible but I Still Yearn,,

also i wanna be a little ominous. as a treat

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its funny when events that probably couldve been traumatic dont bother you so you'll end up casually dropping stuff like "so after that time i almost got lost at sea as a kid-" and theyll be like WHAT and youre like. oh yeah dont worry its just part of my lore. its honestly not even a top five interesting backstory moment. focus please.

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Why do you use It/Its pronouns...

i got tagged in elementary school and never recovered

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sorry for expressing emotions incorrectly. having feelings was considered "acting out" when i was a kid

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“You feel HATE pulse through your veins… yet you have learned to control it.”

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It’s always “what the hell?” or “what the fuck are you?” and “we buried you 10 days ago how are you still alive?” first of all don’t be rude

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You are not a bad person for struggling with jealousy, hatred, disgust, or any other emotions we perceive as ugly. You are allowed to feel. 

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just remember, tense your shoulders, grit your teeth, take rapid shallow breaths and say to yourself ”oh shit, oh fuck, this is all my fault”

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i can’t stand “it’s not that deep” attitudes like even if it really really isn’t that deep just PLAY WITH ME. just fucking PLAY. have a meaningless but deep analytical conversation with me. just like think about shit for fun. does anyone else like to think about stuff for fun. it’s so lonely

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i honestly hate how much people use "this is the only body you get" as a reason to not do anything that might be permanent. its the only body you get so you need to make sure you like it! get that tattoo! get those piercings! forsake your humanity! let an old and vengeful god replace your beating heart with an ice cold stone which yearns for the warmth of blood! start hrt!

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So cool!

Transcript: Undertale is so cool !! Undertale AUs are so cool !! Deltarune is so cool !! Deltarune AUs are so cool !!

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this took months but Hey Look I Painted The Tree!!