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you know what's genuinely the biggest fucking ick/turnoff/I-thought-this-might-work-but-now-I-dont-want-to-speak-to-you-again? people who can't hold a proper text conversation for shit. why the fuck am I giving you these absolute soft balls as conversation starters and you're hitting me with a brick wall. I hit that ball to your court and instead of starting a rally you sat on it

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need to paint a family portrait for my brother's family need to crochet a cardigan for my friend need to crochet bags for three other friends need to come up with 4000 dollars for lawyers fees need to take my parents on vacation need to respond to texts need to make plans to see my friends need to visit my hospice patient need to pick up extra shifts I don't have TOIMEEEEEEE

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on ao3 like some of these doves aren't even wounded

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I really, really don't like asking for help. It is, unfortunately, a fundamental part of who I am.

Yesterday was the anniversary of my stage 4 cancer diagnosis. My insurance has given me some trouble in the last year. I've spent 8 months trying to appeal their denial of the lab work that helped determine my cancer was stage 4. When every treatment costs a quarter of a million dollars, the financial strain increases. I'm staring at $9k in medical debt coming at me like a freight train, due to hit me by the end of this month.

I know the world is going crazy, and things are more expensive than ever, but if you could share this or even possibly donate, I can't express how much I would appreciate it

GoFundMe

my Ko-fi

❤️💛🤍(these are the head and neck cancer colors)♥️💛🤍

Edit: this is an expansion of my original GoFundMe from last year. $14k of this has already been drained by medical bills - I just wanted to add context as to why the goal is so large.

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the man who believes the next episode is the gay eddie episode is a fool every episode but one

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ur first and last recent emojis are ur gender now. mine is 🅱👨‍❤‍💋‍👨

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A young actor called Charleigh has been cast for a ‘huge’ guest role in an upcoming episode.

(He has been listed for 9x1 on IMDB but that can never be relied on completely.)

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names

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Thinking about Christopher Diaz today. Thinking about Christopher Diaz who knows that his life only has his dad in it, at first. Because his mom left him, and his grandparents are somewhere else in the country and his whole family consists of his dad. And then someday he finds himself in the car with a stranger, who apparently is his dad’s coworker. But then he understands that this guy is his dad’s friend. That’s pretty cool. And then he gets his mom back but then she dies, and Christopher Diaz is left with the knowledge that he truly, only has his dad, who will love him unconditionally and forever. But then he finds out that this guy, Buck — what a weird name, right? — is his dad’s best friend. And he still doesn’t have a mom, but apparently he has his Buck, and that’s cool. Buck is so cool. Buck loves the zoo, and loves playing with dinosaurs with him, and probably loves Legos and who knows what else! Maybe Buck likes whatever makes Christopher happy. So Christopher feels a little bit alone but then there’s this guy, Buck, who makes gingerbread houses with him.

Thinking about a child who thinks he only has one parent left in this world but then finds a Buck. And gets stuck in a tsunami with this Buck, who is not his dad but might as well be. And Christopher Diaz feels safe when he is with his Buck. He hangs out with his Buck without his dad, despite this guy being his dad’s friend, best friend. Christopher turns to Buck when everything goes to shit, and Buck simply is there, no matter what, no questions asked. Thinking about Christopher Diaz who probably used to think that he would end up being so, so alone in the whole fucking world if anything happened to his father, but now knows he wouldn’t be, because he has his Buck with him.

And I think that’s so, so beautiful, no matter what the relationship between Buck and Eddie is.

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if you can’t fix it you’ve got to stand it being the last line of the brokeback mountain novella is so crazy it makes me feel like my guts are falling out. if you can’t fix it you’ve got to stand it. jesus fucking christ

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Diva down.

credit

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please please please let me get what i want september

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the reason why "the trials and tribulations of evan buckley: a tragedy in 97 acts" works so well is because it's a line that could've only been written by someone carnally familiar with fanfiction.net circa 2011 and performed by the former star of Step Up: Revolution

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poughkeepsies -> schrodingersbobby -> buddieroommates -> poughkeepsiesjr

hihi it's seti in case you were confused here's my url journey from the past year I finally found my way to a respectable alternative for poughkeepsies after that thieving cunt mattress account stole it k bye

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🩺 - mina okafor icons - 🩺

the resident season 1

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watching the resident and while I approve of the dedication to showing the corruption in the US healthcare system its kind of hysterical how the entire show is a couple of doctors and nurses in a hospital full of ops