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May Sarton, from her book titled "May Sarton: A Self-Portrait," originally published in 1978

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the more i hurt,

the more i feel myself become like you

and it scares me so badly

because i never wanted to end up like you

to be someone like you

who is reckless with the feelings of others

who is so hard to reach

who can’t accept love

& this understanding makes it so much worse

something you can’t comprehend in naivety

when you see the world through the stories

you absorbed as a kid

and i now know why i was never enough

nothing is big enough to fill this hole

the one created when you realize none of it was ever

real

just a wish made in ignorance

so what does one do?

have you figured it out yet?

and if you do, will you find me one day, and tell me

how to fix it?

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Love always,

Charlie

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for the yearnersss, im deeply sorry if u can relate

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Anton Chekhov, from The Complete Works of Anton Chekhov; "Platonov,"

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ethel cain. "shot by @/averynorman ♡" facebook, 23 jun 2022.

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Forgive me, I am soft and warm, but cruel and a coward, I know nothing but goodbye, goodbye

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'Mermaids' by Lavera Grace

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https://instagram.com/p/BH3Sr3BBwPY/

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Virginia Woolf, from her novel titled "The Waves," originally published in 1931

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the distance and fear of vulnerability was our downfall,

or maybe the hardest pill to swallow is you never cared at all

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the pink hair calls me ᯓᡣ𐭩