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Hello, I'm still pretty much dead to tumblr, but happy Loki Season 2 week everyone.

Also wtf happened to tumblrs layout? What is this mess? Everytime I think I may come back, especially with being in my final semester of my MLIS program, tumblr becomes unrecognizable and I am an old veteran that misses early 2010's tumblr.

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I fell off the map again, I’m sorry.

Tumblr is hard ot keep up with for me now and I have suffered a sibling loss which has left me numb and I need constant distractions to not feel the pain. Maybe I’m just not cut out for tumblr like I used to be. 

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TW for p3do

If this is real I am not surprised in the slightest, but would like to demand Disney and Marvel fire him and get him blacklisted from ALL future work with, well EVERY company Disney has under their boots.

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for fellow austins and the rest of texas

fuck ERCOT

Don’t use a gas oven to heat your home or run your car in the garage

Carbon monoxide kills you so quick. Please all do not do this.

Drip both hot and cold on all faucets + open the cupboards that house the pipes because if you don’t your pipes will burst and you’ll have massive flooding.

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Hope to be back on to do some drafts and things soon

I have some big assignments I put off. Oops. And while my depression isn’t killing me like it was in October, the political air is getting me. 

For one I live in Texas, I’m demifem, I’m pansexual, and very much not a republican. Surrounded by republicans who think I need to be quiet and just be disrespected when I’ve finally decided to start speaking out and defending my beliefs, who I am, my friends,  and LGBT and minority communities, and female reproduction rights.  It’s hard. And with what happened with the fucked up court systems... Give me a bit to let that emotion die down, do some work, clean the house before a friend comes over after Thanksgiving, and I hope to be back before Christmas.  

I doubt more than like 4 or 5 people I know actually care if I am here or not, and they have my discord, but I’m going to try. 

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whaat? no no no i don’t care about these stupid brothers pfffff i dont give dfamn what are you talk i ng ab o ut……………

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Hey guys I am alive

I got busy burning myself out with schoolwork and then season depression hit me really hard. It hits around my birthday every year. I actually got to see a friend this birthday-usually I am all alone - but it was really bad and I got yelled at all day by my psycho mother who I sadly still live with at 29. My friend confirmed I wasn't crazy though, since she saw my moms behavior so it is nice to know I am in fact being gaslighted daily on top of being verbally and emotionally abused and called slurs. Moving isn't an option, sadly. I'm hoping to come back soon. The semesters almost over and I only have 2 or so assignments to get done and then half ass read 16 comics/graphic novels by Dec 5th.

Here is to hoping I will be back and fully back in a good place soon.

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Reblog this if you like seeing me on your dash

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I almost have all my schoolwork for the semester done so I’ll have the rest of the semester to just fuck around. I miss you guys.

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what if

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Loki + Text Posts [7]

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the-mjolnir-owner​: 

Crossing his arms, Thor furrowed, annoyed: Loki wanted all of his brother’s attention for himself and plotted ridiculous situations to force Thor to stay when the older Prince would rather be somewhere else, hunting, fighting, striving to make his Father proud and wooing some ladies. “Aye, especially because you’re treating me like a slave, complying to all of your desires. What do you take me for?” Thor was fed up and was ready to leave already, Loki couldn’t trick him anymore, he wasn’t even sick to begin with. The sudden smirk on Loki’s face worried Thor, but, before he could complain about the curse, he felt himself shriking in horror, fur covering his body and he stepped out of his clothes turned into… a golden Labrador. How dare you? He tried to say, but he just barked. Damn it. Using his new acquired pointy teeth, he wasted no time and attacked Loki, biting his brother’s shin with all the strenght he possessed.

The delight on Loki’s face quickly vanished as Thor raced over to him. Backing away had done no good, instead it had just given Thor a better distance to lunge at to grab hold of him with his sharp teeth. Before he could stop himself, he found himself yelling out in pain, kicking at Thor to try and pry his teeth out of his leg. “You’ll rip my pants!” Tossing a pillow, he attempts to hit Thor and daze him , but he misses as his leg gives out from the pain and sends him falling on his backside. 

"Let go before I have the guards come and flog you!” Grabbing at Thor’s snout, he tries to force the canine jaw wide enough to loosen the bite on his leg. “Continue biting at me and I’ll turn all of your precious friends into fish and toss them into the cooks stew and feed them to you for dinner!” 

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  “Why? You act as if you have not been to other planets before.” Absentmindedly, he waves off the boys panic as he swipes a drink from a passing waiters tray. Even without his memory, he had not thought such a small thing would be so worthy of panic. Not for the Spider child, or for his imposter. “Come, follow me.” He takes the boys hand, leading himthrough the crowds of drunken party guests and away from the fuss up the stairs to his rooms. “A gift, from the grandmaster for my...work.” He gives the boy a glimpse of a fake smile before opening the doors to a lavishly furnished room. “Sit down, if you’re so panicked take a drink.” He hands his glass to the boy then stops to consider, “Hold this.” He adds before fetching a glass of water. “Switch.” He orders reaching for his own drink. 

Sitting down, he places a hand on his head, rubbing at his temple as he considers what to do with the boy. “You’ve no memeories yet?” He asks, hoping a glimpse of Shadow may poke through. “Of how you got here.” He adds to not sound suspicious. “But you’ve landed here-and you are damned lucky it was I who found you or you’d have been cannibalized or made to fight to the death.” With one gulp he drinks down his wine, lets out a heavy breath, and looks “Peter” over. 

“It’s been two weeks since I arrived in Sakaar, but time works differently here. You landed here later...If that oaf is  not dead perhaps he’ll join us.” Faking a delighted smile, he stands up, moves around the room, and stops at the window to look over the vile trash heap of a planet. Disgusting. “You will stay with me.. I can’t keep you from the Grandmaster, he’ll know of you, but I can persuade him to...keep his respectful distance. Unless you’re with me, you’re not to leave this room.” 

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“Mr. Loki, is now a good time for me to freak out?” Peter asked. It was a politeness that had been ingrained in the boy’s personality that not even memory loss could take away, but he was also clearly a thread away from maintaining composure. And now many more people knew his identify.

The last thing he remembered was somehow materializing from his apartment in New York City enjoying his summer break to some cliff in Norway, where he saw Thor, Loki, some old man (that he guessed to be Thor and Loki’s father), and some angry woman before being vaccuumed up into space. Next thing he knew, he had landed in some strange place called Sakaar with a menagerie of people where the only one he recognized was Loki. Loki, a villian to many, but for some reason the trickster had always been kind to him, even helping him out of several sticky situations. Although, he also hadn’t meant to show it, somehow the god had also learned of his true identity, but Peter hadn’t found Loki using this knowledge to his advantage.

“I’m pretty ready to freak out!” 

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 “Leave us.” The order is quick and biting, his hands motioning to the guards to hurry along. “And speak not of what you’ve seen.” He adds with a glance to Shadows crying form. He’d hoped the boy would have held onto his emotions long enough to mind his manners in front of the guards, but it had seemed Shadow, still young and emotional, could not hold himself back for longer than a moment. 

Once alone he places a hand on the boys head to smooth back his hair and get a good look at his tear streaked face. He must have been lonely, perhaps even frightened, by the sudden attempt at a war on Midgard and his fathers disappearence. Kneeling down, he holds Shadow in a warm embrace for what seems a lifetime as he lets the boy finish calming himself. “Have you been well cared for? What of your Amma? Is she well?” 

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It was hard being strong, especially for a child who wore his heart on his sleeve like Shadow did. After he had learn the truth of his heritage and his uncle passed, everything had changed. He was uncertain of his place in the nine realms now, but felt a great burden on his young shoulders. With Thor gone, there was no Crowned Prince. His father had gone to Midgard for revenge upon his Uncle’s killer and now Midgard was under his father’s rule. Odin was still in his Sleep, perhaps to never awaken, and Frigga was watching over him. There was no option available as the boy was now the closest relative in line of succession to the throne, at least until Odin awakened. 

Asgard would have to be secure for now, but the boy had managed to convince his grandmother to let him go to Midgard along with those who would prepare Thor for a proper funeral and some of the best guards. Too much had been lost already.

Now the boy stood before his father, King Loki of Midgard. 

“Prince Skuggi Lokison of Asgard.” It was announced to Loki. “He comes in…”

The announcement was cut off as Shadow, not caring for properity, ran to his father, and embraced the king tightly before crying into Loki’s chest. “Papa!”

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Getting into a schedule with school has been dificult because I found out my schedule is not entirely correct, things I thought due on Sundays are due on thursdays, replies are due Sundays. 

Also i may have been exposed to Covid, don’t know yet. Luckily this comes at the same time I find out I was never notified but apparently I HAVE to get tested or vaccinated, only been holding off because I don’t have a ride and I rarely leave my house because I am a troll vampire hyprid, or they’ll ruin my academic standing. But I am getting tested Monday and I’ll be looking to get vaccinated after I get results. 

I’m stressed and I want to come do replies but there’s just so much shit to do.