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달 같은 바보 The Silent, Ever-Present Fool "Just like the moon that follows me without ever being noticed, this fool has been silently waiting, for who knows how long. I liked Ho-su and this foolish side of him…and I still do."

이상한 하나 An Unconventional Whole "Maybe what I really wanted wasn’t to become a perfect person or pair, but rather a complete whole. Broken pieces that embrace each other and make up for each other’s shortcomings…somehow become one unconventional whole."

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Baby-stay92’s MV pics, part 336/♾️ ~ As We Are (Part 1 /10)

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🏙️ Our Unwritten Seoul 미지의 서울 (2025) — ep. 05 | Alone With You   

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soulmates aren't found, they're made

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💬 Just a Small Update, and a Big Thank You

Dear friends, kind hearts, and everyone who has stood with us,

When I first opened my heart to the world and shared our story, I never imagined the amount of love and solidarity we would receive. Thanks to your incredible support, we’ve now reached $12,837—a milestone that brings real light to some very dark days.

From the deepest corners of my heart, thank you.

💔 A Journey of Loss, but Also of Strength

As many of you know, I’ve lost 25 of my loved ones during this devastating war. That grief lives with me every single day. It’s in the silence that once held laughter, in the empty spaces where we once gathered as a family.

But through your help, I’ve also felt something else: hope. And that hope is priceless.

“21/Oct/2023 Before It Reached Us: The Day Our Neighbor’s House Was Destroyed” A quiet moment of fear, filmed just before everything changed.

“22/Oct/2023 The Morning After: Our Family Home in Ruins” This is what was left behind after the bombing of our home.

🌿 What Life Looks Like for Us Now

Despite everything, we’re still here. Still surviving. Still hoping.

But things have only gotten harder.

The war has returned, more brutal than before—and for over a month now, Gaza has been completely sealed off. No food is coming in. No medical supplies. No aid. No trade. No one is allowed to leave, and no one is allowed to enter.

We’re trapped.

🏚 We live with the fear of tomorrow, every single day. Airstrikes, drones, and the uncertainty of what might happen next. 👨‍👩‍👧 Our family is forever changed—we haven’t just lost people; we’ve lost pieces of ourselves. 📉 Basic needs go unmet—even clean water feels like a luxury now. Medicines, if they exist at all, are unreachable.

And yet…

Your support reminds us that we’re not forgotten. It reminds us that someone, somewhere, is still listening. That someone still cares. That we’re not completely alone in this.

Every message. Every share. Every dollar. It tells us: You’re walking this road with us. And that gives us the strength to keep going.

💖 What You Can Do

If you’ve already donated—thank you beyond words. If you can share our story again, it could reach someone who can help.

Even $5 means warmth, comfort, and a chance to breathe a little easier.

✨ Why It All Matters

This isn’t just about reaching a fundraising goal. It’s about surviving war with dignity. It’s about believing in tomorrow. It’s about making sure my daughter grows up knowing that the world did not look away.

Thank you for your kindness, patience, and belief in our humanity. You’ve helped me find my voice—and I will use it to keep hope alive.

🙏 From the Heart: A Quiet Apology

There’s something I need to say—something that’s been on my heart for some time.

When I first began sharing our story, I didn’t know what the right way was. I was scared, grieving, and trying to protect my family in any way I could. I reached out to many people, hoping someone, anyone, would see us. In that process, I now realize I may have overstepped, and I might have made some feel overwhelmed.

If that happened, I am truly sorry.

Please believe me when I say it was never out of disregard or pushiness. It came from a place of fear—fear of being forgotten, fear of not being able to keep my family safe, fear of watching everything I love slip away in silence.

I’m learning as I go. I’ve slowed down. I’m more mindful now, trying to share our journey in a way that feels respectful of the space and hearts of those listening.

If my words ever came at the wrong time, or in the wrong way, I hope you can understand where they came from—and I hope you can forgive me.

Thank you for seeing past my mistakes. Thank you for still being here. It means more than I can ever explain.

Vetted by @gazavetters ( #309 )

With love and endless gratitude, Mosab and family ♥️

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Simon during the first half of CO sounds genuinely angry at the existence of Baz. When I first read it, I didn't care to think he would eventually get together with Baz with all that hatred he had for him. And then, I thought that was just what I thought happened, but now on my reread, Simon really is mad at him. He's so upset.

Because now that I've just read the dragon scene, Simon's whole character just changed. He sound so incredibly drawn to Baz ever since he floated to help him with the dragon. This is the first time Simon looks stunned by him and that he doesn't sound so angry.

And I love it. I love how I can picture him perfectly, staring at Baz in awe after being helped. And that's so beautiful.

Simon sounding very angry for the first half of the book made me wonder what led him later to kiss Baz, but now that he's been strucked by Baz's beauty at existing and helping, it's so obvious.

After the dragon leaves Watford, Penny and Possibelf approach Simon and Baz to congratulate their work, but Simon sounds like he can't take his eyes off Baz. And Penny tries to make Simon's magic work on her, but he keeps taking her hand off him, as if he didn't care about anything that's not Baz. This happens all the book, but here it's obvious and transparent. Simon no longer wants to catch Baz "plotting" by looking at him, he now just wants to stare at him.

That dragon scene changed Simon. Gorgeous.

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my biggest fear is never being able to have a real connection with anyone in my life

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does anyone know when you stop dreaming about kissing girls or do i have more coming of ageing to do?

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Hilda and Twig

-Everything's changed, hasn't it?

-Yes. But it's the way of the world for things to change. It wasn't for nothing; we'll always have our memories.

-But then that's all it is—memories...

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discovering a new indie artist and life suddenly feels like meteor showers and birds singing at dawn

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don’t think intimacy will ever feel normal for me but i’m being really chill about it

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sometimes i think "well maybe i'm not actually depressed" and then i catch myself going about daily life feeling 85% certain that human existence is probably some sort of purgatorial punishment for sins committed by the soul in some vaster cosmic past life

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04:48

you crept into my dreams again, all through the cracks of my soul. i laid defenseless as you corrupt my mind, and i let you.

my teenage heart takes over as i hold your hand. the world disappears and i forget.

i'll play pretend. feel your warmth against my skin, it won't last.

i'll play pretend. smile through all my words, my face will hurt soon.

i'll play pretend. look you in the eyes while i can, i don't have much time.

i'll wake up soon, move on with a hole in my heart, where you used to be, till i see you again.

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watched I Saw the tv Glow the other day and it did alter my brain chemistry 🤞🏼

desperately need to read or watch something that will alter my brain chemistry and turn me into a new person

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