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projectionists-child2007 · 3 years ago

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The Roll-For M!A/Angst-Fueled Ask List

The only rules are that you must specify which muse on multi-muse blogs, and the person receiving the ask has to roll 1d20 for the length, unless otherwise specified, and the muse must answer questions completely truthfully. Have fun!

M!A; Returned Wrong. The muse has died and returned, but they’re wrong in some way. (asker specifies; monster, god, animal, child (for some freaky second life bs, please for the love of fucking god don’t use this for creepy shit or I’ll die), you’re the boss!)

M!A; Knowledge Unwanted. For every ask that goes by, the muse that is affected by this M!A will gain a bit of new knowledge… pertaining to things they never wanted to know. What kind of knowledge is up to the runner of the blog, along side whether or not the muse retains this knowledge after the M!A ends.

M!A; Floral Flesh. For the duration of the M!A, the muse will grow flowers from wounds they receive, and possibly elsewhere as well if the blog runner so desires. So, hanahaki but possibly way worse and not fueled by love.

M!A; Drifting Elsewhere. For the duration of the M!A, the muse will be trapped in another, much emptier universe. What it looks like is up to the blog runner.

M!A; Gone And Back Again. For the duration of the M!A, the muse’s lost friends/family/lovers/etc of the blog runner’s choice return to life… but they’re mentally stuck in the emotional state they were in when they were dying, and will have the death wounds. The now undead character(s) can answer questions, if they’re lucid enough.

M!A; Memories Unwanted. For the duration of the M!A, the muse will be force to relive their worst memories (and trauma) of the blog runner’s choice, down to the emotional state and knowledge at the time. The askers can torment them however they want, and it won’t overwrite the original version of the memory.

M!A; Shrunken. For the duration of the M!A, your muse is now a child (age of the asker’s choice), but keeps their adult memories and knowledge. This adult immunity does not extend to emotional stability and the likes, however.

M!A; Burdened Wings. For the duration of the M!A, the muse gains large wings (type is up to the asker)… that they cannot fly with because the muse does not gain hollow bones with the wings. The wing bones are hollow, though, so they’re easily breakable if you so desire!

M!A; Unwillingly Fearsome. For the duration of the M!A, the muse who receives it can only be perceived as the person perceiving them’s worst fear(s).

M!A; All Alone. For the duration of the M!A, everybody around the muse will be imperceptible to them, excluding askers.

M!A; Missing Case. For the duration of the M!A, the muse will be imperceptible to others around them, excluding askers.

M!A; Bee Stinger. For the duration of the M!A, the muse is followed by really angry bees.

M!A; Worst Case Scenario. For the duration of the M!A, the muse experiences their absolute worst case scenario as a spectator.

M!A; Tears, Endless. For the duration of the M!A, the muse physically cannot stop crying. It is legitimately impossible for them. Whether they gain the upset feelings for this or if they just can’t stop crying is up to the asker.

M!A; Claustrophobia’s Culmination. For the duration of the M!A, the muse is trapped in a gradually shrinking box.

M!A; How Do You Do, Fellow Kids? For the duration of the M!A, the muse is stuck talking in what 65 year olds think young people talk like.

M!A; Cannibalism Unwilling. For the duration of the M!A, the muse has uncontrollable urges to eat other’s flesh.

M!A; What Came Before. For the duration of the M!A, the muse is stuck in a time period of the last of the blog runner’s choice (unless otherwise specified by said blog runner).

Question; Lost. “What is something you have lost irretrievably, but deeply wish to find again?”

Question; Regrets. “What is your worst regret?”

Question; Phobia. “What is your biggest fear?”

Question; Body. “What are your thoughts or insecurities in their skin, body, and related physical attributes?”

Question; Harm. “What’s the worst injury that you’ve ever inflicted upon another?”

Question; Break. “Have you ever broken a bone or a tooth, and if not, would you like to?”

Question; Envy. “Who or what do you envy?”

Question; Self-Destruct. “Is there anything that you want that would destroy you if you got it?”

Question; Destroy. “Is there anything you want that you’d destroy if you got it?”

Question; Glue. “What thoughts, faiths, or people are keeping you held together?”

Question; Crumble. “What would happen if the things or people that hold you together were to disappear?”

Question; Incinerate. “If you had to destroy something you hold dear completely and utterly, how would you do it?”

Question; Despair. “What would you do if someone destroyed something you hold dear against your will?”

Question; Disillusion. “How did you lose your innocence?”

Question; Illusion. “What is something you believe that others would believe is silly?”

Question; Relationship. “Who do you miss the most?”

Question; Cut. “Who do you miss the least?

#ask game #cannibalism tw #injury tw #ask games

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projectionists-child2007 · 3 years ago

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EPILOGUE // EXPOSITION

It’s been a long two years. Peachy first arrived in TrashFoundation in early 2020; they were only 12, they still went by she/her pronouns, and they were somehow painfully naive, despite approximately 6 years of losing everyone you know and love. It is currently 2022, and Peachy turned 15 last month. Nashari is older, too. She turned 18 recently.

Peachy finds themself ruminating on TrashFoundation. They’re still having problems accepting what happened. They’re still processing all that trauma. And all the trauma that came before it, too.

..Might as well do a late night therapy session on themself, right? It’ll give them something to talk about in therapy next week.

Nobody knows what happened to them during Peachy (Unbound); least of all Peachy themself. They have a suspicion that Greenie had something to do with it, but Greenie is gone. They’ve been gone for at least a few months now.

…Peachy is still coming to terms with the fact they’ll probably never see anyone from the TrashFoundation universe ever again. Smiley went inactive long before they left. The main blog went on indefinite hiatus that’ll likely be permanent. Flamey and Areli and so many others left a long time ago.

And they have a feeling that PeachyMun’s attention has drifted from the SCP fandom. That it��s drifted away for a while.

It’s a natural part of their world. Of course it is. PeachyMun grows attached to something that’s just media to them at first, and then they accidentally bring (or at least help to bring) that media to life. It happened with MultiTale, it happened with Brawl Stars (that’s how Peachy really got created), and it happened with TrashFoundation.

Really, if it weren’t for PeachyMun being so used to meta stuff, nobody would’ve ever known about the muns.

And Peachy wouldn’t of gone unbound.

But they suppose they can’t complain. If it weren’t for the metaness of everything, they wouldn’t be the person they are today. Nobody would.

Peachy sometimes thinks that maybe the moon incident was a defining character moment, along side Peachy going unbound. If anything, it deeply affected their psyche.

And, of course, Smiley kind of went unbound. If you think about it deeply enough, the incident with the archives was an unbound event of some kind.

Heh. Smiley (Unbound). Sounds kind of like a self-fulfilling prophecy of sorts, knowing the circumstances that made them start existing in the first place.

They miss Smiley. Smiley was nice to them. Smiley was family to them. They regret never telling them.

It wasn’t Smiley’s fault that Peachy had to be killed. Not in their mind.

…Peachy wishes that they were around for the Harmony raid. It was something they missed out on, one of the only major events since their joining that they never got involved in. But, their mun was busy that day, if they’re remembering right, so they were forced to forgo participation.

They wonder what would’ve went differently if they had gotten to participate after all.

And speaking of things gone differently.

..It’s funny, really. A while back, in thoughts only shared privately, thoughts that might not of happened here, when they weren’t thinking quite clearly, they blamed Lovet. But really, that’s kind of illogical. What could be blamed, but circumstance? It was selfish of them, really. The butterfly cannot be held accountable for the hurricane, so Lovet cannot be held accountable for the disaster of March 1st 2020. It’s not the butterfly’s fault for flying. The butterfly couldn’t of known what would transpire in it’s flight. There is no blame on the butterfly.

And there is none on them for March 1st 2020, either.

Or maybe there is. Who knows.

Certainly not Peachy.

Peachy gets out of their own head, and looks at the alarm clock.

9:35 PM.

Next to the clock is a pin. It says “they/them” on it. It has flowers as it’s backdrop, and the text is written in orange.

Peachy is enrolled in a normal high school, or as normal as it can be in a universe like this. It’s summer, so they don’t technically need to sleep, but…

Well, no, they do. It’s good for their health.

They should go to bed.

…

So, they do.

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projectionists-child2007 · 3 years ago

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I’m bored, I’m gonna write

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projectionists-child2007 · 3 years ago

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@Ethera

tag the oc that bites into their ice cream

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projectionists-child2007 · 3 years ago

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@Peachy

tag the character that will ALWAYS wish on a dandelion, stray eyelash, or shooting star

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projectionists-child2007 · 3 years ago

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@Nashari. She has pyropathy I decided that like, at least a year ago

tag the oc that likes to set things on fire

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projectionists-child2007 · 3 years ago

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If we’re going off vibes: @Nashari

Otherwise, idk

tag the oc that is cursed

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projectionists-child2007 · 3 years ago

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@Nashari (cataloguing canon stuff)

tag the oc that has a hidden talent they haven’t revealed to anyone

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projectionists-child2007 · 3 years ago

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@Peachy

tag the oc with good vibes

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projectionists-child2007 · 3 years ago

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@all of them?????

tag the oc that is not cisgender and/or heterosexual

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projectionists-child2007 · 3 years ago

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@Nashari

tag the oc that never knows what is going on

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projectionists-child2007 · 3 years ago

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Gonna be here briefly

@Nashari

tag the oc who only knows how to cook ramen

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projectionists-child2007 · 3 years ago

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Also relevant: there will be posts on all blogs on April 1st. They were canonically queued before today

I think it is safe to say that Trashfoundation has been long dead.

Yeah so, I’m gonna do like Glow and write a formal-ish resignation?

Basically, all of the previous participants lost interest in and/or burnt out on scp, and really we all burnt out on TF as well. But that’s not he full reason I’m writing this resignation, as I kind of had wanted to resurrect the dead blogs, but it was shoved to the back burner in favor of newer things with less, as much as I hate to say it, bad memories attached.

March 1st 2020 was a major hit to me at the time, as I was punched full force in the face at 12 in the morning that some of the friendships I held so dear weren’t as perfectly happy and balanced as I thought they were. I thought I had gotten better.

Not so.

Recently, or maybe not so recently, as not even hindsight can be 20/20 with me, I had slid into some.. rather toxic behaviors. I had not intended to hurt anyone, and I didn’t ever consciously do it (to my memory), but I hurt people. I had not realized this until it finally culminated in the people I viewed as my closest friends… leaving.

This has, as I’m sure is understandably, been a gigantic hit to my mental state, and I’m not going to pretend it hasn’t for the sake of not guilt tripping friends/former friends, as that, me unintentionally causing one of them to pretend they were fine until they (reasonably) snapped from the pressure, is what lead me here. I am going to try to set a better example as a server owner from here on out, and I’m going to hope with all my might that I do not further push my friends away.

I know neither of them are likely to read this. I do not blame them. I do not know if either will return, but I would not blame them if they did not. I do not expect them to return, I merely hope that we can patch things up and perhaps become close once more. I will not name any names, however, as I feel that would be a massive breach of privacy and I do not have permission.

So, after the last few days, especially today, I made the decision to leave TF, as I am genuinely, truly, feeling more hopeless than ever. But I did not want to leave things on a cliffhanger that will never end, so I have been changing the descriptions and titles of the blogs to give things closure.

I know this is not the end to Greenie’s arc, or the AAM plot line, or M’s character arc, or Music Anon’s plot hints, that any of you may of wanted. I know it isn’t for me. I had grander plans, and I had been hoping to somehow unveil them.

I had initially intended for Nesparia and Ethera to team up with a bunch of the anons with blogs and the anons without to delve into Jaylin’s possessed mind, revealing Jaylin’s mind to be a vast ocean, controlled by Greenie (due to it being in control of the body). Jaylin was supposed to be deep under the sea, drowning in their own repressed memories, intrusive thoughts, etc etc, without death. A deathless death, if you will. It was supposed to be a grand finale to the arc, where Peachy’s past life would finally become unveiled. Peachy was meant to be Jaylin’s friend that was mentioned at the very beginning of Jaylin’s existence, and that past life’s name would’ve been, iirc, Emily. Along side that, Greenie would’ve been permanently banished, effectively removing them from the plot for good. The first truly permanent death in TF.

Leo, better known as Codename Lion, was supposed to snap from the beginning, but not quite so violently. Codename Maple would’ve died, yes, but not like that. Leo was supposed to be kidnapped or taken captive and interrogated, hopefully without torture, in which he would’ve snapped and told the TF group the secrets he had to keep classified. I really had no other plans from there.

I was intending to plan things out for Mmiri, better known as M, to reveal that she was one god of many, in a small, corrupted pantheon. I had no plans for the TF version of this arc, but I had some plans for the private discord rp spin-off that never came to fruition. I will later release the names of these gods, but I feel as if this post is lengthy enough as is. Eden and Mmiri were sisters, though.

Music Anon was intended to have a big arc where it was revealed they were a defected harmonist who managed to escape by turning themself into an anon and making it so they could only speak in song, a harmonist who deeply resented Clubs. They had a symbol and everything, too, and I gave them a lover from the harmony cult, one they still genuinely loved, and that lover was nicknamed Fidget Spinner because of their symbol. Quite fitting, for TrashFoundation, a world that started as a joke that got absolutely nuked by constant crisises and breakdowns, even if it was also a catalyst for my closest friendships, and even if those friendships have begun breaking down.

I had other plans too, like for “Zoe.” For one thing, she’s a 12 year old shapeshifter named Annie. Her initials are A.N., and she’s kind of demon like in form. For another, she’s been getting chased down by this dark assimilator entity that is probably mostly pinpointing her for her abilities, or something like that. It was supposed to chase Annie into trashfoundation, causing an absolute wreck of things, only for it to be defeated by the teamwork of the trashfoundation group. Probably would’ve been followed by another break, too. I can’t remember any other plans I had off the top of my head. I did have a budding thought for something to explain Peachy’s weird behavior during Peachy (Unbound), though.

Tellanon was probably also supposed to have a tragic backstory, but I can’t remember. I did decide that it did have light-bending powers, though.

So, to sum everything up, in light of recent events, this blog is probably going to be officially inactive. I don’t know if I’ll return to it at any point, or return to TF, but it’s not likely afaik. I think I am done with tumblr rp, at least for now.

In case any friends/former(?) friends see this, please don’t feel bad. It wasn’t your fault. It was just a perfect shitstorm.

Thank you for tuning in.

(And no, I don’t know the status of the pasta cult blog, that’s been inactive for ages and the creator hasn’t contacted me about it.)

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