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my stomach: *growls*

me:

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Me: so I got hungry last night...

Other person: so u got up for a snack?

Me: what? No, the fuck??

Other person: *awkward silence*

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why my brain gotta be like dat

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Yup

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“What’s it like having an eating disorder?”

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Ok I'm sure that someone already made this before but yeah.

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ED: Your stomach must be flat!!! My internal organs:

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hard to swallow pills: ED recovery edition

don’t repost without credit please!

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When people want to socialise and you have to pretend you can eat like a normal person.

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A loophole

Okay but consider this:

Is it really self harm if it doesn’t leave a scar

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Hey deep breaths. Don’t panic. You can do this. Just try and breathe.

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Darling, you have made it through every terrible thing that tried to destroy you. You are so much stronger than you know.

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If you can relate to any of these posts, follow us @anxietyproblem​

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How fucked up is it though that a part of me wants to be worse. Like no offense but at least my depressed self got things done, even though it the only thing that kept me going was self hate.i mean you can say all you want but back in the day I did work out daily and lost weight, while my current self is way too comfortable with her own body to achieve any improvement. Like... i feel they are only two options - I either hate myself and try everything to improve myself or I try to take care of my mental health and end up not being able to accept criticism because my brain is so messed up that I don’t grasp the concept of constructive criticism. I’m either a complete mess and a disgrace to humankind or I pretend to be all self-loving and have to deny all the flaws that I - of course - have. Because if i was to admit that I in fact do something wrong, I’m instantly thrown into self hate again. There is literally no in between. Anyone can relate?

(Pls someone answer, I already feel like the biggest loser because no one ever replies to my posts)

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I have nothing to add except that I’m really proud of how far you’ve come. Not as a singer - even tho we all know you reformed music business - but as a human person. A person who had so many obstacles in their way, who fought so bravely and who wasn’t scared to share their experiences and struggles and sorrows to reach out for those who suffer from the same misery. Jonghyun, i am so proud of you and even tho i wish you had seen another way to get out of that living hell i will never ever judge you because i still have no idea what you’ve been through and because I have faith that you are better now and that’s all that matters to me. You were so strong. Now have the long awaited rest you deserve. 사랑해 종현아. 수고했어 종현아.