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You're allowed to look. I know I'm kinda irresistible.

Dunk Natachai as STYLE SATTAWAT THE HEART KILLERS (2024-2025)

— for @psychdiarys

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I chose to walk down this path. I knew what was coming for me from the get-go. Either I get locked up, or I die. Five years in jail is so much better.

Joong Archen as FADEL and Dunk Natachai as STYLE THE HEART KILLERS | EP. 11

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If only I didn't want to quit my job, if only I didn't get close to him... He'd still be alive. It wasn't your fault. Lilly was the one who had him killed. It was her fault. Don't blame yourself. You had the full right to love and to want a future with him.

Joong Archen as FADEL and Dunk Natachai as STYLE THE HEART KILLERS | EP. 10

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I know it sounds fake but you really do have a lot of silent lovers on this planet who look at you and wish they had your smile or your hair color or your humor or your intellect or your intentions or your heart, your manners, your eyes, your ease, even just you. People who are too shy to tell you what they admire about you or what they wish for you or who they see themselves becoming bc of you & they’re too shy to tell you. even tho it isn’t verbalized, the universe has still heard and the universe has loved you for helping out on its creations. You’re that person. You’re you.

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A+ lift, thank you for your service, please continue.

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in every universe 🌊💋💫

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I just really love Thame's excitement in this moment, this puppy of a man is just so happy to see Po.

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I promise you that, from now on, you'll only see the 100% real me. Besides work, I've been real to you from day one.

Joong Archen as FADEL and Dunk Natachai as STYLE THE HEART KILLERS | EP. 9

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THE HEART KILLERS | EPISODE 9

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WE ARE | EP16 ✗ THE HEART KILLERS | EP9

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He probably just didn't want to confront me, so he just disappeared. Couldn't he at least tell me straight up if he didn't want to be with me anymore? Ghosting me was just nasty. Maybe he was scared of me, thinking I'd kill him if he broke up with me.

Joong Archen as FADEL and Dunk Natachai as STYLE THE HEART KILLERS | EP. 9

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Can we get some new clothes? [...] We can just stop by around here somewhere. You sure make a lot of requests. You think we're on a road trip or something? No.

Joong Archen as FADEL and Dunk Natachai as STYLE THE HEART KILLERS | EP. 9

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What was the original purpose for this website because something went wrong along the way

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Western lesbian representation is so bad. It’s either the series gets cancelled, a character dies, they don’t get screentime, or the storyline only focuses on the homophobia they face.

Meanwhile in Thai GL, there have been over 30 series announced for 2025 alone. And let me tell you, there’s something for everybody. Space lesbians, childhood best friends to lovers, period drama lesbians, boss x employee trope, multiple couples and love triangles, mafia action lesbians, idol x bodyguard trope, lesbian with powers to control time, prisoner lesbians, black cat x golden retriever trope, crime-solving lesbians, messy sapphic friend groups who are all in love with each other, high-school sweetheart fluff, weddings, happy endings and so much more. And this is just the beginning. There will be many more great series to come in the future.

The only thing that’s stopping more western people from watching is because of subtitles. Which is such a pity because these people say “there’s no good lesbian representation”, but there is. You just have to be better at looking for it. Don’t set yourself up for disappointment anymore, don’t watch something for the bare minimum representation.

As Bong Joon Ho once said:

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Style the icon that you are

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I always do as the yaoi doctor prescribes