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BTS reacting to you leaving them because you’re scared of being hurt again

fandom: bts

paring: bts x reader

warnings: swearing, mentions of abusive relationships, mentions of break ups

genre: angst

word count: 1.1k

a/n: if you’re in an abusive/toxic relationship please please please find some help! no one deserves to go through that kind of emprisonment! my inbox is always open for anyone to talk, i love you all lots ! + i might do a part two considering there’s no happy ending in this and that makes me so sad sks let me know what you think!

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kim seokjin

“It’s over Jin.” you said, eyes closed so you wouldn’t have to face the confused and hurt ones facing you. “I can’t wait for you to hurt me like the others did, I need to protect myself-“

“Don’t do this Y/n! After everything we’ve been through, you’re just gonna throw it away like a piece of trash? No, you don’t get to do that to me. I love you!”

By this time, he was on the floor and sobbing with so much passion in his voice that you almost decided to stay. Carry on living life with the love of your life. Settle down, marry and maybe even start a family.

But the word ‘almost’ was the key here.

min yoongi

“Yoongi I love you, I really do but sometimes things just don’t work out.” you quietly said, playing with his hands while you bumbled on “I just want you to know this isn’t you fault.”

Abruptly the man stood up, ripping his hands from you “No Y/n, this isn’t fucking fair! You think I’m gonna hurt you? You think I’m gonna hurt you like HE did, huh? You really think I’m that fucking stupid to hurt the person that I love? You think I’m like him?”

You peered down at your feet and fiddled with your nails in guilt. As much as you hated to admit, that’s what you always thought about all of your past lovers.

The sigh of your boyfriend, a slam of a studio door and silence replied to you.

kim namjoon

“I can’t do this anymore Namjoon.” you sobbed into your hands “I can’t keep telling myself that you won’t hurt me when I know deep deep down that you will eventually!”

Rubbing his temples, Namjoon stood up from from where he was sitting and placed himself next to you. “Shh baby, listen.” he pulled you into his chest, the sound of snuffling and sniffing coming from you. “I know, for a fact, that I won’t hurt you the way he hurt you. Everyday, I wake up and swear to god that I would find whoever did this to you. Because someone as sweet as you, didn’t deserve any of what you got.” he spoke softly, rubbing your back all the way up to your hair and then down again.

“But I also want you to be comfortable. Because I love you and I want you to be happy always. So I’m prepared to accept the fact that you might leave, but just know, I’m waiting for you.”

And as you slammed the door for the final time, those words echoed in his head like a broken record

Jung Hoseok

When Hoseok has gotten home from practice that day, he didn’t expect to come home to an empty house, your clothes and objects missing and also a note that said ‘i’m sorry’ perched on the pillow of his bed.

Hoseok also didn’t expect to be driving around Seoul, looking for his girlfriend who had suddenly disappeared into nothingness. Obviously, he dropped you several texts and calls, one of the texts saying:

‘Baby, i’m sorry okay? That fight yesterday was stupid and i shouldn’t have been so petty. I love you and i’m worried sick, where are you??? is this about your past? just answer me princess, i need to see you, we can talk this over at my place? think about this. i’m begging you. please.’

Dropping his keys back in the pot by the door, he melted onto the cold, empty couch. Sighing loudly, he pulled out his phone to check for any successes.

Read, one hour ago.

park jimin

“What are you doing here Y/n?” Jimin shouted, trying to overpower the sound of the rain hitting the concrete ground he stood upon. “Come home love, we can talk about this!”

The bus stops shelter over your head made the rain echo in your ears, therefore making it ten times harder for you to hear anything around you. Soon enough, the headlights of the bus formed two bright circles in the middle of the dark storm that had taken over Seoul. You quickly stood, indicating to the driver that you were keen to get on.

“Y/n wait, stop! What are you doing?” Jimin screamed, having no effect on your oblivious self.

It was when you finally sat down on the warm, cheap material of the buses’ interior, did you see a blurry black umbrella across the road, stood as still as a ghost. And under it, was the person you were leaving behind.

kim taehyung

“This was bound to happen Taehyung.” you said, stroking his hair before readjusting one of the handles of your multiple suitcases. Everything was packed and ready for you to stuff inside your car, away from your life you had spent so many years building.

“Y/n.” Taehyungs voice shook gently “Please don’t leave me, I need you to stay with me.” A single tear fell from his eye and he wiped it away quickly “You know that we’re good together, you know that I would never hurt you.”

“Do I know for sure?” you questioned, biting your lip in case you said something you’d regret “This is it now, Tae.” You said as you grabbed the handle of the suitcase and wheeled it out the front door.

And as Taehyung watched you shut the trunk of the car and drive away, he realised how much of an idiot he was to let you go that easily. You two were meant to be together, you were soulmates.

That was the thought that was racing through his head whilst staring at the glistening engagement ring.

jeon jungkook

Jungkook had seen the texts from and to your mother. You were planning to leave without telling, asking your mum if you could stay at hers for the time being.

He was confused, he thought you were happy? He thought you wanted to stay with him, create a few more memories, maybe even share your life with him.

That’s why it hurt whenever you told him that you loved him. Did you really mean it? And if you did, why were you planning to leave the person you loved.

That night, you know, the night you were planning to escape was the night that Jungkook was extra clingy and loving. He stroked your hair and kissed your cheek more than a few times. He made you dinner, ran you a bath and constantly told you that he loved you.

But the final finale of the night was when you two were getting ready for bed. In the midst of the silence and darkness, Jungkook whispered “I think you’re the love of my life. I wanna do everything and anything with you Y/n, because honestly darling I’m in love with you”

And as he tightly cuddled you from behind that night, he prayed to god that his words had made a difference. Maybe made you had a change in heart.

He was wrong.

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BTS reacting to their s/o being very cuddly and affectionate

fandom: bts

pairing: bts x reader

warnings: none!

genre: lots and lots of fluff!

word count: 2k

a/n: honestly i love affectionate people, they make me feel very special! hope you enjoy this reaction!

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𝙠𝙞𝙢 𝙨𝙚𝙤𝙠𝙟𝙞𝙣

“Long day?” Seokjin asked as you walked into the bedroom sighing. You replied by nodding before stripping yourself from your work clothes and into Jin’s spare t-shirt he had lying around.

Today had not been the best of days but it didn’t matter anymore. You were home and the day was over. You just wanted to sleep with your boyfriends' arms wrapped around you tightly. You wanted to be in your safe place. and that, it was.

Speaking of your boyfriend, he was already under the duvet with his laptop on his lap when you had gotten home. It was his day off so obviously, he took advantage and didn’t leave the warmth that was yours and his bed. After you had finished getting into your sleepwear, you then crawled into the covers and trapped yourself under Jin’s free arm.

There you lay for an hour or so, watching him type away on his computer, answering a few emails and getting stuff done. He was fascinating to look at when he was concentrated. Every now and then, he would look down at you at which you smiled back. He would then chuckle and maybe kiss your head or stroke your hair.

When he was finished with his errands, Jin quickly shut his laptop and pushed it under the bed. By this time you were on the verge of falling asleep, so he gently scooched down so that his head was on the pillow and your head was on his chest. 

“Jagiya?” he whispered. You hummed in response “I know that you’re tired and everything but it’s still early! Don’t you wanna get something to eat?” 

Groggily, you readjusted your head for comfort “No, I just wanna rest.”

At that, Jin pulled you tighter towards him and pecked your cheek “Okay my love, no problem at all!”

𝙢𝙞𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙞

Sometimes when Yoongi was working, you liked to join him in the studio. It was nice company for both of you. You would bring a magazine or maybe a book with you so you wouldn’t get bored. You sometimes would bring your own work to his so that you could get stuff done too. It was a logical situation.

But this time, He was taking longer than usual to finish up and you already had run out of ideas to entertain yourself. Yoongi, though, paid no attention and was fully engrossed in whatever he was doing. Rarely, you would see him stop to crack his knuckles, stretch his arms above him or maybe take a sip of his drink that was placed next to him. You finally had enough of waiting and decided to take matters into your own hands with getting him to stop. 

“Yoongi?” You said, standing behind his chair and snaking your hands around his neck “Come on, baby! It’s time to go.”

You kissed him gently on the cheek and nuzzled your face into the crook of his neck. Yoongi slowly removed his headphones off of his head and sighed a sigh of relief. He then gently gripped your hands and brought them to his lips. 

“Sorry princess, I got distracted from the time.” He got up and started to gather his things for home. It was winter time so it was cold outside meaning that you both had to wrap up warm for the outside. Yoongi threw on his coat before passing you yours from the coat rack. Once you two had put on your hats and scarfs, he held out his arm for you to take. “Ready to go, beautiful?” 

“Yeah, all ready! Let’s go home!” You said, gripping his arm and heading into the cold outdoors.

𝙠𝙞𝙢 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙟𝙤𝙤𝙣

Thunderstorms never really were a big fear of yours. Yes, they did make you jump sometimes and mostly you learned to block them out and forget about them. But this was a whole new level and they never scared you like this. You were wrapped up in a blanket with half-bitten nails and shakey hands. The storm was loud and dangerous. And even worse, Namjoon wasn’t home yet.

Your mind instantly went to the worst of places. What if he had got in an accident on the way back? What if he was stuck at work? What if he had gotten lost?

It was then that you started to cry. The feeling of something not being right was too painful for you and you couldn’t bear it any longer. You reached for your phone for the hundredth time that night and was about to tap on your boyfriends’ name again when you heard the front door lock jingle, signifying the keys turning in the lock of your front door.

In came in, a drenched but perfectly unharmed Namjoon. He had a black raincoat on with the hood up so that his hair was invisible to sight. “Ugh, the storm out there is terrible! All I need now is a hot drink and my pyjam- You okay, baby?”

By this time, you were sobbing hard with your hand over your mouth. He was okay. Of course, he was okay! Why didn’t you believe that he was okay? You ran over to hug him tightly even though he was soaked from the rain. He noticed your shuddering figure and hugged you back tighter.

“I thought something had happened to you!” You wept, burying your head deeper into his shoulder. He sighed and kissed your head delicately “Princess I’m so sorry! I should’ve called but I completely forgot. I was held up at work with the comeback and everything! I’m so sorry, I’m here now, everything will be okay.”

You nodded and leant your forehead on his. “I love you,” you whispered at which he replied with the same. Taking off his jacket, he took your hand in his before kissing it, and lead you to the kitchen “Now, let’s go make some cocoa!”

𝙟𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙤𝙠

Your friend lived quite a long way away from where you and Hoseok lived. Yes, it was hard to stay in touch with the distance in between but you two always figured it out. Which is why you were so excited when you both planned to see and stay with each other for a week - Hoseok tagging along, of course.

Getting there, you both had to catch a train to the airport. Actually catching it was no problem but it was when you got onto the train, things started to get stressful. The first few stops were okay and not many people got on. But the fifth stop was like the whole of Korea felt like taking the same mode of transport today. 

It was packed to the brim with people. People in business suits, mums with a bunch of kids. Even school kids on their way back from school were on this very train.

Because of this, you and Hobi ended up being pushed against each other. You leaning on his torso while he held onto the rail above. As more people started to bundle on, you wrapped your arms around his waist and squeezed gently. 

Hoseok sensed how uncomfortable you were with strangers surrounding you so with his spare hand, he kissed the top of your head and stroked your hair to calm you down. “Only a few more stops darling, then it’ll be over!”

“Remind me never to take the train again.” You mumbled against his chest

He chuckled “Noted baby!”

𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙟𝙞𝙢𝙞𝙣

You were both extremely tired and drained from the long weekend at Jimins’ parents' house. Yes, it was absolutely lovely and you quite enjoyed seeing everyone, especially Jimin happy but even he could agree that enough is enough. Back home was calling for you.

Kissing them goodbye, you two waved at them from inside of the car before driving onto the highway. Soon, all you saw was overhead roads and a slur of green as the trees whizzed past you.

Jimin had his right hand on the wheel, with his elbow leaning against the door on his right. His left hand was placed on your thigh, squeezing gently every now and then. The radio was on low volume, the soft hum of a singers voice drowned out the sound of the wheels on the concrete.

You looked over at your boyfriend, his eyebrows strained ever so slightly from the concentration of the road. His lips looked plump and kissable, along with his soft, glowing skin. Words couldn’t describe how much you wanted to run your fingers along it right at this moment, not forgetting his hair too.

Remembering that his hand was caressing your thigh, you placed your hand on top of it before bringing it to your lips, kissing his knuckles ever so lightly. 

‘We’ll be there soon baby, just hold tight.’ he mumbled, his eyes still trained on the road. ‘Get some rest baby, I’ll wake you up when we’re home!’

You hummed in agreement before placing his hand back on your thigh, leaning your head against the cold window and closing your eyes. The murmur of traffic beside you, calming you. Before you know it, you’re sound asleep.

kim taehyung

Seoul was currently in a heatwave. Both you and Taehung were sticky with sweat and all you wanted to do was jump into a nice cool bath before the humid evenings hit. However Taehyung had more of a, should we say, playful approach to the solution.

You were nicely sunbathing in the garden, trying to soak up the sunlight and attempting to get a tan. However your mind was somewhere else. Everything was all too quiet for you, well that was until you heard the squeak of a water faucet...

‘Heads up honey!’ he cheered before turning on the hose and spraying your clammy body in ice cold water. Obviously you jumped up in shock before attempting to wrestle the plastic tube from your boyfriend

Becuase of the laughing fit that Taehyung was already having from the recent past events, he was weak enough for you to rip the hose out of his grasp and aim it towards him. He screamed in comedic distress, before throwing you over is shoulder and jogging over to the grassy bit of your backyard.

‘Taehyung, put me down!’ you squealed, your laughter stangled the ability to talk properly. ‘This is so unfair!’

‘What’s unfair my love! You said you were hot, so i wanted to cool you down!’ he replied slyly, tickling you lightly on the waist.This action made you squirm even more, which then triggered Taehyungs clumsiness. Both of you ended up on the grassy floor, cheeks hurting from grinning and laughing too much.

Soon enough when you both calmed down, the heat of the sun had calmed down, as now there was just a soft breeze of evening time. You lay your head on top of his chest and stared up at the sunset. He pulled you closer to him, his chin leaning against the top of your head.

‘i love you sweetheart.’ he said lowly, kissing your head afterwards.

jeon jungkook

Jungkook was into his video games. That was obvious to anyone who came across him, he loved to just sit down and play some Overwatch every once in a while.

Evidently, you had no problem with him playing. I mean, he was a 21 year old man! He could do whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted. However, the time was 3 am and he still hadn’t come to bed yet. Sleeping without him was an extremely difficult task for you so as tired as you were, you decided to stay up for him.

It didn’t seem like his match was ending soon so you decided to try and persuade him to hit the hay and come to bed. Opening the door to his study, the sounds of gunshots and explosions embraced your eardrums walking inside. Jungkook turned his head quickly to catch the glimpse at the ‘intruder’ but smiled sympathetically when he only saw you in the doorway.

‘Hey baby, what are you still doing up?’ he said, his eyes already back on the erratic screen. You sighed and made your way over to the back of the couch, hands snaking around his neck and nuzzling your head into the crook of it.

‘You know damn well that I can’t sleep withough you Jeon Jungkook.’ you pouted, voice bratty and muffled. He chuckled, pausing the game to tilt his head even further. ‘Aw baby, you sound so sleepy!’ You nodded in reply before saying ‘Please come to bed now.’

At that he got up quickly, rounded the couch and picked you up bridal style ‘Come on honey, let’s get some shuteye!’

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BTS reacting to their s/o feeling insecure about their weight.

fandom: bts

paring: bts x reader

warnings: fainting

genre: angst, fluff, implied smut

word count: 13.6k (i went a little overboard on taes and jungkooks aha)

a/n: hello! my name is Layla and this is my first time writing a bts reaction on Tumblr! I’ve seen so many amazing writers and I decided i wanted to start up a little blog of my own! this certain topic is very close to my heart and i have struggled with this kinda thing a lot in the past. but just know, we’re all beautiful whatever, shape, size, race, religion, sexuality etc etc we are! <3 

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𝙠𝙞𝙢 𝙨𝙚𝙤𝙠𝙟𝙞𝙣

Being the girlfriend of worldwide handsome Kim Seokjin was always something that lingered in the back of your mind. There was always that voice inside your head that said ‘he could do so much better than you, I mean look at him’  

Eventually, the voices got under your skin and soon enough you took these comments to heart. Every shop and car window you walked past, you’d quickly analyse yourself to see if everything was in check. Every time you went into a dressing room to try something on, you prayed that you didn’t have to get a bigger size. Every time Jin offered you to buy you maybe a pretzel or a doughnut, you’d politely decline. Your excuse was that you weren’t hungry or didn’t feel like it. But, in reality, you were starving.

The catch was, Jin knew exactly what you were doing. He observed the way you looked at yourself in the mirror. He observed the way you stopped reaching for the crop tops and observed the way you went for the big hoodies instead. He observed the way you eyed the sweets in the shop like you hadn’t eaten ever in your entire life.

And he hated everything about it. 

Which is why he went a whole day, taking you to your favourite fast food restaurants and buying whatever you’d fancy. Because you were his life and he hated seeing you struggle, especially on your own.

“Jin, I can’t eat this, this is so unhealthy and I’ll gain weight so quickly.” You said as he handed his card over to the cashier. “Nonsense.” He replied, “My girl needs to eat otherwise she won’t be happy and that’ll make worldwide handsome, worldwide miserable.” He joked before pulling you into a tight hug. “And we don’t want that, do we?”

𝙢𝙞𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙞

Now, Yoongi might be a little clueless when it comes to these things and at first, he didn’t realise what you were going through and how you were going through it alone. In his eyes, you were absolutely perfect and he couldn’t ask for someone better. You were his everything. 

It was about 4:30 in the afternoon and you were nearly finished at work. Yoongi had just gotten back from tour a few days ago. However, being the workaholic that Yoongi is, he was already in the studio working on something new. Suddenly, the phone began to ring and on the other line was your boss.

“Hello? Is this, by any chance, Min Yoongi speaking?” Yoongi replied with yes and at that, your boss told him about what happened. You had apparently collapsed during a meeting due to malnutrition. Your boss informed Yoongi that they had already called the ambulance and the doctors were already nursing her back to health, all they needed now was for him to come to pick you up.

However, they had got him at the word ‘collapsed’ Yoongi was already in the elevator on the way down to his car, where shortly after he would race to get you. Once he arrived at the building where you worked, he rushed inside. 

Thankfully, your boss was already waiting in the reception, ready to take him to you. When he eventually did see you, his heart broke into a tiny, million pieces. You were as white as snow and your eyes looked tired and tear-stained. You didn’t look like his girl.

“Oh, jagiya,” Yoongi whispered into your neck “Why didn’t you tell me? Why didn’t you say anything?” By now, you were both sobbing into each other. You kept silent due to the embarrassment of being wrong. This wasn’t the way. You two sat there cuddling for a little bit before you both decided to call it a day. His arms didn’t leave your waist as you exited the building and entered the vehicle. 

As Yoongi started up the car, he rubbed a hand on your thigh and spoke an “I’ll do anything to make you happy again baby, just know that I’m always happy as long as you’re alive”

𝙠𝙞𝙢 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙟𝙤𝙤𝙣

Whenever you and Joon had some free time from work, your favourite thing to do was to go to the beach. You both didn’t care what season it was or how you were going to get there but you two always found a way. It was the summer month of August and the beach was quite popular this time of year. People were swimming and playing and sunbathing and everyone was as happy as can be.

Namjoon himself looked elated to be there. It was his favourite place and it made it even better with you beside him. However, on your side, it was a totally different story. 

Yes, you loved the beach and spending time with your boyfriend but what you didn’t love is the fact that you were surrounded by pretty girls. Literally, everywhere you looked, there were girls with perfect hair and perfect faces and perfect bodies. Namjoon was bound to realise that they, were so much better than you.

Yet, Namjoon thought that you were the prettiest girl on that whole entire beach. He loved the way the sun made your skin shine and he loved the way the soft summer winds made your hair sway like ribbons. Joon noticed your discomfort though and reached over the sand to stroke your leg.

“Don’t worry Jagi, you’re the only one for me. I don’t want anybody else!” He kissed your temple before getting up and brushing the sand off his trunks. He then spread his hand out for you to take “Shall we go find some crabs?”

You sighed before nodding and taking his hand in yours. As you got up, you heard Namjoon give you a big wolf whistle, making the people around you turn your way.

“Namjoon!” you laughed before chasing him down to the sea.

𝙟𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙤𝙠

Usually dancing with Hoseok was one of the best times. You both thoroughly enjoyed both dancing and each others company so every week, you and he would go to the studio and work on a routine. It was a win-win situation. You were both very very happy. 

That was until Hobi had brought up the concept of uploading a dance video on social media. At first, you thought it was a brilliant idea! It was a chance for you to show army how much you love their little sunshine and how important his hobby is to you. So you were all for it, and you let him post the video.

Almost immediately, loads of comments started to stream through the feed like a river. Ten percent of these comments were positive while the rest being loaded with criticism. Some about your dancing and some about you, yourself. Comments such as ‘why does her body move so differently, to the music, it’s so disturbing’ and ‘tbh she ruins it for our hobi!” Either way, each and every comment dug a little deeper.

Nonetheless, you didn’t dare to show Hoseok you were hurting. You couldn’t bear for him to see you get so eaten up about the media. You knew he loved you no matter what. So you kept your mouth shut and got on how you would normally. 

But obviously, this backfired tremendously. It was your dance practice day with him and from the start, Hobi can see you were out of it. He knew about the comments however he always thought very little of them. They were all false, nothing was going to change his mind about you. 

To make a long story short, the night ended with him comforting and embracing you whilst you sobbed into his neck in the middle of a practice room. He rubbed your back and stroked your hair gently “Oh princess please don’t cry! You’re too pretty to cry.” He whispered “I saw all of the comments, I saw every single one of them and not one assumption was right about you! You are perfect in so many ways and when you dance, it does something to me that I can’t explain. Don’t you dare believe any of the nonsense that they speak, you’re my perfect girl. Mine.”

𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙟𝙞𝙢𝙞𝙣

Struggling from body positivity in the past, Jimin knew exactly what you were doing. He had been there before, he knew all the symptoms and studied every trick in the book. Which is why he stopped you before things got out of hand. 

Although it was easier to speak to you, Jimin felt he needed to be more physical with getting his point across. If you were looking in the mirror and he felt that you were judging yourself, there he was with his arms around your waist and his face snuffled in your neck. he’d mumble an ‘i love you’ every morning and every night when you two were waking up and going to bed. He wanted to show you how much he loved you instead of just telling you.

Even though you loved his clingy side, you couldn’t help but wonder why he was being like this. I mean nothing had changed so what was the big deal?

“Hey Jimin?” you said as you lay on his chest “Not that I don’t love it but you’ve been more touchy this past month, have I missed something?” Looking up at his beautiful face, you saw him bite his lip and look to the side worriedly. Almost immediately, you removed yourself from his cuddle. “Jiminie, what’s wrong?”

He sighed before putting your hand in his “Y/n, I know about your dieting. I know what you’re doing to yourself and to be honest, I don’t agree with it one bit!” You slumped your shoulders drastically “Jimin..”

“No Y/n please, don’t do this! You don’t need to change for anyone especially me! I love you so much but this isn’t the way.” 

𝙠𝙞𝙢 𝙩𝙖𝙚𝙝𝙮𝙪𝙣𝙜

It was the night of Taehyungs fashion show. Your boyfriend had been asked to model the new clothes for Gucci and you couldn’t be happier for him. He was, of course, ecstatic but also incredibly nervous. This was big for him and you wanted everything to go to plan This was your mans night tonight!

Being in the front row had its perks. From there you could see Tae and support him fully but you were also in the plain sight of other young, beautiful models that were showing off the expensive brand. It made you feel very conscious of yourself, particularly your weight and clothing choice.

Yet, you decided to ignore it and keep strong. For Taehyung specifically. When it was his turn to walk on the catwalk, most of the crowd gasped and at that moment you forgot all about the other girls. You were here for his look. And boy did he pull it off.

After the show, Tae had mentioned an afterparty Gucci was hosting and all models including their plus ones were invited. Obviously not wanting to be a party pooper, you agreed to go with him. 

Turns out, it was one of the worst ideas you could’ve had. If beauty was a room that would’ve been it for there were a least fifty stunning models all dancing on the dancefloor. And what was worse is, they were all dancing around your boyfriend.

Suddenly the scene around you became blurred and you felt a tear slide down your face. Quickly you rushed to the bathroom and locked yourself in one of the stalls. You refused to call yourself the jealous type. But it just had to be them. The perfect, skinny, stunning beauti-

Almost immediately a knock on the stall door dragged you out of your thoughts ‘Y/n?’ You could recognise that deep voice anywhere “Y/n, I know it’s you I saw you come in here!” He spoke sternly “Come out.”

Sighing, You unlocked the door and walked out with your head hanging down “Look at me Y/n.” He said, tilting your chin up with his two fingers “What’s wrong?” Gazing into his eyes, you began to cry once again. “They’re so much better than me Tae! Every single one of them is-” 

“Not you.” He interrupted once again “They may be attractive girls but they aren’t you!” Taking the palm of his fingers up to your face, he dried your eyes. Then leaning down to your ear he whispered: “Now let’s go home and I’ll show you how stunning you are.”

𝙟𝙚𝙤𝙣 𝙟𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙠𝙤𝙤𝙠

Jungkook, as we all knew, had an amazing physique. He had a thin waist and beautiful abs and biceps that any girl would die to just touch. Expect Jungkook didn’t choose any girl. He chose you. You were the eye to behold his great body.

This was indeed very flattering for you but also insanely pressurizing. You felt that you needed to keep up a healthy image, with what you ate and how you dressed and how many times you worked out. Things that kept Jungkook feelings towards you, satisfactory. 

Broadening on the working out aspect, you made a point to go to the gym every week. Not that you liked it. In all honesty, you’d rather sit at home and watch a bunch of films, maybe with your boyfriend if he was home from practice by then. But you made a point to go anyway. To prove to yourself that you could.

It was a Tuesday morning and Jungkook had gotten up bright and early to hit the weights, something he did every Tuesday. The only difference was, you were coming with him. So whilst he was in the shower, you speedily put on your gym clothes and then raced into the kitchen to grab some breakfast. By the time Jungkook had gotten out, you had already put on your trainers ready to walk out the front door. 

As he dried his damp hair, Jungkook looked at you quizzically. “Y/n baby, what are you doing?” he chuckled, whilst you redid your shoelaces “What do you mean? I’m coming to the gym with you!” you replied simply.

He humorously frowned at you “Not that I don’t want you there but, why? You never usually come?”

“Well, I am today okay?” you said rather defensively. You didn’t mean to come off as harsh but it annoyed you! Did you not have the right to work out?

“Woah alright baby, relax! What’s up?” Jungkook sensed the tension and softly gripped your arm, pulling you in closer to his figure. However, you were still agitated and pulled away “No Jungkook stop! I’m just tired of everyone thinking I can’t do it and I’m so tired!”

You tried to storm off into the bedroom but Jungkook caught your waist before you could run away “Y/n what are you talking about? No one said you couldn’t do it! What’s going on?” 

“Jungkook, everyone seems to think that I’m not good enough for you because I don’t follow the same regime! I’m just so tired of hearing it.”

“Oh, you silly girl!” Jungkook joked as he pulled you into a tight hug “I asked you out because you were different! I don’t want a girlfriend who copies everything I do!” He kissed the top of your hair “Now if you want, we can ditch the gym and watch some movies?” And to that, you nodded furiously.

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YOU WILL BE PART OF THE PURPLE OCEAN 💜

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YOU WILL BE PART OF THE PURPLE OCEAN 💜

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BTS reacting to their s/o feeling insecure about their weight.

fandom: bts

paring: bts x reader

warnings: fainting

genre: angst, fluff, implied smut

word count: 13.6k (i went a little overboard on taes and jungkooks aha)

a/n: hello! my name is Layla and this is my first time writing a bts reaction on Tumblr! I’ve seen so many amazing writers and I decided i wanted to start up a little blog of my own! this certain topic is very close to my heart and i have struggled with this kinda thing a lot in the past. but just know, we’re all beautiful whatever, shape, size, race, religion, sexuality etc etc we are! <3 

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𝙠𝙞𝙢 𝙨𝙚𝙤𝙠𝙟𝙞𝙣

Being the girlfriend of worldwide handsome Kim Seokjin was always something that lingered in the back of your mind. There was always that voice inside your head that said ‘he could do so much better than you, I mean look at him’  

Eventually, the voices got under your skin and soon enough you took these comments to heart. Every shop and car window you walked past, you’d quickly analyse yourself to see if everything was in check. Every time you went into a dressing room to try something on, you prayed that you didn’t have to get a bigger size. Every time Jin offered you to buy you maybe a pretzel or a doughnut, you’d politely decline. Your excuse was that you weren’t hungry or didn’t feel like it. But, in reality, you were starving.

The catch was, Jin knew exactly what you were doing. He observed the way you looked at yourself in the mirror. He observed the way you stopped reaching for the crop tops and observed the way you went for the big hoodies instead. He observed the way you eyed the sweets in the shop like you hadn’t eaten ever in your entire life.

And he hated everything about it. 

Which is why he went a whole day, taking you to your favourite fast food restaurants and buying whatever you’d fancy. Because you were his life and he hated seeing you struggle, especially on your own.

“Jin, I can’t eat this, this is so unhealthy and I’ll gain weight so quickly.” You said as he handed his card over to the cashier. “Nonsense.” He replied, “My girl needs to eat otherwise she won’t be happy and that’ll make worldwide handsome, worldwide miserable.” He joked before pulling you into a tight hug. “And we don’t want that, do we?”

𝙢𝙞𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙞

Now, Yoongi might be a little clueless when it comes to these things and at first, he didn’t realise what you were going through and how you were going through it alone. In his eyes, you were absolutely perfect and he couldn’t ask for someone better. You were his everything. 

It was about 4:30 in the afternoon and you were nearly finished at work. Yoongi had just gotten back from tour a few days ago. However, being the workaholic that Yoongi is, he was already in the studio working on something new. Suddenly, the phone began to ring and on the other line was your boss.

“Hello? Is this, by any chance, Min Yoongi speaking?” Yoongi replied with yes and at that, your boss told him about what happened. You had apparently collapsed during a meeting due to malnutrition. Your boss informed Yoongi that they had already called the ambulance and the doctors were already nursing her back to health, all they needed now was for him to come to pick you up.

However, they had got him at the word ‘collapsed’ Yoongi was already in the elevator on the way down to his car, where shortly after he would race to get you. Once he arrived at the building where you worked, he rushed inside. 

Thankfully, your boss was already waiting in the reception, ready to take him to you. When he eventually did see you, his heart broke into a tiny, million pieces. You were as white as snow and your eyes looked tired and tear-stained. You didn’t look like his girl.

“Oh, jagiya,” Yoongi whispered into your neck “Why didn’t you tell me? Why didn’t you say anything?” By now, you were both sobbing into each other. You kept silent due to the embarrassment of being wrong. This wasn’t the way. You two sat there cuddling for a little bit before you both decided to call it a day. His arms didn’t leave your waist as you exited the building and entered the vehicle. 

As Yoongi started up the car, he rubbed a hand on your thigh and spoke an “I’ll do anything to make you happy again baby, just know that I’m always happy as long as you’re alive”

𝙠𝙞𝙢 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙟𝙤𝙤𝙣

Whenever you and Joon had some free time from work, your favourite thing to do was to go to the beach. You both didn’t care what season it was or how you were going to get there but you two always found a way. It was the summer month of August and the beach was quite popular this time of year. People were swimming and playing and sunbathing and everyone was as happy as can be.

Namjoon himself looked elated to be there. It was his favourite place and it made it even better with you beside him. However, on your side, it was a totally different story. 

Yes, you loved the beach and spending time with your boyfriend but what you didn’t love is the fact that you were surrounded by pretty girls. Literally, everywhere you looked, there were girls with perfect hair and perfect faces and perfect bodies. Namjoon was bound to realise that they, were so much better than you.

Yet, Namjoon thought that you were the prettiest girl on that whole entire beach. He loved the way the sun made your skin shine and he loved the way the soft summer winds made your hair sway like ribbons. Joon noticed your discomfort though and reached over the sand to stroke your leg.

“Don’t worry Jagi, you’re the only one for me. I don’t want anybody else!” He kissed your temple before getting up and brushing the sand off his trunks. He then spread his hand out for you to take “Shall we go find some crabs?”

You sighed before nodding and taking his hand in yours. As you got up, you heard Namjoon give you a big wolf whistle, making the people around you turn your way.

“Namjoon!” you laughed before chasing him down to the sea.

𝙟𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙤𝙠

Usually dancing with Hoseok was one of the best times. You both thoroughly enjoyed both dancing and each others company so every week, you and he would go to the studio and work on a routine. It was a win-win situation. You were both very very happy. 

That was until Hobi had brought up the concept of uploading a dance video on social media. At first, you thought it was a brilliant idea! It was a chance for you to show army how much you love their little sunshine and how important his hobby is to you. So you were all for it, and you let him post the video.

Almost immediately, loads of comments started to stream through the feed like a river. Ten percent of these comments were positive while the rest being loaded with criticism. Some about your dancing and some about you, yourself. Comments such as ‘why does her body move so differently, to the music, it's so disturbing’ and ‘tbh she ruins it for our hobi!” Either way, each and every comment dug a little deeper.

Nonetheless, you didn’t dare to show Hoseok you were hurting. You couldn’t bear for him to see you get so eaten up about the media. You knew he loved you no matter what. So you kept your mouth shut and got on how you would normally. 

But obviously, this backfired tremendously. It was your dance practice day with him and from the start, Hobi can see you were out of it. He knew about the comments however he always thought very little of them. They were all false, nothing was going to change his mind about you. 

To make a long story short, the night ended with him comforting and embracing you whilst you sobbed into his neck in the middle of a practice room. He rubbed your back and stroked your hair gently “Oh princess please don’t cry! You’re too pretty to cry.” He whispered “I saw all of the comments, I saw every single one of them and not one assumption was right about you! You are perfect in so many ways and when you dance, it does something to me that I can’t explain. Don’t you dare believe any of the nonsense that they speak, you’re my perfect girl. Mine.”

𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙟𝙞𝙢𝙞𝙣

Struggling from body positivity in the past, Jimin knew exactly what you were doing. He had been there before, he knew all the symptoms and studied every trick in the book. Which is why he stopped you before things got out of hand. 

Although it was easier to speak to you, Jimin felt he needed to be more physical with getting his point across. If you were looking in the mirror and he felt that you were judging yourself, there he was with his arms around your waist and his face snuffled in your neck. he’d mumble an ‘i love you’ every morning and every night when you two were waking up and going to bed. He wanted to show you how much he loved you instead of just telling you.

Even though you loved his clingy side, you couldn’t help but wonder why he was being like this. I mean nothing had changed so what was the big deal?

“Hey Jimin?” you said as you lay on his chest “Not that I don’t love it but you’ve been more touchy this past month, have I missed something?” Looking up at his beautiful face, you saw him bite his lip and look to the side worriedly. Almost immediately, you removed yourself from his cuddle. “Jiminie, what’s wrong?”

He sighed before putting your hand in his “Y/n, I know about your dieting. I know what you’re doing to yourself and to be honest, I don’t agree with it one bit!” You slumped your shoulders drastically “Jimin..”

“No Y/n please, don’t do this! You don’t need to change for anyone especially me! I love you so much but this isn’t the way.” 

𝙠𝙞𝙢 𝙩𝙖𝙚𝙝𝙮𝙪𝙣𝙜

It was the night of Taehyungs fashion show. Your boyfriend had been asked to model the new clothes for Gucci and you couldn’t be happier for him. He was, of course, ecstatic but also incredibly nervous. This was big for him and you wanted everything to go to plan This was your mans night tonight!

Being in the front row had its perks. From there you could see Tae and support him fully but you were also in the plain sight of other young, beautiful models that were showing off the expensive brand. It made you feel very conscious of yourself, particularly your weight and clothing choice.

Yet, you decided to ignore it and keep strong. For Taehyung specifically. When it was his turn to walk on the catwalk, most of the crowd gasped and at that moment you forgot all about the other girls. You were here for his look. And boy did he pull it off.

After the show, Tae had mentioned an afterparty Gucci was hosting and all models including their plus ones were invited. Obviously not wanting to be a party pooper, you agreed to go with him. 

Turns out, it was one of the worst ideas you could’ve had. If beauty was a room that would’ve been it for there were a least fifty stunning models all dancing on the dancefloor. And what was worse is, they were all dancing around your boyfriend.

Suddenly the scene around you became blurred and you felt a tear slide down your face. Quickly you rushed to the bathroom and locked yourself in one of the stalls. You refused to call yourself the jealous type. But it just had to be them. The perfect, skinny, stunning beauti-

Almost immediately a knock on the stall door dragged you out of your thoughts ‘Y/n?’ You could recognise that deep voice anywhere “Y/n, I know it’s you I saw you come in here!” He spoke sternly “Come out.”

Sighing, You unlocked the door and walked out with your head hanging down “Look at me Y/n.” He said, tilting your chin up with his two fingers “What’s wrong?” Gazing into his eyes, you began to cry once again. “They’re so much better than me Tae! Every single one of them is-” 

“Not you.” He interrupted once again “They may be attractive girls but they aren’t you!” Taking the palm of his fingers up to your face, he dried your eyes. Then leaning down to your ear he whispered: “Now let’s go home and I’ll show you how stunning you are.”

𝙟𝙚𝙤𝙣 𝙟𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙠𝙤𝙤𝙠

Jungkook, as we all knew, had an amazing physique. He had a thin waist and beautiful abs and biceps that any girl would die to just touch. Expect Jungkook didn’t choose any girl. He chose you. You were the eye to behold his great body.

This was indeed very flattering for you but also insanely pressurizing. You felt that you needed to keep up a healthy image, with what you ate and how you dressed and how many times you worked out. Things that kept Jungkook feelings towards you, satisfactory. 

Broadening on the working out aspect, you made a point to go to the gym every week. Not that you liked it. In all honesty, you’d rather sit at home and watch a bunch of films, maybe with your boyfriend if he was home from practice by then. But you made a point to go anyway. To prove to yourself that you could.

It was a Tuesday morning and Jungkook had gotten up bright and early to hit the weights, something he did every Tuesday. The only difference was, you were coming with him. So whilst he was in the shower, you speedily put on your gym clothes and then raced into the kitchen to grab some breakfast. By the time Jungkook had gotten out, you had already put on your trainers ready to walk out the front door. 

As he dried his damp hair, Jungkook looked at you quizzically. “Y/n baby, what are you doing?” he chuckled, whilst you redid your shoelaces “What do you mean? I’m coming to the gym with you!” you replied simply.

He humorously frowned at you “Not that I don’t want you there but, why? You never usually come?”

“Well, I am today okay?” you said rather defensively. You didn’t mean to come off as harsh but it annoyed you! Did you not have the right to work out?

“Woah alright baby, relax! What’s up?” Jungkook sensed the tension and softly gripped your arm, pulling you in closer to his figure. However, you were still agitated and pulled away “No Jungkook stop! I’m just tired of everyone thinking I can’t do it and I’m so tired!”

You tried to storm off into the bedroom but Jungkook caught your waist before you could run away “Y/n what are you talking about? No one said you couldn’t do it! What’s going on?” 

“Jungkook, everyone seems to think that I’m not good enough for you because I don’t follow the same regime! I’m just so tired of hearing it.”

“Oh, you silly girl!” Jungkook joked as he pulled you into a tight hug “I asked you out because you were different! I don’t want a girlfriend who copies everything I do!” He kissed the top of your hair “Now if you want, we can ditch the gym and watch some movies?” And to that, you nodded furiously.

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